❝ undecided fate ❞

i wish for life, i wish for death
i wish for positive things to be said
i wish for bread, i wish to be dead
i wish for things that give me dread
i hope for forever, i stop it whenever
i would go wherever, i won't stray however
i'm not ever quick to choose, therefore
i am in the middle forevermore.

the first four lines just popped up in my head while i was drinking coffee