4: Her (Pjm)
I see you come here every day, I see you talk, I see you smile. I see your eyes twinkling that shine ever so bright. My Y/N. My beautiful Y/N.
The way your eyes fill up with excitement when you talk, the way your eyebrows furrowed after every weird sentence I said. The way your laugh didn't stop once it started, the way your tears reddened your face when you cried. I remember all of it. All of you. Did you think I can ever forget you? Oh, believe me even if I try, I won't be able to.
I work right here in this lounge, you come here every weekend. I hide from you, ignore you, try my best to forget you. Cause every day I see your beautiful face, I cannot help but remember the way I treated you.
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Flashback
"Why would you?" you cried. "Why can't I?" I shouted. I could see the tears filling your eyes, I could see your lips trembling. I could sense your anger, your disappointment, your sadness in the air, yet, I stood there like a rock, ignorance finding its way to me.
I continued to throw the stuff in our room, mostly your stuff. I was angry and confused, confounded, and idiotic. My foolish self kept venting out my anger on you, and yes, I was the one who pushed a point when you picked up your things and packed them in lesser time than that which took me to calm my anger down.
You stood at my doorstep. "I'm leaving" You'd said, wiping your tears from the back of your hand. "Gladly" My arrogant self had responded to you. The water that came out from the clouds above as the heavens cried, took you away from me that day.
You were drenched in the rain, I saw you. Your tears hiding in the shade of the water that fell on you. I could see you leaving and see you until you were no more than a dot when I had closed my curtains and shut the doors of my heart and house to everyone.
That rain took you away, and I didn't ever stop you.
I Let you go.
I.
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Present
I agree, Y/N, I was wrong. I never knew the consequences will be this bad. I'm sorry. Goodness! I'm so sorry. I say that to you every day, I miss your enlightening presence every night. I miss waking up to you, and I miss loving you, honey cheeks.
Yesterday when I saw you coming here with some other man except me that I didn't know of, my eyes burnt as jealousy hit me hard. The way you were looking at him is not right, Y/N.
I never saw you looking at anyone like that.
Anyone but me.
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I was consumed in my own thoughts as I wiped off the tables. It was a Thursday, and we were off on Thursdays. So I quickly finished up my work and was locking the doors when I heard a voice calling out.
"Excuse me?" I heard a girl's voice. Specifically, a very known girl's voice. "Excuse me are you closed on Thursdays? I don't specifically know but just wanted to check out!" You screamed, your voice trying to reside over the strong thunders. When I looked back, I noticed that you stood under a ledge of the nearby house, your hair half drenched as you waved frantically.
Is she going to walk in the rain?
I lowered my voice to make myself not sound like me. "Yes ma'am!" I said. "Are you alone in the rain? Won't you catch a cold?" I asked, opening my umbrella hastily as I wanted to escape the place but my concern for you was getting the best of me.
"Don't worry about me, Jimin." You said and my eyes widened. I realised that you had now reached near me from the house next door, on the wooden porch of the caféteria, right behind me.
"I won't catch a cold. I've done this before so you don't need to worry." You smiled painfully. "If you can't help but miss me, don't you think I noticed you too?" You asked, your eyebrows furrowed. I looked closely into your eyes, the rain pattering around us but all I could hear was your voice.
You chuckled. "I'd know you're here just by your presence, Jimin. It's not just you who sleeps with my pillow." You smiled very slightly again, gripping on my muffler, that was worn by you most of the time, as you rubbed your hands because of the chill in the air.
"See you next time then, hope you're having fun with your life. After all, I'm not there to manipulate you anymore, am I?" You chuckled sarcastically, looking up to the sky as the thunder hit again but you kept moving on with your half wet body to the clouded sky.
I've lost you once.
And It's high time I apologized.
I saw you running in the open ground, waiting for a taxi when I ran towards you to give you the shade of my umbrella. "I'm fine, leave." Your voice cracked, and I knew you were on your verge.
"Jimin I'm fine." You repeated when I moved the umbrella closer to you. " Didn't I say? I'm---" "Shut up!" I cut you off, turning you to face me while holding your wrist tightly. "Just hear me out okay? Just- hear me out."
"What is there to hear? I know it all there's nothing you---" " I'm sorry!" I shouted, my head bowing down. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry for... For everything. I was not in my right mind, but you never let me contact you. Did you block my phone? Was I that bad?" I asked, and you just nodded, your face squished with anger and sadness, probable tears engulfing them. "You were very bad."
"Hey....." I said, putting you entirely under the umbrella with me. "I wasn't in my right mind that night... You should've ignored my crazy ass!" I said, putting my free arm around your shoulder while I hugged you carefully from the side. "Even if you went crazy, that's no way to treat someone!" You said, hugging me back and giving in while your voice broke.
"I'm sorry" I repeated my former words, now hugging you completely. "Jimin..." You said, pulling away. "I want to tell you... No, I need you to know... You should know that I came to this café just to---" "Shhhh" I quietened you. " Your secret's shared with me." I smiled, and you nodded, your eyes glistening while I went ahead to plant my lips softly but desperately on yours. The umbrella long forgotten, all I could see was you, and only you.
"So what are we now?" You asked, looking up at him. "Let's see" I said. "We've been lying to ourselves for each other's time, we've been idiots for weeks straight. We've been unable to live without each other just because of our quarrel, that too, because of an idiotic reason. In conclusion, I think we should go home right now cause we're wet as fuck and we need to talk out the mess we've made" I completed, and smiled through my own wet eyes after seeing you let out a small titter.
"I think I know where you're taking this" You mumbled, while I swiftly escorted you to my home after which you forgot every grudge you held against me *smiles cutely*
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A/N
Well I know this wasn't good, but well, I wanted to get this done cause there are three members still left! Gotta pick up speed❤
I love a cute Jiminie, I couldn't make him anything else than this...
I know, I know children.
Still he's so aww
-DiamondMaknae❤
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