"Yoongi wake up we have a busy day today," Hobi said nudging the little ball under the covers.

After an exhausting cry the night before, the little had fallen asleep in Hobi's arms.  Hobi looked at his little face puffy from sleep and smiled.  His heart swelled with love for Yoongi but Yoongi was not smiling back.

"Where is Jennie?" Yoongi demanded.

"She went home, remember. She said she'd call you later."

"Okay, I wonder why she left without saying goodbye to me," he looks at Hobi as if it was his fault. "The minute you're back she forgets about me."

Hobi wasn't expecting this.  "Are you jealous?" Hobi asked.

"No!" But he was and it made Hobi think.

Jennie:

Every time I tried to apply somewhere else I would start to cry. I just couldn't bring myself to do it and I couldn't quit Hobi either.   Instead, I had called in sick giving me some time to think.  I loved him so much.  I put on a mask and pretended everything was okay.

Yoongi had moved back to the dorm telling Hobi that he missed the guys. It was true but not the only reason. Hobi suspected that something had happened between me and Yoongi but he didn't press it.  We continued together even though we had not talked about our fears.

I was back at work for a photoshoot when I finally got to see the guys again. Jungkook was so sweet rushing to help me carry my things. Taehyung hugged me and wouldn't let go. Making Hobi and Jimin kick him in the ass even after he did. Jin laughed his cute little squeaks and asked if he could be first. I smiled and happily agreed. 

Hobi stayed with me the whole time updating me on everything going on. The last to arrive were Yoongi and Joon. They walked in conversing with each other ... And then our eyes met.  He stopped walking, nodded and then turned and walked away.  Well, that was awkward.

My heart was beating fast and I wanted to hide.  I hadn't seen him since the day we made love.  As soon as I could I left the room. How could I work with my hands shaking like this?  As I walked down the hall towards the restroom I got a notification on my phone. 

Yoongi:  Hey

                                                                                                       Me: Hi

Yoongi: I'm sorry I was so awkward. Meet me in the hallway.

                                                                                                       Me: sure

Yoongi came down the hall smiling at me.  I waved at him.

"Hi, Jennie! I've missed you so much!  I know you haven't been avoiding me. We're still friends right?"

"Of course, Yoongi," I said hugging him.  "I've missed you too."

"Hobi was so sad I thought you guys fought because of me.  Did you tell him about us?"

"No.  We haven't fought. I'm sorry I was avoiding you.  To be honest, I've been kinda jealous."

"Oh, of who?"

"You and him."  I looked around and lowered my voice. "He always puts your needs ahead of mine.  And your skin-ship makes me think there may be something ... more.  That's not even considering him taking care of you in little space."

"More what?"

"Like you are attracted to each other.  Tell me if I'm wrong.  Would you two be dating if it wasn't for me?"

"No! What makes you think that?"

"For one thing you're always together, you say you love each other, you sleep together and you kiss on the mouth. I'm sorry but that is the definition of a couple, gay or otherwise."

"Well, we do have a relationship but with no sex. I think of him as a brother.  I'm attracted to you not him."

"I'm sorry Yoongi. I believe you but I don't think you're being honest with yourself.  I shouldn't have come between you. I realize that now."

"If you still love him, you need to talk to him about how you feel.  He thinks you don't," Yoongi said.

"I do. The thought of losing him breaks my heart Yoongi. But I think he's in love with you."

"You're wrong. If he is attracted to me, he has kept it a secret," he said.

"I don't blame him. I'm very attracted to you."

"You are! I thought so. You do like me," he said with a smile.  "It's not cause you were drunk," he said slowly coming closer.

My heart is racing.  "Yoongi, stop. I have no self-control when it comes to you."

He pulls me into a room and looks around to see no one is there.  Staring into my eyes he takes my lips. 

"Your lips are like a drug, once I have some it's never enough," he says hungrily staring at my face.

I am surprised by this confident Yoongi, It's not at all what I expected and It's very hot.  He looks annoyed when he gets a phone call stopping us from kissing again.

"I have to go back for my hair.  I swear if they change the color one more time ... I have to go. Can I visit you in your apartment later?  Please say yes."

"Okay," I said as he walked away.

I'm so confused and I need a cold shower!