[ part three ]

anxiety to have you in my arms
whispering words of love.
anxiety to feel your charm
and to be able to kiss your lips once more.

sometimes when i cry in my thoughts
my tears become pearls that fall in the ocean.
and the stifled echo of my laments
make you become present in my dreams.

perhaps you will cry when you remember me
and you'll look at my picture with tears.

that's when this melody will make way to your ears
and you'll feel the echo of the pain i feel without you.

-Ansiedad (Anxiety) by La Rondalla de Saltillo

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you overpower my senses

like a night in the forest,
spring in the valleys,
like rain as it falls.

like a storm in the desert,
like a sleeping ocean,
you overpower my senses
please come back to me.

allow me to love you,
i will give you my life.
i want to see your smile,
and die in your arms.

i want to lay by your side,
and always be with you.
you overpower my senses,
please come back to me. 

-Cancion de Annie (Annie's Song) by John Denver (but I used the Spanish cover  by La Rondalla de Saltillo).

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i know i normally include one poem or song for reach new part. but these two are beautiful and i thought they both fit the story so well. so picked both. they are from the same band and are originally in spanish, but i translated them and changed like three or four words because some spanish words dont translate well in english. they dont convey quite the same feelings of love and fondness. la rondalla is a band that has been around since my mum was a kid, and their music is amazing. if you like romantic type of music, i definitely recommend them. but again, they sing in spanish.

kind of like saudade in portuguese. there is no word in english to describe that feeling. 

but anyway, here is the first post of part three (the last part), but not to worry. there will be many more posts after this story ends because remember that i have to go back and write my alternate endings? 

i had four ideas for this book's ending and i liked all of them. so why not? i'll write all of them and you can all decide from those four choices, which one was the one you liked and which was the ending you will remember as this book's final chapter. 

thank you loads for reading and supporting. i might upload another chapter today, depends if i finish my work on time and have time to slack off after ha. 

-clary xx