I don't know what am I doing at this point......

Here some note

English is not my first language

The people are in this story are not real they Are FAKE

Story warning

Blood
Killing
Self ha**
Suicide
Abuse
Suicide thought

Listen to like a love song or something like so it's would be better while reading♡(˃͈ દ ˂͈ ༶ )

Recommendations(songs)

1 Pretty-(lyrics "if I die tonight I will it's look pretty")

2 Never-(lyrics "never (never) oh(never) have meet someone like you")

3 cake-("I am not a piece of cake ") *I forget the rest*

4 la scène ("I feel alive when I am besides la scène ²)

5 any mitski song

6 line without hook ("she a she a lady and I am just boy and singing....") *I forget the rest again*

That all I think  enjoy⊂(•‿•⊂ )*.✧
꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡˖꒰ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅꒱