"dear god,

i used to pray every day,

because my mother believed in you.

she told me that there is a god,

and that he is good,

so i prayed with her.

she never forgot to pray,

no matter what happened, every night, she'd always pray.

even when dad beat her, even when she was bleeding, even when she was crying,

she never failed to pray.

i don't think there is any woman greater than my mom.

someone told me that suicide is a sin,

and that wherever she is, she's not in heaven with you.

god, please listen to me.

my mom is- was an amazing person.

she loves everyone, and she's kind and gentle and sweet.

please.

please don't let her go to hell.

she deserves heaven.

she deserves the best.

if you need me to do anything, i will do it.

if i must go to hell for her, i will do it.

but please god,

please don't send my mom to hell."