Tonight Tae's body is very hot, it looks like he has a high fever, he even talks when he sleeps, he keeps saying 'daddy' and it makes Jin very sick, his heart is breaking into pieces, he must be strong for his son but every time he forgot the incident, the memory would always come back and make him sick again.

"Tae wake up, we're going to the hospital" Tae opened his eyes slowly, sweat already wet his forehead, Jin was very worried about his son's condition, he carried Tae and took him to the hospital, it was 11 pm, only him and Tae inside taxi.

When he arrived at the hospital, Jin immediately ran to the emergency room and the nurse who was there immediately helped Jin lay Tae down and called the doctor to check his condition.

"Mr. Seokjin, your son just has a fever, I've taken vitamins and fever reducer, he seems tired and needs rest until the medicine works optimally, he can go home tomorrow" Jin just nodded, Jin knew the money would not be enough for hospital fees, he decided to call Namjoon and luckily Namjoon was still awake at that time, Jin told him everything and of course Namjoon helped him, he sent money to Jin's account for Tae's hospital fees.

Jin enters Tae's room and sees his son lying weak, he must be tired from playing on the beach, he's never been so happy before. He sat next to his son and messaged Yoongi that he had to tell him that he couldn't work tomorrow because he had to take care of Taehyung.

The next day Jungkook came as usual to the cafe and when he entered he didn't see Jin there, only Yoongi was serving customers.

"Did you come to look for Jin?" Yoongi said.

"Yes, where is he? Isn't he coming today?"

"Yes, Tae had a fever last night and he took him to the hospital"

"WHAT? Are they still in the hospital?"

"I'm sure they're home"

"Do you know where his house is? Please"

"I can't tell you, I have to ask Jin's permission for that"

"Please Yoongi, I won't do anything to Jin, I just want to know Tae's condition, please"

"Jin will be angry if I tell you"

"Let me explain to him, please." Yoongi sighed before telling the address of Jin's apartment and Jungook immediately rushed there. He was so worried, he felt guilty for not being there for Tae like he promised earlier.

When he reached his apartment he immediately rang the bell and someone opened the door.

"J-Jungkook? How do you know where I live?"

"How is Tae's condition? Is he all right?"

"W-what?"

"Jin please let me in, I want to know his condition"

"J-Jungkook, but—"

"Papa.." Tae shouted from his room and made Jungkook force his way in, Jin couldn't stop him when he went to the room and met Tae.

"Jungkook wait—" Jin's eyes opened wide seeing what Jungkook did to his son. He hugged Tae tightly while crying and Tae looked very comfortable in his arms.

"Hey little boy, I'm sorry I should have taken care of you, I'm sorry

"It's okay uncle, my fever has gone down, I'm just hungry now," Jungkook let go of his arms and looked at Tae and then kissed his forehead.

"Why is uncle crying? I'm fine, I swear"

"I'm worried about you Tae, it must be because you're tired playing on the beach, I'm sorry"

"It's okay uncle bunny, don't cry anymore" Tae wiped the tears on Jungkook's cheeks with his tiny hands.

Jin closed the door and left the two of them there, his feelings were very mixed at that time, he didn't know what was controlling his feelings, he was confused, very confused. He just sat on the sofa with his head down and crying, until Jungkook came out and came to him, he saw Jin crying and patted his shoulder.

"Jin what's wrong?" Jin immediately wiped his tears and looked at Jungkook who was sitting next to him.

"Why did you come here? You shouldn't be here Jungkook, you shouldn't be this worried about Tae, we're nothing to you, you're married, you already have a husband and if he finds out what you're doing he'll get the wrong idea."

"I'm sorry Jin I just can't help myself if it's about Tae, I know it's weird but he's like my own son Jin"

"No, he's not your son he's my son, please Jungkook don't be like this, you will only make it difficult for me if your husband finds out"

"Jin-"

"Stop Jungkook, I consider you a friend, I let you meet and take Tae out for a walk but I don't have any other goals, I just want to be friends with you, but why are you paying attention like this, what did you promise Tae besides this?"

"He wants me to be his daddy Jin" Jin's eyes were wide open at that time, tears kept flowing down his cheeks, he couldn't believe what Jungkook was saying, all this time Tae had never discussed his daddy with Jin.

"You're lying"

"I'm not lying, when I walked him to the toilet he said it all, he wanted me to leave Jimin for you, he wanted me to be his daddy, he wanted a daddy because he missed his father Jin"

"His father is dead Jungkook, there is no more daddy for him, there's only me, he doesn't need daddy"

"You may not need a replacement for his father but not with him Jin, he needs his daddy, at least someone who can replace his father"

"STOP!! Get out of here, you don't know anything about me and Tae"

"Jin.. I don't know anything, but all I know is Tae loves you very much. He just wants you not to be sad because of his father." Jin closed his eyes and sighed.

"His father raped me when I was 16 years old Jungkook, he ruined my future, there's no more daddy for him, he's in jail and I'm grateful Tae never knew that person, he's the reason I almost don't exist in this world, so from now on don't ever talk about things who will be his father because it's only me, no one else, I can support him alone, I don't need a partner, he doesn't need daddy, he has me here" Jungkook was just silent hearing what Jin said, he never expected the storyline will be like that.

"Papaa.. why are you shouting at uncle bunny, I'm scared" Tae who stood in front of his room crying and Jungkook immediately approached him and knelt in front of him.

"Hey little boy, no. no don't cry, your papa didn't mean to scare you, can you come inside, I'll buy you a pizza like you wanted earlier okay?" Tae just nodded and went into his room, Jungkook stood up and went back to Jin who was still crying.

"I'm sorry Jin, I don't know how painful your life is, but can you think about it again, I'm not the one who will be his daddy, I told him I can't, I already have Jimin and I love him so much. But I promise to always accompany him and take care of him, but please Jin, open your heart and find someone who can continue to take care of you, for Tae"

Jungkook was busy feeding Taehyung with pizza as he requested, it wasn't good for his health but he asked for it so Jungkook gave it. Jin just daydreams on his balcony, he doesn't know whether Jungkook's words are right or wrong, all he knows is that he just wants to be alone, he doesn't need anyone to accompany him, or accompany his son because for 8 years they have been fine.

Finished feeding Taehyung, Jungkook gave him medicine and laid him on the bed, Tae had to rest a lot so that his energy returned to normal. Jungkook came out and approached Jin on the balcony, he was standing next to Jin holding the trellis in front of him.

"Normally it's snowing, but it seems it's too late." Jin just glanced at Jungkook and looked back ahead.

"The wind is very cold, you will get sick if you are outside without a jacket" Jungkook took off his coat and put it on Jin's shoulders.

"What are you doing?"

"I said you can get sick if you're outside without a jacket Jin"

"I'm fine" Jin took off his coat and gave it back to Jungkook.

"Jin, I'm sorry, I-"

"I just don't want into trouble Jungkook, I don't want to be someone who will ruin your family later, look, Tae has asked you too much, he even asked you to leave Jimin, he even complained to me for not liking your husband, I don't want any drama something else that will ruin your marriage, I'm sure your marriage was fine before meeting us"

"But in reality it's not like what you said Jin, there was never a fine word in my and Jimin's marriage, he was only obsessed with marrying me, he didn't want to have children from me and continued to be close to other men, he said they were just friends because the modeling world is like that, I don't care if he's lying or not, I love him because he's my husband, I know he always takes birth control pills when we want to have sex that's why there will be no pregnancy. I know but I've never discussed it with him, I just don't want to fuss with him, he won't care about what I do Jin, while he's gone, he never calls me to ask how I'm doing, have I eaten or not, I miss him or not , he will just come back and apologize for being busy, maybe my life story doesn't hurt as much as you Jin, you are great at saying everything, I know it hurts to remember, my story is just an insignificant splinter in a life "

"No one wants to live like this Jungkook, all want stories in fairy tales, live poor and meet princes and then be taken to the palace and live happily ever after, but the storyline is unfair if it is felt in the real world. Because the reality is that we can't live happily without pain, Happiness forever doesn/t exist. At least your future doesn't fall apart when you choose him to be your husband, thank you for that."

December 23rd

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