Let's begin I'm making this chapter because, I have been struggling with a lot of shit and heheh I'm sure you guys know it because I've been open about it.

Today I am not okay. I'm not fine like usual..
Sorry about it heh I don't know what to say.

Why am I feeling this way? I guess I'm breaking under the pressure... I don't know what to say about it.

I just can't swallow that my parents will never be back together again and I know this for a while b-but I..

( Really honest took a break of 10 min. To cry I'm such a baby hehe)

Damn...

I don't care if you read it but it's just that uhm I picked up my bad habit of cutting myself and I'm sorry Chaosandflames I know I promised to stop

I'm just not strong enough...

Sorry everyone.

I don't wanna worry you all I love all of you! I don't think I'll kill myself so please don't worry too much heh.

It's just a crybaby...

Over and out

HypedKid

If you can even call me that anymore