12 - Sope Confused
Memories started to flood Yoongi's mind of him and Hoseok. Ever since they had met there was a special bond between them. They had helped each other get through the rigorous trainee days when they were so new at this and missed their homes and family. Especially since Yoongi's father never approved of him or his choice of career.
In the dim light of the early evening, Yoongi was able to open up to his friend about the loneliness in his heart. Hoseok had cried for Yoongi and they had gotten as close as brothers giving each other strength in turn. That kind of closeness could be confusing especially at a young age. Hobi was an attractive boy and Yoongi had complimented him many times.
Yoongi thought, "I wonder if he started to like me. Maybe Jennie was right. I do tell him I love him all the time. We are that close and we sometimes kiss but for me, it's been very innocent."
Yoongi walked back to where the others were hanging out. He glanced around the room and caught Hobi's eyes on him. His face was serious almost angry looking. Yoongi felt guilty for wanting his friend's girlfriend.
"Did Hobi see me talking to her?" He thought.
With all the resolve he could muster, he walked next to Hobi and sat down.
"Why would she say that?" He thought and stole a glance at Hobi who was looking at his phone. "Does he miss me? Does he like me?" Yoongi thought.
If he was honest with himself the thought that Hobi might like him excited him. It was forbidden and it exhilarated him. Yoongi knew deep in his heart that he found boys attractive. His first crush had been a boy, but he had pushed that thought from his mind a long time ago.
"Hey," Suga greeted.
"Hi Hyung," Hobi said but kept looking at his phone.
"How are you?"
"Fine."
"No really. I want to know."
"Know what?" Hobi asked.
"Are you okay? Are things okay with you and Jennie?"
"Why? Did she say something to you?"
"Nothing. You don't have to say if you don't want to. I just want you to know I'm here for you and you can talk to me at any time. Okay?"
"I miss you," Hobi said after a while still not meeting his eyes.
Yoongi blushed and stuttered a little, "I ... I miss you too."
A gentle smile graces his face. Hoseok feels happy again because of those four sweet words. He can't contain the huge smile on his face. Yoongi gets up and starts to walk away. Hoseok quickly follows him and hugs him from behind.
"You can't get away so quick, hyung. I need a hug."
Yoongi thinks to himself. "We're doomed. Hobi loves me, I love Jennie and she loves Hobi."
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