-10-
Xx/xx/20xx
9:30pm
Dear diary
I ran away from home after a small argument with mom. Childish much. Well all she said was, "I'm sick of you, how are you even alive?" Those words caused some brutal damage to my heart. So I ran away without saying a word.
I called jimin and told him I wanted to meet him at the park which was near our houses. By the time he arrived I was already in tears. "It's hurts me when you cry", he said. I tried. I tried not to reveal my vulnerability but it's so hard. I told him how I fell sick again and how my mother reacted to it.
"I'm sure she didn't mean it" he said. "She must've been stressed, I'm sure she didn't mean it like that." He assured me. But the thing was she is my mother. I myself was fed up with my weak body that keeps falling sick. "Its alright. Everything's gonna be fine. Calm down okay?" His angelic voice calmed my brain cells as he hugged me. "Y/n you have fever." He said when he felt my extremely warm body against his. I told him not to touch me, I didn't want him to catch the fever too but he didn't let go.
"Please jimin, I wont be able to forgive myself if I became the cause of your sickness."
"I'll let go of you once you stop crying."
I couldn't. I tried but the tears wont stop. All the things hit me at once, the trouble I've caused at home, the trouble it caused me, the trouble I've been exchanging with people around me and the trouble I face everyday. The worst part was the trouble I felt I was causing him. He rubbed circles on my back trying to calm me down, "its okay I'm here and I will always be there for you." At that time all i wanted was to hold him tight and never let go, I wanted to tell him how happy I am to be with a person like him.
"I love you" there, I said it.
It was a usual dark night but it somehow seemed bright coz he returned those three words to me right under the moonlight.
I couldn't be happier than I was today and couldn't be more sad than I was when I ran away.
I started living from the day he stepped into my life.
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