(This is lazy)

You know lately I've been feeling kinda... Depressed. I mean I normally wouldn't use the words "I'm depressed" because of how overused it is but I think it applies to this situation.

I've been worrying about failing english class so I get next to nothing done.

I've been on the verge of tears at least three times recently. 

I keep beating my self up mentally because I can't get anything done.

And then there are the times that I think of the abyss of no consciousness that awaits us all... 

I feel ashamed to say that just because of the people who think I'm faking it for attention and pity. 

It's been this way for a while... 

And while I'm on the topic of depression, I think I should talk about my thoughts about how its being overused.

I personally think that the people who go "Oh I'm so depressed I'm gonna quit." and one day later come back are annoying. And they make the situation worse. 

Same goes for the people who write "Oh I'm so depressed jUST KIDDING FUCK YOU IF YOU THOUGHT THAT WAS REAL AND RELATABLE"

Those people are even more annoying to me. That's just a personal thing though.

And both of these should fucking stop. Especially the first one.

I'm not telling you to "Go kill yourself if you did these" or something, I'm just sharing my thoughts on it and suggesting that the people who do this to stop. I'm not gonna be "that" person who tells everyone what to do and polices wattpad. 

Sorry if my thoughts seem awkwardly written. It's late at night and I need sleep.

And sorry if there are a lot of grammar errors. Again, late night.

I probably forgot to say something too...

I need help...