From all the memories stored in my heart
I gather up the ones of you, link them together
Gazing at them projected across the room
I feel you with every burst of pain

Jangmi POV

As soon as Jin left I closed the door and locked it. My heart was racing and I started to get anxious. How was Jin able to move so fast into my heart. How could I trust him so easily. I went to take a shower and I stood there thinking about everything that has happened just so fast. I tried to calm down. I know Jin is not my ex, he treats me so properly and is just a gentleman and knows how to make me feel special. How can he be so interested into me, he looks like a statue sculpted by god himself. I am not that beautiful. I felt tears start to come out of my eyes. What is his friends going to think, I am no one, his fans are also going to hate me. Why does he like me, I have done nothing to deserve his kindness and his favor. After crying and rinsing off I went and laid in bed and waited for a text from Jin.

In the morning I woke up to the doorbell ringing on the apartment door and I went and opened it. A guy smiles and hands me a bag of food and a note. He then left and I closed the door and looked at the note and smiled seeing it was from Jin.

My Rose,

I hope you have a good morning, I have a driver waiting for you when you are ready to come to the stadium. I told management about you this morning and they are excited to add you to the girls already and will be protecting you. The guys are all excited to meet you as well. I can't wait to see you and I hope you enjoy your breakfast!

Yours, Jin

I smiled giggling, I am glad his company knows. At least he thinks and I think there is something to be known about us. I couldn't wait to see him. I started to get ready to go and see him and I ate while doing my makeup. I couldn't decide what to wear it took me so long. I felt like I had to look good and been seen as an equal in looks to Jin. Granted all of BTS are so good looking and I look like a sock compared to them and they look like a whole outfit. When I got to the car downstairs they gave me a badge to make it look like I was part of the BTS crew when I arrived at the stadium that already had so many armies waiting to come inside.

I was led to dressing room and my nerves started to sky rocket. I was so nervous about what they would think about me. I know Jin cares what his brothers basically think about me. When I meet them or the two other girls I know I will be nervous then as well. I took a deep breath as the guard knocked on the door then walked in to let them know I was here. I waited I believe a handful of minutes but it felt like an eternity waiting in that white bright lit hallway people rushing by occasionally. Then the door opens and the guard steps out and lets me walk in. I suddenly felt arms wrap around me startling me, causing me to jump slightly. Then I saw his perfect face look at me worried.

"My beautiful rose you ok?" He asked me softly and I nodded looking at him. He looks at me a bit worried.

"I am ok just-" I started and then I heard someone say.

"Hyung you startled her give her some space" It was Yoongi telling Jin who looked at him.

"Hey!" Jin said causing Yoongi to smirk at him. He let me walk more into the room and saw they were all in their and I took a deep breath.

"Welcome, thank you for coming to met us" Namjoon said smiling at me.

"Thank you for allowing me into your friendship or family" I said to them making them smiling

"So let me introduce you to everyone" Jin started and I took a deep breath and nodded. "As they have all heard from me, Guys this Jangmi or my lovely rose. She is staying here in New York for a while. Jangie this is the guys I am sure you have heard about them but the brat who snapped at me early is Yoongiah, Namjoon welcomed you, the sunshine over there is Hoba or Hobi. Then the three other people here the Short one is Jiminah or Miniah, Then their is Taehyung and then Jungkookah"

"Hello" I said bowing slightly at them to be polite.

"I am not a brat" Yoongi said glaring at Jin.

"Well with out Lyn here to keep your attitude in check you get grumpy and bossy" Jin told him and I took note Lyn is Yoongi's girlfriend and mother of his child. Jimin seemed out of it he didn't get mad a being called short so the other girlfriend must be his.

Joon walked over and gave me a smile. "You don't have to worry we all like you, Jin told me a bit about you but we would all like to get to know you. You are safe here" His words were comforting I knew he had a way with speaking and I nodded.

"Don't mind Jimin and Yoongi they are a bit sad and lonely as their partners have gone back to Korea. Mostly Jimin is not his self but hopefully you will soon get to meet Jimin for who he really is." Jin said giving me a smile and nod.

"Come and join us to have some fun we are just taking a break" Jin said leading me over to sit next to Taehyung.

"So tell us about yourself" Tae said giving me a bread smile making me giggle slightly.

"Um what do you all want to know?" I asked them

"where are you from?" Hoba asked and I smiled.

"My family is in Korea, I was born and raised in Seoul. My last name is Lee. I have a famous cousin who you would probably know Kwon Hyunbin?" I said to them and they nodded

"His my age" Jungkook said and I nodded.

"How old are you? sorry not to be rude" Hobi said and I giggled

"I am 28 about to be 29" I said smiling

"Oh you are as old as me and Joon" Hobi said causing me to giggle

"Hey don't call my flower old" Jin said hitting Hobi

"Wow Lyn is younger then you" I noticed Yoongi said looking of kind of said.

"Jae is younger then both of them" Jimin mumbled and then got up and walked into the bathroom connected to the dressing room.

"He will be ok but I am sure Jin told you something happened to her while we were in Chicago and he hasn't been able to work things out with Jae" Tae said and I nodded understanding.

"Does it bother you that I am here then? I don't want to cause any issues." I said targeting my question towards Yoongi. He looked shocked at me and I could tell he was thinking. "Its just I know you must love Lyn so much and I don't want to cause any heart ache for you by being a reminder that she isn't here. I would also ask Jimin but he is not here."

"Flower-" Jin started before Yoongi cleared his throat to speak.

"You are ok being here, Jangmi. Lakyn, lyn's full name. Wouldn't want me to let Jin's happiness wait for her. I am sure Jimin would agree with me. We are happy that you are here we regret it is not at a better time for either one of us. But we Love Jin Hyung and want him to be happy as well. So please don't think we are sad because you are here and Jin is happy and we are jealous. We are just not feeling whole, which I am sure Jin will feel when you can not travel with us, then we might be upset because he as you can tell can be clingy." Yoongi said giving me a smile and trying to make me not feel guilty.

"Thank you" Jin said to Yoongi hugging him causing Yoongi to push him off of him.

"Thank you, Yoongi!" I said and looked at everyone else. "So is no one else not already taken? or at least talking to anyone?"

The guys chuckle at me relaxing around them and shooked their heads.

"Well if not Taessi?" I said causing him to look at me he raised an eyebrow causing me to giggle. "Since I am here and going to become friends with you I am sure. I have a best friend the one who kindly is letting me crash at her apartment for free right now, anyway besides the point. She would love to meet you She is right now in Japan though for a shoot, but I could get a picture with you or get you to sign something for her could you? Pretty please"

He chuckled at me trying to act cute. "now I see the resemblance with Jin you try to act cute for things, but fine since you are being cute I will do something"

"Thank you Taessi" I said surprising him by hugging him

"Hey Flower, I am your boyfriend not tae!" I said making Jin jealous. I got up and hugged him.

"I know but, I am trying to get your friends to like me. And..." I lean up to whisper in his ears. "You look quite sexy jealous"

"Hey!" He says turning red and I giggle stepping back and sitting on the couch smirking at him.

The guys laugh at Jin and at that time they were told they have to go to do an audio check. The rest of the guys walked out Jin looked at me and grabbed my hand.

"Would you like to experience what it feels like being on a stage?" He asked me and I nodded. "Ok but first"

He pulled me close and kisses me. I kiss him back softly wrapping my arms around his neck. We then heard a door open and look towards the bathroom where the noise came from. I felt bad Jimin stood there his face was puffy from crying. He shook his head and walked out of the room. Jin sighs and kisses the top of my head and pulls me with him towards the stage behind Jimin.

I watched him practice and right before people could come in to the dress rehearsal we headed back to the dressing room with the rest of the guys. I walked with Jin and they started to get hair and make up once we got inside. I sat on the couch watching my Worldwide handsome get his hair and makeup done.  Hobi was done first and he came and sat with me. 

"So Jangmi what do you do for a living?" He asked me. I smiled looking at him. 

"I was a Korean teacher in Australia."I tell him and he looked surprised. "I taught little kids who were in special programs learning multiple languages. But that program got cut for the expenses it cost to maintain it." 

"How did you meet Jin?" Hobi asked and I giggled. 

"You all didn't know? We played maplestory and other games together at night" I tell him giggling. 

"Your a gamer? Your too adorable to be a gamer" He teased me 

"Hey! Hoba don't flirt with my flower" Jin said looking at Hobi through the mirror causing me to giggle.