Mizuko POV___

I sat in a room quietly. The first child they were bringing to me was Fumiko.

Apparently, she was now five months old. They described her as intolerable. Apparently, she would cry and scream all day no matter what they did.

I could imagine what they put her through. I was glad I never told them about how we all had a bit of chakra sensitivity.

Sure other people had it, but rarely was it as severe as an Uzumaki's. Our massive reserves growing and small bits slipping out of our tenketsu, it was no wonder we were so in tune with our surroundings and that kind of exposure made us great chakra sensors.

So surrounded by cold unfeeling chakra and no one to take care of her correctly, Fumiko was frustrated. The more she became frustrated the more she cried. As the dislike for her grew their chakra was even worse and so Fumiko would cry louder.

I could hear the loud cries as they were bringing her. I tried to calm myself as my tempered flared.

I could hear her voice was loud and shrill. It was slightly hoarse from crying and she had probably not met her weight and growth quotas.

The nurse came in and slightly glared at me as she saw me. Her face was burned on the side and disfigured. I tried to hide my smile as I notice her. She had probably been caught in the blast from the hospital.

I lifted my hands extending them towards Fumiko.

"Bring her here." I say softly and she sneered slightly as she placed Fumiko in my arms.

I ignore the nurse as I gently cradled the small screaming baby. I take a deep breath making sure to calm my chakra.

I was happy. To have Fumiko here and soon Karin, Ryuu, Kenta, and Nanami would be here.

I slowly rocked her back and forth, she was still squirming. She had always been fussy although now she was more than before.

I slowly began to sing, she probably doesn't remember the song but that was fine she would remember someday.

I continued to rock her even as she cried, soon her cries calmed down and they became quiet sniffles. She would look at me with wide eyes as I continued to sing to her.

I wanted to laugh. If someone had actually cared for her, she would have been inseparable from them. Maybe then they could have brainwashed her when she was older. But with how they treated her she would most likely avoid them.

The nurse looked at me incredulously as I sat Fumiko on my lap.

"Fumiko-chan, I know I have been gone for a while. I'm so sorry I have been gone chocolate drop. But mama isn't going anywhere." I coo as I place my forehead against her and place small kisses on her chubby cheeks.

A small giggle comes out of her mouth and I then pull her close. She snuggled into my arms basking in my chakra and slowly started to drift off.

I hummed and patted her back. She was quiet her tired eyes drifting side to side as she looked around.

The nurse waited a bit longer to see if she would start crying again.

"When will I be allowed to see my other children?" I asked as I looked up at her.

She snickered and turned around she didn't respond as she stormed out of the room slamming the door behind her. Fumiko began to sniffle but I rocked her back and forth.
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Days had gone by and they tried to take Fumiko away and I could hear her scream at the top of her lungs from inside the room.

Maybe this could be my saving grace if I was too valuable for their development they would let me stay with them.

I could not help the slight guilt I felt, it almost felt like I was using them. But I had lost a lot of credibility with them after the attempt to escape.

I still saw mother every once in a while, I had a feeling they were trying to warn me that I could end up like her. I would find a way out, I just needed time.

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I was locked in a room, I held Fumiko close to me. I honestly did not know how far along my pregnancy was.

It sickened me. Sure I had a growth spurt, small breast, and my body finally filling out. But every time I looked into a mirror I only saw a small child.

I could see why mother had acted the way she had. But I could not bring myself to be like her, I just took it with no care.

So what if they touched me and violated me for their sick satisfaction. I was alive and functioning, that was all that mattered.

I laid Fumiko down and she curled up beside me. I could feel their chakra coming towards me.

I sat up waiting for them. I looked down and acted as docile as I could. They seemed to not be as violent when I presented myself this way.

They walked in and I sat quietly, did I want to cry? Yes... I hated this. Would I cry? No, they would never get to see me that way.

I could feel them remove the chains from my ankles. I slowly got up and followed them out of the room.

"Come here Mizuko-chan." One of them patted the bed as he sat down. I quietly obeyed as I walked forward. Ignoring the spot where he asked me to sit I quietly sat on his lap and nuzzled my face against his neck.

"Ha, little slut's excited." One of them barked out a laugh. I let out a small whimper, but I had to push down my anger and indignation.

I could feel him push my hair back and look at me. "Better behaved than her mother seems like we have been training this one well." The man who's lap I was on laughed as he looked at my face.

I could feel my face heat up in anger, but I made my expression seem bashful. "D-don't talk about her. Y-you're with m-me." I stuttered out trying to sound disgusted when I brought up my mother.

"Yeah, Mizuko-chan is one of a kind. Soft ass, nicest tits I've seen in a while. Just wait till she's a bit older. She'll be a sex deviant." He smirked as he grabbed the back of my head and pulled me into a kiss.

I let out soft moans as I felt him slip his hands inside my yukata.

With practiced ease I let myself act as if I was enjoying his hands on me. Soon enough another set of hands began to undress me.

I tried to act like I was embarrassed and timid. They loved it when I acted coy. It probably fed to their fucking ego.

I tried to think of something else as their hands trailed down my body. I tried to think back to when they used to force me to take drugs. At those times I had almost no idea what was going on. Everything had been a blur.

I could feel as my chakra stirred inside me as I tried to remember the way everything had felt.

I could hear their leer laughter and could feel them begin pushing inside of me.

I ignored it as they began moving. I had to hold on to their shoulders and steady myself, make my body move in a way they would not hurt me.

Shinobi have a stupid amount of stamina, why could they not take turns on different days? Why did they come in crowds of two or more? It just made everything more difficult.

I tried not to think of them or where I was. The only good thing that came out of this was the actual orgasms I did have.

I focused on myself as I could feel my body start to sweat. The tingles of pleasure and build up. I let my mouth run, moaning and pleading for more. I slowly opened my eyes to see another fucking dick in front of me.

Fuck blowjobs, these bastards were so inconsiderate. I slowly open my mouth and take the member into my mouth.

I could feel him shove it down my throat and I choked. I could barely breathe and he was pushing himself deeper and deeper. I could feel myself gag but tried to keep my body in control. They hated vomiting, the last thing I needed was to get hit or worse get a black eye.

I could feel the guy from behind speed up and I tried to hold myself back from squirming.

"Wait!" I tried to yell but a fucking dick was shoved down my throat making me choke and the guy decided to speed up.

I could feel my eyes roll back as my body spasmed as waves of pleasure went through me.

I could hear them groan loudly as they panted. I could feel the one who I had been giving a blowjob rub himself against my cheek as he spread cum on my face.

I looked down and noticed a small light pink amount of chakra coming out of my body.
I quickly glanced at the man in front of me. His eyes were dilated and his face was flushed.

I was just coming down from my high and they just kept going I just wanted to shove them all off me.

I tried to reign in my chakra and they seemed to splutter.

They seemed to be like putty in my hands almost begging for more.

I could use this to my advantage.
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Practice, I avoided looking at them or making eye contact. They just took it for me being shy.

But to be honest I couldn't stand looking at their dumb faces. They haunted me and pissed me off.

I wanted to hurl things, scream, hit and punch them. But who was I kidding? I was civilian to the boot. I had no taijutsu, no genjutsu, and no ninjutsu.

Sure I could use wood style to make plants grow, seals, and maybe the healing technique mother had taught me. But these assholes were fully trained active ninja and judging by how their chakra moved and how they acted they were Jonin ranked.

I could remember mother socking a few of them in the face and fighting back, even if she was retired and crippled she was able to do something.

I, on the other hand, would probably not survive if they decided I pissed them off.

And they did love to gloat. They would talk about how much money their high ranking mission were bringing in and how one day I would have their baby.

I tried to ignore their crude commentary, it got annoying as well.

They also kept saying they would bring my children back but I had yet to see them.

I quietly sat in my room, I tried to push the smallest amount of chakra out of my hand. A soft pinkish glow was visible.

I tried to lower the amount again and noticed it had dimmed a bit.

This was something I had started to do. Instead of healing chakra, I was injecting a bit of my chakra through their body.

I had heard of genjutsu and that was made to fool the senses. But what I was doing was different. Instead of promoting cells to grow I was trying to promote the neurotransmitters in the brain to release dopamine.

I was taking my experience from before when I had been so drugged that all I can remember was the pleasure and trying to apply it here. During sex, I could always pump them full of chakra since they had their guard down. Make them addicts.

Going back to their normal girlfriend or whoever they used to fuck would be hard, not the same orgasms and soon I'd have them coming back for more.

Not that I really wanted them, but if I can make them feel like I was the only one for them. Maybe I could sleep myself out of Kusa.

Men could be stupid, all I had to do was pick the strongest one. They would be ranked high enough that they could get us out.

Act coy, like a lovesick idiot and a few tears. Spread my legs and ask them to whisk me away? Other women had managed it with subpar skills why couldn't I?

Either way, I was going to be raped with or without doing this.

But I would be dammed if I didn't try. I had yet to pick out my target but I would find one soon.
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Mother had gone into labor yesterday.

For the first time, they brought me to see the child. Usually, they would just take them to me.

People glared at me, but I kept a neutral expression. Not my fault that kidnapped us and treat us like sex slaves.

They honestly did a shit job and making me a patriotic Uzumaki baby machine.

They had let me know that when I hit menopause I would get my own home and if my children or grandchildren were ninjas I would become a full-fledge kusa citizen.

They acted like I was even planning on being here that long.

Or as if I wanted to be raped and have their jonin's children.

Although I was happy to know that they were glaring because my mother blew up nearly half of their Village.

I would never regret giving my mother paper and ink. We should have covered more ground. Maybe we could have killed them all. Or maybe set up bigger seal arrays.

I let my thoughts trail off as I arrived.

The doctor scoffed and walked towards me.

"You will see the child soon. Come I have to show you something." He grumbled as he led me into the room.

I walked in and noticed my mother laying motionlessly on the bed.

"Unfortunately she lost to much blood and there were complications. Sorry for your loss." He stated emotionlessly.

I felt my mouth go dry as I approached the bed. She wasn't breathing, nor could I feel her chakra. I tried to sense her with my seal but I could not find her.

I stared at her for a while. 'Never let kusa get ahold of the Uzumaki secrets' 'Never let them become Kusa shinobi.'

The tears stayed in my eyes as I looked down at her. A strong woman, down to her last dying breath. A proud Uzushiogakure Jonin, protecting our clan secrets till the very end.

I would not fail her. I will leave Kusa. I won't stay here long, I would leave this hell hole.

"Can I take a lock of her hair. I want to have it as a memento." I say as I look at the doctor. He gave me an odd look but nodded.

"Can you also burn the body? I want her body to be burned away. Like her kin back in the invasion of Uzushiogakure." I say and the man stared at me in what seemed to be horror.

I looked at him emotionlessly and back at her. I would hate for her to be buried in the place that she hated so much.
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He looked a lot like Karin. Pale skin, red eyes and he even had a nose like her. The only difference was his hair was curly like Ryuu and Fumiko's.

Since I was also pregnant I was surprised when I found out I could breastfeed.

Tadashi-kun was quiet and barely caused any problems. I had him with me and although I was seven months pregnant he kept me and Fumiko company.

We were placed back in the same house we had been in before.

Mothers things had been taken, the entire house had been stripped of doors and privacy.

The only place with a door was mother's old room. They told me I would get visitors and while the kids slept in one room I could entertain the so-called guest in the other room.

The bitch who had been the one to tell me smirked and looked at me in disgust. I wanted to punch her across the face but I smiled at her and said nothing.

She had also been staring at my stomach. If that had not been enough she asked me how old I was and called me a whore when I told her I would be thirteen soon.

She then called my dead mother a whore as well before telling me that all of my daughters would be like me. Being that they had been covered in cum inside the womb they would do the same for the rest of their lives.

I can say that I managed to keep my soft smile as she spoke and if she hadn't been a shinobi I would have bashed her face in.

When the annoying team that had escorted me had left, I made myself at home.

Throughout the day I discreetly checked to see if my seals where still there and luckily since they were compressed they were never found.

It took days before I saw the kids. Karin had run into my arms sobbing hysterically. The other kids had cried loudly as well.

Ryuu, Kenta, and Nanami were all skinny and had lost a significant amount of weight.

I was going to have to fix that. I also went ahead and introduced them to Tadashi. I had also told them that mother passed away.

They didn't understand but I still let them know. Wouldn't want them thinking she had abandoned us here. Because although she had been a shitty mother to them, at the end she tried her fucking best to get us out of here.

I had also managed to place a few small soundproof seals on the inside of mother's room.

I made sure they knew that the room was forbidden. And kept the door closed. The last thing I needed was them seeing me get fucked six ways to Sunday.

And so we began a daily routine. Wake up in the morning cook, proceed to clean, wash laundry and take care of them all, feed them bathe them and at eight p.m we would go to bed.

At nine p.m I would leave Karin in charge of taking care of Tadashi and go to mother's room.

I would wait, they would come at night and I would get fucked until they got tired. It ranged from 2-8 hours.

I would also offer them food and drinks. Act like I somehow enjoyed their company, laughed at their jokes and asked them about themselves, flirt.

They would gloat and talk about themselves or they would just be quiet and let their comrades talk. Some would say they would only come here once since they heard it was worth it despite my young age and 'inexperience' and they would start coming regularly.

But I was careful with my choices. Some even found it interesting since I was pregnant and all. I just played along with their stupid demands. I was going to find the perfect target.

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Before I knew it I was in pain and in a hospital bed. I felt as if I was dying, I hadn't thought that birth hurt this much.

I had been here for hours and the doctors weren't even trying to numb me. They said that I would give natural birth and basically to deal with it.

This time around I lost my temper for once and told them to fuck off. And to help me get the baby out.

I close my eyes feeling the sharp pain of the contraction I tried to coach myself in the birth since they did not seem to care or want to help.

Fuck them, so what my mother killed most of the hospital staff. Big deal, they were the ones who kidnapped us first!

'Birth then the after birth. Even if they don't help you, they'll take care of the baby.' I thought to myself as I waited for the next contraction to push.

I was sitting up and almost in a squatting position. Fuck laying down my whole back hurt.

I kept pushing until I finally felt a warm sensation of relief. That's when the asshole of a doctor finally stepped in. He caught the small infant and made sure they were breathing.

I laid back and nearly cried as I heard the baby's cries.

"It's a boy." The doctor called out as the nurse helped cut the umbilical cord.

I smiled slightly. Well, at least Tadashi and he could be like twins.

"You have to push out the after birth." The nurse brought me out of my musing as she looked annoyed that I was relieved.

I just wanted to snatch her by her hair and beat her. These people weren't any fucking help.

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After a day or so I was given the small baby boy, he had soft silky truffles of red hair and his skin was like milky chocolate. His eyes were like liquid gold and he was so small.

Since I had breastfed Tadashi I easily went ahead and did the same for my newborn.

I named him Hisashi. I was to be kept in the hospital for a week, but I was going to make sure I was healed completely when I was back home.

They had explained how I was going to be bleeding for a few weeks and I had to rest. They let me know of my aftercare and not to do anything to strain myself.

Then they proceeded to take me home to care for all of my children.

I was back on my feet by then and with both Tadashi strapped to my back since he was older and Hisashi in front since he was still smaller, I was taking care of the children.

To make matters worse once I was out those bastards came back. They would act as if they had missed me. I refused any vaginal sex. If I got pregnant this quickly I would literally try and kill them.

I did do a few blowjobs, titjobs and handjobs before kicking their asses out as soon as I could.

They were also annoyed that both Tadashi and Hisashi cried nearly every two hours.

I was glad when they left.

Karin was also helpful but I did not want to burden her with raising the two babies. Especially since the only reason, I couldn't do it was because I was expected to prostitute myself to the fucking ninja here.

Sure she was six and didn't mind but I wanted her to enjoy being a child and play with her siblings.

Before I knew it my three resting months was up and they were checking to see if I was pregnant yet.

I now knew why mother would have so many random check-ups. They were nearly demanding for me to get pregnant.

After the third failed pregnancy test, they were furious.

After some blood test, they let me know that they had picked out the best candidate to impregnate me.

I was actually pretty shocked. Apparently, they picked out the sperm donor but also let some sick fucks rape me for shits an giggles.

I personally feel like I was just being prostituted and the some of the Kusa ninjas wanted to see if they could accidentally score and have an Uzumaki kid.

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I was told to dress up, they were sending an older jonin to get me pregnant.

From what they let me know he was strong and they were sure we would have a strong baby.

The second he walked in I was terrified of him. He was definitely older and sadly a bit good looking too.

His hair was brushed back and had a few grey hairs. He had sharp brown slanted eyes and was well built. Sure the other men who came in weren't bad looking but this guy had an air of confidence and he was looking down at me. I could tell by the scoff on his face.

"I'm not into brats as young as you. But unfortunately, the older Uzumaki woman died." He spoke harshly and I couldn't help but avert my gaze.

"So let's make this quick. I don't want to be here longer than necessary." He grumbled and I nodded.

I slowly started removing Yukata and climbed on to the bed.

I was going to try and take the lead, they would sometimes let me.

He removed his shirt and unbuckled his pants. I had seen plenty of strong and muscular shinobi so I wasn't shocked.

Before I could say or really do anything I was pinned down.

"I don't want to look at your face. Kami knows I'm practically fucking a child." He sneered.

I stayed still. Although I hated them, these men were strong and they could fucking kill me. It was best to not aggravate them.

I could feel him remove my undergarments and pull my Yukata up. I tried to position myself comfortably as my head was being pinned to the mattress in the classic face down ass up position.

I slowly coated my skin with the light pink chakra. It wasn't visible but it would do its job.

I could feel him against me and it made me shiver. I was fine with not looking at him. Better not to associate them with any of this. Just concentrate on myself.

He loosened his grip and his hand slowly went around my neck as he pulled me up. I could feel his cool breath against the nape of my neck but I tried to stay silent.

I didn't move to grab his arm to steady myself. With ninja, sudden movement could be fatal, especially since his hand was around my neck and squeezing it lightly.

I felt him push inside me and I tried to ignore it, think of something else.

I could hear him groan slightly and I wanted to smirk. They never had their guard up when fucking. And I never had to build up my chakra just ease it out of me.

I'm not sure how long he stayed. He had cum more than once and seemed to have placed me in every position. Before I knew it he had ripped my clothes off his hands were all over my body.

Maybe he could be my ticket out of this damned village. And just thinking about it made dealing with all of this worth it.

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He had claimed that he was disgusted by me but here he was. He had come back nearly every single day.

Of course, other men came as well but I was seeing a lot of him.

But he always came alone, I would act coy with him and invite him to have tea and snacks.

I slowly stopped giving the others the chakra, eased them out of it, I had found my ticket out.

He was talkative, I was happy to listen to him talk and ramble.

"Akio-San will you be coming back this week?" I asked softly as I served him tea.

He glanced at me and gave me a small smile.

I could not help the blush. Sure I was going to use him and he was much older than me but he was also quite handsome.

"I'll see if I can come around. I am a busy man." He stated as he drank the tea. I hid the lower part of my face with the sleeve of my Yukata.

"Of course, I understand. A man of your caliber barely has time to be wasting." I say avoiding his gaze but glancing back at him.

I was acting a bit coy, and he loved it. It had been a few months and I was visibly now pregnant.

Unlike the other men, he would come during the day. I instructed the children out of the house at those timings.

Karin did not like him and I would leave her with both Tadashi and Hisashi.

But I was making sure he was comfortable.

The kids would look at him through curious eyes. Sometimes peeking through the door to see him.

I reprimanded them and would cook for him meals before he would leave.

He would also be gone for weeks at a time.

To be honest with myself I had become attached. But my end goal would not change despite my feelings. Maybe it was my hormones.

Maybe it was the crippling loneliness I felt. Who would really want me, I was passed around and not valued. Sure I had the kids but I needed validation from them as well.

Maybe this is what mother felt and why she had been so broken.
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My pregnancy progressed and I did my best to juggle being a mother, the kusa ninja, and Akio-san.

I had no time for myself and the only time I could relax was when I took a bath. Tadashi was finally sleeping through the night but Hisashi would still wake up sometimes.

I was lucky that no one was getting sick. If one caught an illness and they all got sick. I am pretty sure I would die of exhaustion.

But that lucky streak did not last long. Soon enough everyone was sick and I was running around washing the futon, clothes and keeping up with medicine.

When Akio-San found out that I had barely slept when he came to visit instead of us eating or going to the bedroom he had let me sleep. I had slept peacefully as I laid my head on his lap and he stroked my long red hair.

My feelings for him had grown and I was slightly repulsed. Sure he was a great man.

But I was never going to be allowed to settle. My job was to pop children out until I died or could no longer have any.

Soon I had noticed my I was almost fourteen and had another growth spurt, but by now my stomach was round as I was 6 months pregnant. Akio was amused knowing that it was his child that I was having.

I nearly cried when I approached him. His chakra was warm and like a soft breeze. I felt comfort in it. I was not suppose to feel comfort in it. Like every other Kusa ninja, I was suppose to loathe him and hate him. Feel repulsed by him when I was near him.

But his chakra was sincere and I liked it. I liked him and it was not fair. I had promised mother that I would never share the Uzumaki secrets with Kusa Ninja and that I would get us out of this hell hole.
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Soon I was due to give birth, we were all nervous. I made sure to make preparations for the children. I made food that would not go bad easily and instructed karin on how to serve the food.

Tadashi was walking now and Hisashi was crawling. Ryuu, Kenta, Nanami, and Fumiko were causing havoc.

Ryuu was much like Karin and understood almost everything. Kenta, Nanami, and Fumiko didn't so they spent their days running and playing. I had not been able to teach Kenta, Nanami or Fumiko anything about the Uzumaki because of how closely I was being watched.
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Having experience before I was able to ignore the neglectful doctors and focused on pushing.

Hours seem to pass before I felt like I made progress. And when I felt the small relief of pressure and the doctor grabbed the baby and held him up I was in tears.

I heard the shrill cry of a newborn but was put off by the whispering.

I began to panic."Is my baby okay." I cried out I tried to get up but the nurse pushed me back down. "Calm down we still have to get the after birth."

"Where is my baby!" I yelled as I noticed the doctor had wrapped the crying baby in a blanket and was talking to a nurse.

I tried to force myself back up. "What going on?! Is there something wrong with my baby!" I yell as my panic settled in.

They had strapped me on the bed and I was not told anything even after pushing out the after birth.

Hours passed and I laid restlessly on the bed. They had expected me to sleep but I was concerned.

Nothing was being said and I was worried. Was something wrong with them? Was it a girl or a boy?

Morning came and when the nurses checked on me I pestered them about my baby. They just ignored me as they helped be bath and fed me.

Days went by and no news was given to me.

I was restless and I could feel my body begging to fall asleep but my mind was wide awake.

I heard the door open and I sat up to see who arrived.

The doctor walked in holding my baby. "We had to run some tests on him. Alike Kenta, he has albinism. Unfortunately, Akio was not a compatible match. It seems Rumi and you have a trait for having albino children. Although he is weaker than we hoped for it's not a total failure, we believe he is going to have large Uzumaki reserves. "

I gritted my teeth. My child was not a failure in any way. So what if he and Kenta were albino, they were no different than any of my other kids.

He seemed to notice my anger at his words and scoffed as he handed me, my child,

And just like Kenta, he was small and pink, his hair white against his skin.

I smiled holding him close. "Yukio, my little snow boy." I say as I began breastfeeding him.

I could see him stir as he felt my familiar chakra.
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I was released and back home.

Everyone was excited to see the baby. Kenta was happy as he pointed at his hair and then at Yukio's. I guess in a way poor Kenta had felt odd to be the only one with different hair.

I carefully wrapped Yukio against my chest and was back to mothering my children.

They were loud and rowdy and I often found myself yelling at them to behave or get off the table.

They would give me mischievous grins and run off laughing.

I had used my healing ability on myself when I had been released from the hospital.

Clothes had piled up, the house was a mess and they all clung onto me. Our room was a tight fit. I placed Yukio beside me and away from everyone. And they all sprawled out on the futon. I would wake up curled against Yukio and everyone in a heap of arms and legs.

Sometimes at night, they would accidentally kick one another and the other would cry or wake up and hit them back.

I was happy to be back to breaking up fights that had started up.
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It had been two months after the birth before Akio came to visit.

The moment I felt his chakra near my heart slightly fluttered. I was quick to send everyone to play in the backyard and when he knocked I quickly answered the door.

I had left little Yukio with Karin so I was not worried.

"Akio-san, it's been a while." I say with a soft smile as I opened the door.

"Please, come in." I say as I stepped to the side and let him in.

"I've been on a few missions Mizuko-chan. But I finally returned. " he smiled as he removed his sandals and walked in.

"I'm sure you are exhausted if you would like I could definitely brew you some tea and bring out some food. I will. Be making dinner soon." I say softly as I led him to the dining room.

Thankfully the house was clean and he sat down at the foot of the low rise table. He gave a nod.

"Thank you, I do enjoy your tea and snacks, Mizu-chan."

I flushed at the nickname and gave a short bow, I brought out the tea set and began brewing the tea.

"I was told that you gave birth." He stated breaking the silence. I stopped and glanced at him. I could fill the fear coursing through my veins.

I gave a slow nod. "Is it alright if I meet our child." He spoke softly as he placed his hand over mine.

My heart fluttered at his words. 'Our child'.

"I, uh yes. I can bring him." I say as I finish brewing the tea and serve him.

"Karin-chan is watching him." I say as I stood up.

My heart was thumping in my chest as the doctor's words rang through my mind.

"Karin give me Yukio, I'll take care of him." I say and she nodded handing me the small bundle. "You can go play." I say and a grin spread on her face as she dashed away.

I carried the small two-month baby in. I looked up to see Akio sit up as I walked in the room.

I sat beside him and he leaned over to see little Yukio.

"I named him Yukio because of his white hair." I say as I looked up at Akio.

"May I hold him?" He asked and I nodded. I placed the small baby in his arms and I could feel his chakra buzz happily. He was wind natured just like Yukio.

My heart swelled as he cooed at little Yukio. Tears swelled in my eyes as he looked back at me and called him our child. I nearly sobbed as he kissed my lips happily.

This was wrong.

This man, I loved him. And he was my ticket out. I could never be with him and my heart broke at the unfairness of the world.
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The doctors had let me know who my next child's father would be.

Three months after birth I was set up for my next pregnancy.

It had been a quiet affair. It was a young jonin he had been nervous but it was a blur.

Akio had left for a mission and was not here.

I tried to keep my high spirits but everyone in the house was Chakra sensitive to some extent and could feel my upset mood.

I was trying so hard not to be like mother, was this what she felt as she slept with men that weren't my father? Did she feel like she betrayed him by having the children of the men who killed him?

I was nearly Fifteen now. All my planning was seemingly going to the trash. I was stuck here, with no way out and I felt like I was drowning.

In the mornings my body felt like it was heavy and days blended together.

Why had I even met him, if I had not let his sly words get to me. If I had kept that cruel mindset of using him, I would not be like this.

I was dreading his return. What would he say? Would he blame me? Beat me for having another mans child? Would he even care? He had a very bad opinion of me in the beginning because I was so young.

What if he had been lying and tricking me.

I caught myself staring at the mirror. My body had filled out I had large ample breasts, I was not skinny. I had slight love handles from my previous pregnancies. I had a large ass as well. They always did comment on it as they fucked me.

Saying crude things about my chest and ass, I was unsure if it made me attractive or ugly but for once it concerned me. And it isn't like I could exercise. I had eight children and soon another was going to be born.

"Mama, are you okay. You've been acting weird lately?" Karin asked as she came beside me wanting to help me cook.

I looked at her and smiled. "Sorry about that, I've just been thinking a lot lately." I sighed as I chopped the vegetables.

"About what?" She asked curiously. "About a lot of things, you know I can't talk much about it ." I say holding my finger to my mouth as if saying shush.

Her eyes widened and she nodded in understanding.

"I have too, I miss lady. I wish she was still around to tell us stories." She whispered and sighed.

"And I wish you were happy again. You are always sad and those ninja men keep taking you away." She huffed and I paused.

"Don't worry I'll be alright." I say patting her head.

"Then why are you acting like lady. Will you go away too?"
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And pause.

This is a good stopping point.

We needed character development, the difference between child Mizuko and teenage Mizuko.

Som angsty teen moments of doubt.

Next chapter will be quite interesting.

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