It's the start of the new year and last year ended horribly. I recently broke up with my ass hole of a boyfriend. He cheated on me and when I asked him why he said "you got to fat for me"

It honestly hurt. We had been together for 3 years and I got comfortable being with him. I started eating more, enjoying life and gained about 40 pounds.
I decided to get a membership to the local gym and work out to show a new me.

Problem is I've never worked out before. I tried to go to a gym once and worked out for 2 hours straight and by the time I left I looked in the rear view of my car and noticed my face had turned purple. I went to the hospital only to find out that I popped a blood vessel in my head. People in the gym didn't even say anything to me so I never went back.

I've always been chubby my whole life but this new weight is causing back pain and fatigue.

I get to the gym and the woman behind the counter snickers as I walk up.

"Um I'm wanting to get a membership?"

"Um (chuckles) have you ever worked out before?"

"N-no"

"Ok (chuckles) well let's get you started. Fill out this form and bring it back."

I walk away to sit on a chair in the lobby to fill out the form. I choke back tears as I fill it out. I'm used to the snide comments and the laughing. Skinny people usually just think we are fat pigs that just binge eat all the time and eats tons of unhealthy foods. In my case I was diagnosed with PCOS at an early age and have struggled with weight my entire life.

I finish filling out the form and take it back over to the receptionist. She looks it over then hands me my membership card.

She never bothered to give me a tour. Show me how to use the equipment or offer me tips.
I hesitantly walk into the gym scared for what may come next.
Will I get stares? will I get laughed at? Will I pop a blood vessel again?

I walk over to a machine I'm not familiar with. It has bars that you pull up so I walk over to it.
I sit down and notice a very attractive guy in the same machine next to me.

I watch how he does it and see his biceps flex as he pulls up on the bars. I grab ahold of the bars and try to do the same and they won't budge.

I try again pushing up harder with all my might. I feel it move a little but it feels too hard.

Anxiety starts to set in as I feel like I can't breath and my chest tightens. Tears start to escape my eyes when I hear a voice.

"Hey, are you ok?"

I look up at him and it's the cute guy that was next to me but I'm starting to hyperventilate and I feel my vision going dark.

"No. No hey focus on my voice. Look at me please. Are you looking, Breath in and out slowly."

He cups my face in his hands and has me focus on his beautiful face. His cute nose. His hooded brown eyes, the cute mole under his lip. He really is gorgeous.

After a few breaths my breathing starts to slow down, and I start to calm down.

"That's it. There you are. You ok now?"

I nod my head looking up at him still. He smiles a cute bunny smile that makes me smile.

"My name is jungkook, whats your name?"

"Y/N"

"Here have some water, are you new here?"

I nod taking a drink from his custom water bottle

"So I take it they didn't bother giving you a tour did they"

"No they didn't"

"Figures. Come let me give you a tour."

He grabs my hand and I see the tattoos on his hand that's peaking through his long sleeve shirt.

He leads me around the room. Showing me all of the equipment and how it's used.

"So what is your goal here?"

"To loose over 40 pounds maybe more"

"Do you know how your going to loose it?"

I shake my head. "I have no clue where to start."

"Well if you don't mind I could help you out"

"Really? You would do that?"

He touches my shoulder looking in my eyes.

"Of course I would. I come here 3 to 4 times a week and it's the same old thing. This will give me something interesting and challenging to do."

"Thank you so much jungkook!"

I hug him and he hesitantly hugs me back. I then look over my shoulder to see numerous women staring daggers at me. Some are whispering. I back away letting go of him.

"Lets get started. I need your health history, weight etc."

I tell him about my PCOS my sudden weight gain, minus the ex story and anything else he asks.

"Well i don't know what PCOS is but I'll look it up and get back to you tomorrow. In the mean time do one hour on the treadmill today and that's it. Give me your phone number and I'll send you a meal plan based on your weight and BMI."

"Thank you so much jungkook"

"No thank you! This should be fun."

I walk over to the treadmill and start it up and start to slowly jog.

I look over and see jungkook there staring at me as he continues to work out on the dumbells. He shoots me a bunny smile.

This should be interesting