If the title and gif don't give it away.
Sex scene in this chapter.
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Dave and I walk back to the party which is still going strong. We head over to Trav and Katy who give us sympathetic looks.

"I'm really sorry for earlier guys. We'll be back soon but just need to sort all of this out." I say feeling guilty for the outburst earlier.

Katy walks up and gives me a reassuring smile, "We understand. I think Alisha went into the lounge. Derek's in his study with Greg and Chris trying to calm him down."

I give her a grateful smile before we head inside to see Alisha just staring into space with tears soundlessly streaming down her cheeks.

I give Dave a look to hopefully ask 'you ready?' He nods while looking anxious.

I clear my throat to get her attention. She jumps a bit then turns to see Dave and I there together.

"You come to watch him reject me? Can't say I'd blame you.." she sighs, showing the only outcome she expects to take place.

"No, I haven't actually. Again, despite what you think I'm not a total bìťćh." I say clearly not entertaining her pity party.

She nods signalling me to elaborate why I'm there. "I'd like to properly introduce you to Alpha Dave, my old packs Alpha and my long time friend. Dave, this is Alisha." I say while nudging him gently.

"Hey..." He says looking anxious.

"Hello..." She trails off.

I clear my throat again. Do I have to do it all....

"O-Oh... I'm sorry for my behaviour earlier Alpha Dave." He nods before asking why she behaved like that. "Truth be told he was the first guy I loved and having not met my mate, I was kind of scared I never would." She says nervously, while looking from me to her mate. "Honestly when you came to our pack Mila my fear only increased. But to meet my mate how I did is mortifying and I'm so ashamed at how I've been. The moment I looked at you my feelings for Derek seemed to vanish but I managed to ruin that before it even had a chance, didn't I?" She chuckles a humourless laugh with the tears still flowing.

After a moment of thinking over her words, Dave finally speaks up. "Well it wasn't the nicest way to meet my mate... But had we been at my pack, perhaps the situation would have been reversed. Maybe we both have made mistakes and should just try starting fresh... would that be ok with you?" He asks sounding full of uncertainty and hope.

She looks up shocked then looks at me almost for my blessing. I give her a small smile and nod, to which she mouths 'thank you'.

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I left Alisha and Dave to talk things over. As much as she sent me a bit bonkers, I also don't believe a stupid choice should condemn her to a life alone.

Going to the study, I knock before Greg opens the door. He gives me a sad smile before nodding in Dereks direction.

"He's a wreck sweety, he's convinced you're about to reject him." He whispers low enough for only me.

I nod in acknowledgement, before walking into the study properly. I see Chris trying to reassure Derek who has his head is sitting in his hands.

"I'd like to speak with my mate alone, please." I say in a tone that leaves no room for discussion.

Dereks head shoots up when he hears my voice and he stares straight into my eyes. Chris gets up, nodding his head and walks to Greg before they close the door behind them. Our eyes never leaving each others.

"I'm so so sorry baby. I was trying to not make a scene and just pry her off me but then I felt your anger and when I looked up to see you watching I didn't even realise she was about to do that." He pleads out in one breath.

"I know. It was clear as day you hated it, I felt your discomfort. I'm here because I don't want you giving yourself a panic attack." I chuckle.

"Dave and Alisha are talking things out and there's a party still going. I think you owe me a dance at the least." I say with a cheeky grin.

"You're not mad or going to reject me?" He asks in disbelief.

"No I'm not. I watched most of it. I could see you weren't wanting it. I went to check Dave to see if my friend was ok and to make you sweat a bit." I reassure. "Now lets dance."

I grab his hand and lead him back to the party. The music's still going strong so we head straight for the dance floor. A song with a good beat comes on and we start dancing again.

♡♡♡♡♡sex scene ahead♡♡♡♡♡

After grinding on each other, he pulls me closer by my hips and starts kissing my neck slowly down to my mark. A small moan leaves my mouth which makes him stop his actions instantly.

He spins me around, looking deep into each others eyes before we end up kissing slowly. I pull away reluctantly and whisper lowly in his ear "Follow me."

He happily complies, seeming to be in a trance by our recent behaviour. Pulling his hand up to our room, I bring him inside before shutting and locking the door behind us. Turning to give him a seductive smile.

Seemingly shocked by my actions, I slowly push him until his legs hit the bed. This seems to snap him of out this trance but he doesn't say anything.

I slowly loosen his tie before removing it. Then I move to his shirt buttons, one by one I undo them while my hand glides down his body between them. Not once taking my eyes off his, watching them get darker by the moment.

I break eye contact to slide the shirt off his shoulders. Once it hits the floor, I slide my hands back up his chest slowly. He suddenly grabs my wrists and as I look at him, I see his eyes are almost black with lust.

"You really need to stop." He says with a very strained voice.

Deciding to have fun playing dumb. "Why? Don't you want to finish this, mate?" Cocking my head to the side for affect.

He steps towards me while resting his hands on my waist, gripping them tighter. "Baby, there is nothing I want more right now. You look so fùćķìńģ sexy seducing me. But are you sure this what you want?" He breathes while one hand cups my cheek.

I look straight into his eyes and I watch as he can see how lust filled mine are. "I'm sure, Derek."

With those words, he pulls me impossibly closer before kissing me with so much passion I thought my legs became jelly. At the same time his hand brushed up my sides before finding my dress zipper. He pulled it down my back agonisingly slow. His hands came back up where he gently slips the straps off my shoulders and it dropped to the floor.

As he finished doing that, my hands moved to his pants. I fumbled with the button before undoing it and the zip. Smiling into the kiss when I hear them hit the floor. Thankful for the confidence boost I have to initiate all this.

He spins us around and slowly lays me down on the bed. His eyes roaming all over my body, making me suddenly feel self conscious. He stops my hands as I go to cover myself as much as I can.

"Don't ever hide yourself from me, you are the most beautiful and sexy woman I've ever seen..." He says huskily, while lowering himself on top of me.

Still holding himself up with his arms, he starts kissing me again before trailing down my jaw then my neck. While he unclips my bra, he whispers "and you're all mine."

Throwing my bra away, he slowly starts to remove my panties. I'm suddenly feeling nervous and he seems to pick up on it.

"We can stop if you want. Don't think because we're like this, we can't." He reassures me.

I smile at him knowing I'm wanting this as much as he does. To answer his question I slowly start to kiss along his jaw and down to the mark I gave him, while I slowly slide his boxers off.

"Does that answer your question?" I ask lowly.

He nods quickly before reclaiming my lips. His hand glides down lower before he starts getting me excited with his magical fingers. Moaning his name and being amazed it feels so good I find myself grinding on his hand, then he suddenly stops before grabbing some protection.

After putting it on, he slowly teases me with his shaft, causing my hips to unconsciously grind onto him. He slowly thrusts himself into me and I feel a sharp pain.

He stops for a moment to ask, "Are you alright?" Noticing me wince a bit.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Don't stop.." I breathe out, wanting us to keep going.

He starts thrusting into me slowly, while he's massaging one of my breasts. He trails his lips up my neck nipping at my skin before he kisses up to my lips and they reignite a heated kiss. I feel his tongue brush along my bottom lip before we deepen our kiss.

What starts out slow, speeds up and quickly has me sliding my fingers threw his hair gripping it in pleasure. Getting rougher and faster, I feel myself thrusting my hips in time with his. I cant help moaning his name as I feel the pressure deepen inside me.

The feeling of him inside me is so over whelming, I lose all control as I feel my body grow higher in a euphoric bliss. I'm happy the parties music is so loud because our moans would easily be heard if it wasn't.

I feel myself holding his shoulders digging my nails in as I near my peak. One of his hands moved to my hip and he grips it tightly. He starts sucking on ny mark and a l few moments later I hit my climax, screaming his name. A few seconds after Derek hits his and I can feel myself trembling and feeling out of breath.

♡♡♡♡♡sex scene over♡♡♡♡♡

For a first time, I'm definitely not disappointed. We lay on our sides and get our breathing to slow down. He pulls me closer so we're tangled together.

"Are you ok?" He hesitates before asking "Are you sore?"

I chuckle at his awkwardness. "I'm perfectly fine. I'm great." I reassure him. "How about you join me for a shower though?" I pause realising the insinuation. "No funny business though."

He chuckles a bit before nodding. "Ok, no funny business." We go enjoy a nice warm shower before we both head to bed.

I have no doubt I'll sleep well tonight...

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Grammar edited 18/12/17

Ok, I've never written a sex scene. I don't imagine I'll do many of them. Please forgive me if it's badly written.

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