The wait is over
The time is now, so let's do it right
Yeah, we'll keep going
And stay up until we see the sunrise

Jin's POV

The concert went great and I felt so energized having my rose backstage cheering me on. I hope she doesn't feel bad about how Yoongi and Jimin is feeling. She seems to have an arrange of emotions. One minute she feels guilty then immediately she switches to being playful and joking. I just hope she is being genuine to who she is. I know what she has came from and I don't want her to feel like she has to please me and be someone else. I care about her a lot and I want her to be emotionally, mentally and physically healthy. I know she may think that I want the perfect girl to fit along with my idol image, but I don't care what people say. I am in control and want things to go my way, I want her. I don't want her to think badly of herself because she doesn't fit up to my standards, because she does fit up to my standards and beyond them. She is a beautiful rose. She is my Jangmi. The ride back to the hotel was fun, it was me Jangmi, Hobi, and Taehyungie in one vehicle. We mostly had laughs and the guys were learning more about my rose. She is a very smart girl, and she was very attentive to who ever was talking to her, skills I assume she has from being a teacher.

After hanging out with the guys I took her back to her apartment, it was almost 3 in the morning but I never felt more energized. I hadn't been drinking not wanting to have a hangover for the next day. I walked with her in the hallway being careful not to get noticed.

"It was fun having you around, you fit in well with us all." I tell her and I saw her blush.

"Thanks I had fun and it felt like a movie being with you guys." She says giggling

"I hope it was a good movie" I joke with her

"It was an excellent movie" She says smiling

"Maybe there can be a sequel? or a series then?" I asked her

"Jin, we just met, you know how many fans will be heartbroken"

"Jangmi, we have only just met in person recently but we have been talking for months. I feel like I know you so well" I tell her.

"Seokjin, I know you so well as well, I feel so guilty because I felt like I was emotionally cheating on Lucas talk with you, because like when we started talking, your voice felt like coming home.... I know I didn't do as much harm as Lucas did to me mentally and physically, But I just came out of a relationship I guess if you want to call it that. I know he stopped loving me and had other girls but I did at one point love him, but not how I feel for you. Your home, you are my comfort place, my safe zone, and I am scared how fast you got me to fall in love with you." She says her eyes began to water and tears fell as she spoke getting more emotional by the minute.

The only thing I could think of doing in that moment was push her up against the door and kiss her, being gentle with how I did it not want her to feel threatened and pushed into this, but I needed her lips on mine. The kiss was very much emotionally led and her lips were sweet but salty as she had been crying. She kissed me back with no hesitation. Her arms around my neck. As we made out she eventually fumbled with the door handle trying to punch in the code to unlock the door. Eventually with some tries and fumbling the door unlocked and she opened it. I picked her up her legs wrapping around my waist. I closed the door and went to kissing her neck.

"Where's the bedroom?" I asked her between kisses and she sighed and motioned towards the bedroom.

That night was one of the best nights for me in a long long time. It felt amazing being with her. It was just us and it was slow and romantic. I made sure every step of the night she was comfortable with. I stayed the night with her not going back to the hotel, I don't care what the managers or the guys would say. I was happy and finally had someone next to me. I slept well tired from having a concert, then the amazing time I had with my rose, it was the best sleep I had especially having her cuddled in next to me sleeping as well. In the morning I got up and looked through the food she had to make us some breakfast, she had mostly american things so I had to scramble to figure out something to make for her. I settled for some american breakfast staples of bacon and toast I found some rice and mixed some spices to make fried rice. I heard her get up hearing the sink in the bathroom turn on and I smiled starting the coffee pot to have some coffee for her.

"Mmm that smells good" I heard her say as she entered the room. I smiled and grabbed a mug for her.

"Thanks Aein" I tell her filling up the mug for her. She was blushing when I handed her the cup.

"Jin, thank you for last night. It was amazing and I never knew sex was supposed to feel like that" She says, her turn to make me blush.

"I'm glad you enjoyed it." I tell her getting us both some plates for breakfast as she started on drinking her coffee. After making us both some plates I handed her hers and I followed her to the table to sit and eat.

"Mmmh this looks incredible thank you my love" she says and my heart stops, she didn't call me Jin. She said my love. I know she said she was falling in love with me but she hasn't ever addressed me as her love or say I love you yet to me.

"do you mean it?" I asked her and she looked at me nervously and then slowly nodded.

"I love you Jin" She says softly. My heart raced with excitement.

"I love you too my sweetheart, my rose" I tell her grabbing her free hand and squeezing it tenderly. "Will you come back with me to Korea? Come travel with me and stay with me."

"Jin are you sure you would want that? What will management say?"

"Screw what they say. I want you with me. When we get settle you can be a teacher or do whatever you want. We can keep you safe and protect you from fans and keep you secret from them. If that is what you want." I tell her and she smiles and tears start to form in her eyes.

"Thank you Jin, so much" she says and get up and walked over to her and hugged her. She hugged me as well. "You are so different then Lucas"

"Thank you, I'm sorry you had to wait to find me but darling, aein, my love you are such a beautiful rose."

After gushing over each other we ate breakfast and I got a call from Namjoon asking where I was. I let him know I would meet them at the hotel in a little bit. Apparently they covered for me for as long as they could. When I got to the hotel our manger was waiting for me and I sign following him into a room to discuss what has been going on. They wanted to meet her before the concert if it was possible. They started to come up with a role to cover her identity if she was ever caught with the group as she wanted her life private and not covered on every news site and social media. She would be Mini's tutor. Which she won't mind.

The rest of New York concerts went well for me I had my rose with me and it was officially announced I was dating someone but her life will be private. We were now on our way back to Korea and Jangmi will finally be back in her home country in a long time. But this time with me and the rest of the guys. This winter break will be time for Yoongi to propose to Lyn and for them to get married. Jangmi and me will be watching mini for Lyn and Yoongi during this time. We are getting home early to surprise our families, and Jangmi will be meeting mine. My Mom will be so happy to meet her. As well he will meet my brother and his wife and son. It will be nice.