Author's Note: Based off of one of my favorite old songs - Can't Fight This Feeling by REO Speedwagon.

Moments and memories abound

I wish we could return to what we used to be

Who did I used to be

with you I was someone else

I was confident and smart

not tethered by anxiety 

and smothered by depression

I felt

              free

I can't fight this feeling

I want us back

Come back to me

I'll make you feel good again

Be who you need again

just take me in your arms and hold me and love me

until I can't feel a goddamn thing.

                                                                             - on a cold, dark winter's night