-abandonment

-replacement

-embarrassment

-loneliness in public

-being ignored

-my troubles being forgotten because of my attitude

look, i know i've been depressing in these past few chapters but i really need to get this across. i'm a person, i have fears, just because i am extremely nice and bubbly does not mean i'm not struggling. the hyperness is a coverup, you would probably never guess anything was wrong unless i told you otherwise. people do seem to forget that i actually exist and i'm not just here for their benefit whenever they need me.

i am a person, just like you.