xx/xx/20xx
9:00pm
Dear diary

When something's easily available for us all the time, we tend to take it for granted. Same goes with our loved ones. We love them but sometimes we fail to acknowledge them, we take them for granted and then it all hits us when they're gone.

Today was her funeral. Many people came, including our classmates, her relatives and some people I wasn't aware of. I saw them shedding tears but never have I seen them around her, neither did she talk about anyone. She would've been alive if she had more than one back to rely on, her body couldn't take cancer coz we took her for granted. She never really complained to us about her sickness coz everything was overboard, we all knew about her, we all saw her, we all noticed but no one asked how she was, no one cared.

Dear diary, you knew how badly she was hurt, how her sickness was eating her alive, you knew about the things which could've been prevented but you chose silence. Who should i blame? You?

Or should I blame the timing? I've blamed myself for not befriending her early, for not being there with her all the time. Because in the end all we could do is blame. Nothing can undo the past.

I love you y/n and will always do.

- park jimin