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9:00pm
Dear diary

I'm sorry for not touching you for three days. My condition worsened after the mild fever I had a week ago. I had to skip school which I suddenly hate skipping. Why? Is it jimin? Well yeah.

He did come home to check on me, he wanted to know how I was. I swear I just heard my heart beat, just thinking about him makes my heart beat faster as if I had just been through a marathon.

I hope I get better. If it was the y/n from a week ago then she'd wish for her death but look at me now, I'm wishing for myself, for my health to get better. What have you done jimin?

I suddenly wanna live and enjoy life. I want to taste every sweet thing this world contains, I want to see my parents happy and want to be the reason behind their smile.

I hope I'm not being a burden to anyone, I'd hate that. I hope I don't fall sick anymore.