First bit of this is an update from the last part, skip towards the end for details on the 800 celebration! [bc yes I am still considering it, sorry for the wait, things got kinda crazy ahahhahaa]

God, thank you all so much for the comments, I honestly don't know how to respond,, I can't believe this many people care so much about me. As always, even if I didn't respond to you, I'm sure I saw your message and I'm even more sure it helped a lot

I don't know how to express all my thoughts and feelings and emotions and I have mad gigantic feelings red and frantic feelings about most everything

How many things do you
Have to reference
Before you make your
Readers,, leave

Back on topic,, I did it!! I,, went to the appointment!! And it was okay!!

I dunno how much I rlly want to share but I scheduled another one for next week and,, I feel slightly less guilty. God, my therapist was so sweet, I knew she would be but meeting her in person makes a world of a difference, I was rlly dreading all the introductions n shit so getting that over with and seeing her face to face was so helpful

Things,, seem a little better for the moment. I'm not sure how long that'll last, but they do

So,, nyway,,,, 800 CELEBRATION WHAT IS THIS STILL HAPPENING

Again, so sorry for the wait, and even more for the fact that I need your help deciding, in my defense I want to make sure I have audience feedback so I know what you guys want! <3 please vote for your favorite if you don't mind!

Here's the main ideas I was v generally suggested by you amazing people:

- a contest
I haven't hosted one in so long and I was v glad to hear some interest! Likely drawing one of my OCs, I'd be sure to be generous with the deadline and prizes

- a big collab of some kind?
Not sure how I'd do this bc it'd be more limited n less exact but this sounds like a lot of fun, especially since it'd involve you guys!

- a massive request batch
Self explanatory, I'd do a ton of requests, possibly randomizing if some of them are finished or maybe jus doing all sketches if that's all I have time for

- anything else!
If you have more suggestions please let me know!! I'd love to hear your input!