I don't know if I registered what had happened but all I could feel were Dustin's plump lips moving over mine, slowly, as if trying to stop my breathing and he did that, and more.

Tingles were erupting all over my body, fire erupted in my lower stomach while sparks flew all around us, my lips with a mind of their own, moved against his, not caring that I couldn't breath properly.

My hands were tightly held by his own while a low growl erupted from his throat, rumbling in his chest and shaking mine, I sighed into his mouth, my heart beating at a normal pace this time.

Without realizing it, rain had started pouring over us, wetting my hair and flattening the bloodied dress, the blood from my hands and face had started dripping off slowly, mixing in with the kiss Dustin and I were sharing; and oddly enough, it made it much more euphoric.

All the makeup and all the styling that Mary had done, dripping with the rain as it poured over us.

Dustin was the first to pull away, his lips detaching from my own making me take a deep breath and open my eyes; which had closed on their own accord.

His cold blue eyes, gazed back into my own, sending goosebumps up and down my bare arms, raising the hair on the back of my neck; but maybe that was the cold rain, his eyes always confused me - always made me react this way.

Everything was silent except the rain which fell and connected with the grass below us, but our eyes were trying to communicate; mainly my own.

All too quickly he had turned around and walked away from me, making my heart fall to my stomach.

I straightened my posture and just stood there, allowing the rain to wash off the blood which stained my body; screaming that I was a bloody murderer, and getting drowned by the rain.

But blood wasn't the only thing that the rain had managed to wash, because there was another liquid which shamelessly pooled out of my glossy eyes, my throat burning.

I wanted to scream out for Dustin to come back, to hold me but even I knew, no amount of screaming or begging will make him return.

"Let's go." Axel's voice echoed in my ears, I haven't even realized that he was still with us, meaning that he probably saw what happened previously.

I would've been blushing, but the red blood on my cheeks already did it for me.

Instead of replying, I just nodded my head weakly and started walking in front of him, not bothering to look into his eyes; which would obviously hold pity and maybe worry.

I could feel his gaze burning holes into the back of my skin but I didn't bother turning around, we just walked through the woods; in human form and allowed the rain to drench us all.

Soon enough, we caught up with Dustin and the warriors, and I allowed my head to hang, not wanting to look at Dustin and his cold eyes any longer.

The rain washed up all my tears, and the rest that fell, but it couldn't wash up the pain which grew in the pit of my stomach.

I don't know why I'm acting this way, I should've known that Dustin could never feel anything other then hate towards me.

And to think, that I wanted him to save me, and claim me.

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It was finally night, we've gotten further away from Collin ground and the rain had stopped, meaning my tear stained face was showcased for everyone to see.

The sky above us was dark, pitch black without a single star in sight, the only thing giving us a bit of light was the moon, which was shaped like a toenail.

The woods were the only thing producing some form of sound, because the wind that blew at us made the tree's swing, and the branches hit one another.

A single light brown owl sang in the night from the largest tree all the way at the top, all lonely. Like me.

I held my hands across my chest, hugging my forearms while my body shook from the cold, I was trying to produce some heat.

The warriors walked in front of me, Axel walked beside me and Dustin walked beside him, everybody remained unaffected but I was the only one wolf less.

Axel placed a hand on my shoulder making me turn my head slowly to face him, his eyes widened making my brows furrow.

"Everyone stop!" He ordered, his voice shaking the ground below us and making me flinch but quickly compose myself.

All the warriors and Dustin, obeyed, turning around to see what was the matter.

"Why are you so cold?" Axel asked me, his hand traveling down my shaking arm, I gulped.

"B-because, I-I h-have n-no w-wolf." I stuttered out, my teeth clattering from the cold as the wind picked up around us, Axel growled lowly, his eyes darkened in both anger and concern making me shrink back.

"How do you not have a wolf?" He asked me making my stomach churn, and even I didn't know the answer to that.

I just shrugged weakly, my short hair flew with the wind behind me, Axel growled once again.

"I'm going to kill him." He whispered, it was kind of breathless as his words mixed with the air around us, I licked my dry lips, not knowing what to say as I watched him take off his black sweater.

He sighed and motioned for me to put it on, I nodded and smiled thankfully before allowing him to help me put it on.

Once I zipped it up, my body felt a lot warmer thanks to the fur inside of the sweater.

"Thank you." I whispered, Axel nodded and smiled back at me, his dark eyes softened back to that similar brown making my heart ache.

The remembrance of me not fully embracing him and showing how much I missed him, as well as my thanks for saving me hit me as I gazed into his loving eyes.

And thats when I threw my arms around my brother and hugged the life out of him, his hands went around my waist and he picked up my short body and held me tightly against his chest. His familiar brotherly warmth covered me completely, warming me more then his sweater ever could.

"I missed you." We said at the same time, I chuckled weakly with him as we continued hugging, the warriors watched us with thoughtful expressions while Dustin glared at the path in front of him, not bothering to watch as Axel and I poured our feelings, something he could never do.

The only thing Dustin Cadman could do was pour blood. But I guess that's how we were similar.