Girlies

Becky:
Ari

Becky:
Please

Becky:
Spill some juicy tea before I rip my head off😤

Ariana:
Well I got home

Ariana:
Stayed the night with my friends

Ariana:
And they were here

Ariana:
Watching a movie

Doja:
I know you ain't serious in them staying inside on a Saturday 😑

Ariana:
Well, there you have it

Ariana:
They wanted me to join in but you know, don't want to seventh wheel😬

Natti:
Stoppppp not seventh wheel🤭🤭

Anitta:
Are they okay?🥺

Ariana:
They look fine

Becky:
I'm going to kms😤

Ariana:
But..... I did see some hickeys on Taehyung's neck👀

Becky:
And now I'm alive 😇

Doja:
Like..... Kitten hickeys or chupacabra fuckers hickeys?!

Ariana:
The entire Cullen family is shaking in their bones type fucking hickeys

Ariana:
2012 tumblr blood vessel explosion hickey bitch

Ariana:
Ain't no make up and scarf saving his ass, blessed it's Saturday

Natti:
This explanation 🤣🤣🤣

Anitta:
Damn wish I was there, would've given them tips on coverage 😔

Anitta:
I'll text Guillerme later

Becky:
Does this mean they got dick or ass?👁👁

Ariana:
Good question....

Ariana:
They all seemed too natural

Anitta:
No dick, they would've been clingy like how Guillerme and Mateo were here

Natti:
True

Ariana:
By the way, look what I found on Woosung's bed 🥺

Ariana:

Ariana:
Aweeeee it's for Moonlight🥰

Natti:
STOOOOOOPPPPP THATS SO CUTE😍😍😍

Doja:
My heart just melted😭😭

Becky:
That's so sweet!

Becky:
Woosung is going to be good dad🥺

Ariana:
It wasn't from Woosung.....

Becky:
......

Natti:
.....

Doja:
Does someone wanna step up and be the baby daddy or something?

Ariana:
It came with a little note

Ariana:
From Jimin

Ariana:
The card says 'I'm sorry for making you upset. I'm not good with words on the spot so I apologize for hurting your feelings. I know you can't forgive me, but let me prove to you how sorry I am. I hope to be a good uncle for baby Moonlight. Sincerely, Guillerme'

Anitta:
Awweeeeeee

Doja:
I didn't ask for someone to break my heart today🥲🥲

Becky:
Wow...... That shit was deep🥺

Natti:
Aw..... How do you feel about it?

Ariana:
I need a moment

Ariana:
But I'm going to cuddle with it while I take a nap

Ariana:
That's all I can say

Becky:
Your heart is too good baby

Becky:
Couldn't be me, if it was me, both mfs would've been six feet under by now 💅

Doja:
Literally💅

Anitta:
Don't make her regret being nice!😡

Doja:
You're doing great sweetie👏👏👏

Becky:
Marvelous!🤩🤩

Natti:
I hate you guys 🤣🤣

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Woosung's Messages

Woosung:
I was thinking

Woosung:
I want to do a duet with you

Woosung:
For old times sake

Ariana:
Really?

Ariana:
I mean sure, but where is this coming from tho? 😅

Woosung:
All day I had this melody in my head

Woosung:
The lyrics goes something like 'Save your tears for another day'

Ariana:
Damn, that's deep

Woosung:
I want it to be deep

Woosung:
Are you doing something rn? The movie just ended, and I really want to get into this

Ariana:
Nope, let's work on it!

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Taemin's Messages

Taemin:
Natti

Taemin:
How's mom?

Natti:
...???

Natti:
What's this? You never ask about her?

Taemin:
Well the school is being annoying so I have to ask

Natti:
I mean.... Nothing changed

Natti:
Still fucking around

Taemin:
Has she spoken to Pedro?

Natti:
Not that I know of

Natti:
He does stop by here

Natti:
Looking for you

Taemin:
Mother fucker

Taemin:
Has he touched mom?

Natti:
No, we don't let him in

Taemin:
Good

Taemin:
If he comes by one more time, call the fucking guardia for all I care

Natti:
Dude trust me, he's not going to do anything

Natti:
Our focus was on you

Natti:
Since he would do worse shit to you

Taemin:
Don't...... Just don't

Taemin:
Just make sure mom doesn't talk to him, ever

Natti:
I know

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Minho's Messages

Minho:
I'm so fucking pissed

Doja:
About the message from the principal?

Minho:
Yes!

Minho:
Like the fuck I haven't relapsed!

Minho:
Don't understand where this shit is coming from

Doja:
Your mom probably just got worried after you called her saying that shit

Doja:
Now you be honest with me, were you not intoxicated?

Minho:
Ugh...... I was at the championship party and I took a couple drinks

Doja:
Jobari

Minho:
I know

Minho:
Just a once time thing

Doja:
Dude...... I know shit was hard when Madison and Algee passed away

Minho:
Don't

Minho:
I'm over it

Doja:
Are you really?

Minho:
Yes

Minho:
I'm trying to start new here and I want to be clean for fuck sakes

Minho:
Why can't I just have fun every once in a while?

Doja:
You can have fun, okay I'm not saying you can't

Doja:
But just know your boundaries

Minho:
I already do

Minho:
I gotta go

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Jeongguk's Messages

Jeongguk:
So Yuki is in prison?

Jeongguk:
20 years?

Yuta:
Yeah

Yuta:
Caught the rest real quickly too

Jeongguk:
I heard

Yuta:
But..... You still can't come back right?😕

Jeongguk:
Unfortunately no

Jeongguk:
Just take care of mom

Yuta:
I will

Yuta:
And um.... I just sent you money

Jeongguk:
Shit, why did you send me this much?

Yuta:
To get it removed

Jeongguk:
Oh

Jeongguk:
Right

Jeongguk:
You didn't have to

Yuta:
Trust me, you need that fresh start more than anyone of us

Yuta:
Remove it whenever you can

Jeongguk:
Thanks

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Jimin's Messages

Jimin:
Hey, I think I'm having an issue😞

Lucas:
Amorzinho! What's the matter?🥺

Jimin:
So uh..... You know how I created this alter ego as a coping method from the.... Machismo trauma shit and all that, you know, Jimin being more feminine and stuff and how it kinda represents more me

Lucas:
Yes

Jimin:
Now I have a problem

Jimin:
I'm having a hard time picking up being Guillerme again

Jimin:
I try wearing clothes that Guillerme would wear, and you know, let it out while playing volleyball

Jimin:
But somehow I just..... Still feel like Jimin and it's bothering me

Lucas:
Well maybe you're just losing touch of Guillerme

Lucas:
Explain to me as though he was a different person

Jimin:
Well, I was like Guillerme initially, as you know

Jimin:
He cares a lot about sports and likes to keep himself fit and active.

Jimin:
Demands power and being being a leader, and hates being challenged on something he knows he's good at

Jimin:
Has some superiority complexity

Jimin's
Dominant and is more sexually out there

Jimin:
Has more of an edge when he talks, since he likes being in charge

Lucas:
So you said you said you were like Guillerme before, right?

Jimin:
Yes

Jimin:
Until I started to discover more.... Feminine things

Jimin:
I grew curious and you know, began to like doing my make up and getting my hair done

Lucas:
So why did you decide to split to Jimin?

Jimin:
Because I felt like I was having an identity crisis doing both things at the same time

Jimin:
I wanted to be masculine and feminine, and I felt that I just..... Couldn't keep it under one name, since I was expressing two vastly different aspects of myself

Jimin:
So I decide Jimin was my alter ego

Lucas:
How is Jimin like?

Jimin:
She's soft spoken and kind

Jimin:
Likes to smile and cuddle with everyone

Jimin:
Loves to use emojis and be expressive

Jimin:
Wear make up and dress in skirts and dresses

Jimin:
More sensitive and light hearted by things, but holds a lot of empathy for people

Jimin:
Not easily jealous, since she likes being open with everyone

Lucas:
Okay so there you go, you have a line dividing them

Lucas:
So when you came here and played volleyball, Guillerme undoubtably, how would you switch to Jimin? What made you feel like Jimin?

Jimin:
Hm....... I think going shopping or getting myself done for my birthday

Lucas:
And when you're Jimin, what makes you feel like Guillerme? That darker and intense side of you?

Jimin:
Hm.....

Jimin:
Usually when I'm challenged in volleyball

Jimin:
Or when someone thinks they know me and think I'll submit to them, but I know I have the power too

Jimin:
Basically, any scenario that I know I can best someone in

Lucas:
Anything you can do alone?

Lucas:
Specific genre of music? Weight lifting?

Lucas:
Actually, real question, if you're happy and content being the Jimin side of you, why don't you want to stay in that side?

Jimin:
Because Guillerme is also a part of me

Jimin:
And I like feeling like him too

Jimin:
I don't know, I'm having an identity crisis right now

Lucas:
Is there any of the roomies that makes you feel like Guillerme?

Jimin:
..... What?

Lucas:
You know how you said you've consistently been Jimin, right?

Lucas:
Is there anyone in that house that makes you feel like the Guillerme side of you? Or provokes it unwillingly?

Jimin:
I..... Can't tell

Jimin:
I mean Taemin, since he has seen that side of me, but he isn't here right now

Lucas:
In other words, who makes your Guillerme side - dominant, masculine, and power driven - leap out?

Jimin:
Hm.....

Jimin:
I.... I think I know someone

Lucas:
Who?

Lucas:
......???

Lucas:
Hello?!

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Don't Hate Me

Jimin:
Hi🥺

Jimin:
I know this is really awkward and definitely not a good time, but can I talk to you guys for a minute?😔👉👈

Woosung:
Everything okay?

Ariana:
Hm?

Jimin:
Wow you guys responded fast😳

Jimin:
Um.....

Jimin:
Okay I got shy, give me a second🫣

Woosung:
Take your time

Jimin:
Mhm

Jimin:
Okay so..... I know this is awkward but is it okay if the three of us go out? Together?🥺

Woosung:
Um....

Ariana:
Not to sound rude, but is this about what you wrote on the card?

Jimin:
No, well..... Yes and no

Jimin:
I do want to make it up to you, and apologize by showing it

Jimin:
But at the same time, I really need you two

Jimin:
If I'm being honest, I feel like I'm losing touch with a part of myself

Jimin:
So I need you guys to help me just..... Get it back🥺

Ariana:
That's...... Very deep

Woosung:
What's wrong? Is it school or about what happened last night?

Jimin:
No, just something personal😔

Jimin:
I just need to really need to go somewhere, anywhere

Jimin:
I want you guys to come, but if you can't or don't feel comfortable, that's fine too😞

Ariana:
Well..... Sorry this is just so sudden, I'm trying to process

Ariana:
Where would you want to go?

Jimin:
Anywhere

Jimin:
Anywhere, and everywhere😔

Woosung:
Just us three?

Jimin:
Yes

Jimin:
But again, if you guys don't feel comfortable that's okay too🥺

Ariana:
Hm...... Well Woosung did need to buy a new guitar pick

Ariana:
And I wanted to buy another hoodie

Ariana:
Sooo..... We out in 30 minutes?

Jimin:
Yes!🤩

Jimin:
Thank you!🥺🫶

Sammy:
No problem ☺️

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Roomies

Jeongguk:
So.... Are we not going to talk about last night?

Taehyung:
No

Jeongguk:
.... Ok

Taemin:
I mean, what is there to talk about? 😅

Taemin:
We all nearly fucked

Jeongguk:
Exactly....

Jeongguk:
So.... What's up with this?

Woosung:
What do you mean?

Jeongguk:
I'm asking where do we stand?

Jeongguk:
We keep doing stuff like that, all the time

Jeongguk:
Yesterday was first time we all.... Did more together

Jeongguk:
So I want to know where we stand?

Minho:
I mean.... Does there have to be a title?😬

Taehyung:
I'm not good with that soo.....

Jeongguk:
So.... This is all just for fun? That's it?

Minho:
I thought we all collectively agreed to that so yes

Jeongguk:
Oh

Jimin:
Actually we didn't, all we said was that whatever happens, happens

Taehyung:
Isn't that the same thing?

Jimin:
Yeah but it was never specific about what we do is for fun or not, it was just about going with the flow

Minho:
Isn't that what we're doing?

Woosung:
I'm so confused

Jeongguk:
I just want to know where we stand

Minho:
Well...

Taehyung:
No where, we're just discovering

Jeongguk:
.... Okay

Jeongguk:
So you're saying that no matter what we do, this isn't going to change or go anywhere and we will continue to fuck around with whoever we want?

Taehyung:
I didn't say that

Jeongguk:
Then explain it to me simpler Taehyung

Taehyung:
Why are you suddenly acting like this? Did last night make you sensitive or what?

Jeongguk:
I want to know what the fuck is up so I can prevent myself from gaining feelings, that's it

Taemin:
Oh..... You said the 'f' word....😳

Taemin:
Wait feelings? Aw, you were gaining feelings for me?🥺

Jeongguk:
Taemin, if I answer that, it means I'm slapping the shit out of you the next second

Taemin:
With your lips?😏

Jimin:
Mateo be serious🙄

Jimin:
But on a serious note, Jeongguk.... You gained feelings for us?🥺

Jeongguk:
I didn't say that, all I said was that I want to know where we stand so I won't gain feelings because knowing me, I will and unfortunately, I gain them easily

Taehyung:
I'm going to be brutally honest and tell you that I honestly don't like commitment, so don't gain feelings for me

Taehyung:
Titles really stress me out, so I don't do it, and the thought of commitment really isn't my go to

Woosung:
.....

Minho:
I mean..... I never thought you guys would even want a relationship with a guy, less a big... Poly relationship

Minho:
I don't mind though

Taemin:
Wait are we dating now?😐

Taemin:
Hold on hold on, I still want to have fun with other people, as fuckboy as it sounds😅

Taemin:
Settling down isn't my cup of tea right now

Jimin:
Are...... You fucking serious?

Woosung:
Oh😳

Taemin:
What?

Jimin:
You still thinking about fucking other people?

Taemin: .
.... I mean all of us are literally not say anything about strings attached, and you still are talking to Lucas so?? It's not fair that I have to cut ties if everyone is still fucking around

Jimin:
But me and Lucas aren't fucking around

Jimin:
We just talk

Taemin:
This isn't just about you

Taemin:
But everyone

Minho:
We never even talked about it, so what are you even talking about?

Taemin:
Okay answer me this, strings attached, or no?

Taehyung:
No

Jeongguk:
Yes

Jimin:
I thought we were already strings attached?

Woosung:
I'm scared where this is going...

Minho:
...... I'm just going with the flow

Taemin:
That answers literally everything

Taemin:
Not all of us want to or are ready to be more serious, so if not serious with me, not serious either back

Jimin:
That's so fucking selfish

Taemin:
You literally have the freedom to be with whoever you want, how is that a problem?

Jimin:
Because I thought, at least the both of us, were more

Taemin:
Listen, I'm really not trying to hurt your feelings or make anyone feel offended, that's just how I feel

Taemin:
I don't find it fair how I have to have restrictions while everyone else can do what they please

Taemin:
I'm still young, I still want to explore out into the world. I can settle down, hell yeah, but if not everyone is meeting me there, then I'll do me

Jimin:
At least for me you can't even do that?

Taemin:
Will you set boundaries with Lucas?

Jimin:
We only send each other pictures, it's not that serious🙄

Taemin:
So you don't want to set boundaries on sending sexual pictures to Lucas, than I don't have to set boundaries with what I do

Taehyung:
I agree with Taemin

Jimin:
Don't get involved

Taehyung:
This literally involves all of us, how do you expect no one to get involved?

Taehyung:
I personally don't like commitment for the exact same shit you guys just did

Taehyung:
If I have to stop doing something I like and enjoy doing for the pleasure of others, I'm good

Taehyung:
And if someone isn't meeting me halfway to a consensus, another reason

Taehyung:
No, I can't deal with that.

Minho:
Not all relationships are like that

Minho:
Are you just insecure about conflict? Is that it?

Minho:
Arguments are bound to happen, but it's not like it can't be resolved

Taehyung:
Look I've been restricted from my freedom all my life, and now that I get it, you want me to slice a portion of it away just because someone isn't happy with what I do?

Taehyung:
No matter how much I care about someone, I can't do that

Taehyung:
And I believe the person that truly wants me wouldn't want me to change either

Minho:
Okay here's a thought

Minho:
So, if you do drugs and you have a partner, and they ask you to stop doing it because it's bad for your health, would you continue doing it?

Taehyung:
Now you just stretched it

Minho:
It's the same thing as you said, but if you want to get on a real talk about the world, would you or would you not?

Taehyung:
Well if I'm an addict, I wouldn't even be thinking about what they want, I would care about myself because drugs make me happy

Taehyung:
This is a horrible example, try again

Minho:
So even if the person means the world to you, the closest thing to love that there is, you would not stop even if it means your happiness in the long run too?

Taehyung:
I'm being realistic here, in the moment, an addict won't give a shit about your feelings or your wants, they will think about themselves and what pleases them

Taehyung:
Speaking from personal experience

Minho:
Well let me tell you, being realistic here, that they could change if they see how much their actions causes damage not only to themselves but to others they care about

Minho:
Speaking from personal experience

Taehyung:
Then I wouldn't fucking being here if that was the case, now wouldn't I?

Jimin:
....

Woosung:
.... Tae...

Taehyung:
My point in this shit is that changing something that makes you happy to make other people happy is bullshit

Taehyung:
And that's why you'll never catch me being committed again to anyone

Jeongguk:
Not even to us?

Jeongguk:
We're not asking you to change anything, from you or Taemin, but would you trust us enough to be committed with?

Taehyung:
This ain't about trust

Taemin:
Was just going to say that😑

Taehyung:
This is about fairness

Jimin:
The fuck are you even saying at this point?

Woosung:
Guys..... Let's drop this conversation please

Woosung:
It's literally going no where

Woosung:
But one thing I will advise is that when you meet someone, truly special, you will be willing to give up anything just to be with them and it shouldn't matter

Woosung:
I don't know what unresolved issues everyone has here - the need for titles, not wanting commitment, this need for fairness and exploring, or just not caring - but whatever it is, if this even goes anywhere, figure that shit out first

Woosung:
Because it will only be the downfall not only for you, but for everyone around you like an explosion, just like what happened right now

Woosung:
As for right now, everyone has the freedom to do whatever you gotta do to figure yourselves out, we aren't in a relationship after all

Woosung:
But can we all collectively agree that we will still be here for each other through the process?

Woosung:
Trust in yourself and us?

Woosung:
Because at this rate, we're only going to grow toxic

Minho:
Agreed

Jeongguk:
Ok

Jimin:
Mhm

Taemin:
Sure

Taehyung:
Okay

Woosung:
Good

Woosung:
Thank you

Woosung:
Fyi, I was typing this through a heavy panic attack so, please, no more fighting like this, and if there is, please take it somewhere else

Minho:
Sorry baby

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A/N:

First big fight..... This was intense....

So for this fight, I really want you guys to read in between the lines of what they are saying.  They're not saying this while thinking impulsively, so definitely connect it with their shimmer of their past details that we got from the previous chapter.

I PURPLE YOU! <33