Are ye ready kids? Cause I'm fucking not.
Anyway hi I'm back. did you miss me?

This is reallllly short and shitty so sorry.

Set immediately after 12x23
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" I love you" Dean chocked out, tears sliding from closed eyes

And there it was

The thing that'd been thrummed through him for what felt like forever, flickering insides him like the dangerously uncontrollable flames of a wildfire.

And god did it hurt. A constant burning ache that had in the time it took a moment to pass, became an inferno.

It was as if someone had struck a match against his insides, adding to the already incinerating heat

He was burning up like a shooting star, and in a painful moment of clarity he wondered if this was what an angel felt as they fell, clipped of something that made them whole

Their wings

Castiel had been his wings. Beautiful, loyal Castiel, who'd saved him from the pits and help him see the sky, had been the only thing keeping him in the air.

And just like sweet, naive Icarus, intoxicated by beauty, Dean too had been foolish enough to soar so close to the sun. If only to feel its warmth for a moment

But that moment was selfish, and now he knew what Icarus had felt like as he'd plunged into the ocean

Because in his ecstasy he'd forgotten about his wings

And now they were gone

Cas's hair was soft against his fingers, like grass in spring

he didn't remember when he'd pulling the angles head into his lap but he never wanted to let go

Because letting go ment it was over

That he was gone

That he was-
A sob broke from deans chest, piercing the silence he felt in his skull

The night was quiet. The stars were breathtaking

and Castiel was dead

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Sorryy : l