To add to that last chapter, I keep feeling guilty for feeling depressed because I know that there are a lot of people who have it a lot worse than me.

I keep getting reminded of how much of a self centered brat I am.

And to top it all off, my phone aka my life, is probably broken...
It keeps showing the apple sign that shows up when you reboot your phone but it isn't turning "on" and keeps going back to black.

Fuck.