Live however you want, it's your life anyway
Stop trying, it's okay to lose
Err'body say, la-la-la-la-la (La-la-la-la-la)
Say, la-la-la-la-la (La-la-la-la-la)
Throw your hands up, scream, burn it up

Jin's POV

We were now in New York and I am the closes I have ever been to be able to see my Rose. She isn't officially mine yet, but she will be soon I know it. I waited in the hotel lobby with the rest of the guys we were waiting to get assigned our rooms. Now that we didn't have any girls with us the experience felt like old times. Yoongi and Jimin though both seemed not a hundred precent. I know when you are in love it changes you but it is scary to see how much Yoongi changed within the year he has basically been with Lyn and Jimin who has been with Jae for months was so attached to Jae that it seemed like love was similar to opium or meth. You get so addicted to wanting that person near you. I hope to feel attached to Jangie but not able to be with out her 24/7. 

wwh: Hello my rose, I am in New York and just got settled into the hotel. When will you be free to meet up? 

KoreanRose: Wow you work fast don't you? I am free this evening, don't you have concerts to prepare for? 

wwh: I do but, I have had basically the same set list for months now. I think i know my music inside out and upside down. I am free for the rest of the day, so we can meet this evening. Their is a bistro resturant near my hotel can we meet there? 

KoreanRose: Won't people recongize you? 

wwh: You mean my handsome face, maybe. But I will be dressed down and have a mask on.

KoreanRose: Then how should I ever find you....sorry sarcasm. I will meet you as long as pictures of us do not get taken or leaked together by other people. 

wwh: I will make sure we are in a secure place without people taking pictures. 

I was finally going to meet Jangie within a few hours. I went out of my room to let some of the staff to know I would be heading out in a few hours to go and get food. I then went to talk to the guys letting them know my plans. I then went back to my room to start getting ready. I took a shower and picked out something to wear to meet my Rose. I looked out in the window everything was decorated for Christmas it was all so beautiful. It looked cold I decided to look decent and nice but not easy to spot in public. I styled my hair even though I would be wearing a hat but it made me feel put together and like I was trying to look nice for her. 

Jins look:

After getting ready I headed out down the street to the bistro. I went in and got seated in the back. I order a tea to drink while I waited for Jangmi to come in. I kept looking to the door whenever it would open. I checked my phone and the time as well as made sure no fans recognized me. If any did I am glad they let me be here with out crowding around me. Then finally after what felt like forever the door opened and I got to see Jangmi in person. Wow, she was world wide beautiful, I just knew it. I stopped up and she saw me and walked towards me. 

"Hi" I said once she got over to me. 

"Hi" she said blushing. She looked so stunning and cute and beautiful and so many other words I could use to describe her. 

"You look incredible" I tell her offering her the chair across from where I was seated. She sat down and I sat down across from her. 

"Thank you" She says softly and the waiter came over to us to take our order. After ordering and getting our food and drinks. We just looked at each other. It was hard to believe this was finally happening. 

"So" I said softly looking at her, she giggled and blushed. 

"So?" She says back 

"How have you been?" I asked her and she looks at me and smiles 

"I've been better now that I no longer have him to worry about, I can finally do what I want" 

"And what is it that you want?" 

"To be happy"  Her words made my heart soften. I felt for her, she has gone through so much that she shouldn't have gone through. 

"I hope you find your happiness" I tell her giving her a smile and she smiles looking at me. 

"You truly are quite handsome" She says and felt my face and ears get red. 

"Oh come on I am sure you have seen some handsome guys before" I tell her getting shy from her flattering me. 

"I have but none are as handsome as you" She says giggling at my reaction. She made me so flustered with emotions. How can she do that and say this with so much confidence. 

"Hey! why so straight forward?" I asked her shocked and she giggles more at my comment. 

"Because I feel like I am in a happy place with you, you don't act like most guys you view me as an equal not as someone under you" I listened to her and my heart felt warm and I wanted to hold her close and listen to her talk about everything under the sun and moon. 

"I am happy to make you feel that way, you deserve to be viewed and treated as an equal." I tell her and she blushes 

"thank you seokjin" She says and I chuckled and shook my head at her. 

"Call me Jin, or Jinnie, or whatever you would like to call me" I tell her smiling "If you are ok I would like to call you Rose, you are so beautiful and rose is the only beautiful flower close to how you look and as well-"

"My name translates to Rose, well I will think of something but right now Jin will work or just Handsome. I am sorry I am being too straightforward again I see your ears are red again" She says making me chuckle softly. 

"If you are going to be straightforward then why not we head to my hotel room discreetly and we can talk-" I said but she giggles making me stop. 

"Maybe the apartment I am staying at would be better because I don't have 6 friends who would like to get to know you as well two of them just didn't have their girlfriends fly to the other side of the world, I don't want to make them feel reminded that they don't have their girlfriends" She says and smiled and nodded. 

"sure then I will come to your apartment you are staying at" I tell her and she smiles. 

After a while of eating and small talking we headed out and down the street to go to her apartment. It was a block and a half away. It was beautiful evening with all the buildings decorated for the holidays. The city life was still alive like it never fell asleep. It was easy to hide who I was with her in the crowd. I followed her into the apartment building and up to the 4th floor. I followed her to the apartment. It wasn't what I imagined her to have. It was very loud inside with bright colors and patterns. 

"This apartment belongs to my friend she is a model and comes her to stay when she is in the US" She says closing the door after I entered and I nodded. 

"Good this doesn't seem like the type of apartment I imagined you to have my little rose" I tell her and she walked over to me and grabbed my hands and pouted. 

"I'm not little, you are just handsomely tall" She says standing on her tip toes trying to get up to my height. 

"Awe but see little rose you are adorable" I tell her and leaning close to her face. 

She started to change her breathing pattern. Her heart must of started to race. Mine was as I close to her face I could smell her perfume she had on. It was small delicate scent, it reminded me of a lavender scent but soft. I wanted to kiss her but I know this seemed as though we were moving fast but we have been talking for months it can't be too fast. I know this is the first time we have met but she felt like I knew her my whole life. 

"Are you going to kiss me or am I going to have to kiss you first" She says and everything stoped in that moment. 

I smiled before leaning down pressing my lips against hers softly. It was soft and I felt her arms wrap around my neck. I put my arms around her lower back holding her close to me. I didn't want this to get anymore serious right now then it was so I slowly pulled my lips away from hers. Her breathes were shallow and she looked up at me. I smiled and put my forehead against hers. 

"That was wow....please stay the night?" She says softly and kissed her forehead. I closed my eyes enjoying the peace with her. 

"I wish I could but the guys can only lie for so long before every cop and manger in this state will be looking for me" I tell her. I wanted to stay with her my heart was. 

"I understand my Jinnie-ah" She says making me smile. 

"Can you come to the rehearsal tomorrow and stay for the concert? I want you to meet my friends" I asked her and I saw her eyes widen 

"You want me to meet your friends basically your family the rest of BTS?" She says and I nod smiling. 

"Yes I do, I want you to be part of my life. Jangmi, my rose, my beautiful rose words I've been wanting to say for months now I finally get to say. I am madly in love with you but I know we are still learning about one another. But I know this already we were made for each in this world." I tell her making her blush and smile. She leans up and kisses my cheek. 

"then I will meet them, I will stay backstage though for the concert I can't handle large crowds" She says and I nodded. 

"Thank you my beautiful rose" I tell her hugging her tightly making her squeal. I kissed her softly before I had to leave. "I will let you know I made it back to the hotel" 

"Good night my Jinnie" She says walking me to the door and we hugged softly before I left. 

Walking the night streets was the best feeling I have ever experienced. I walked to the hotel and snuck back to my room before being seen by management. I went to take a shower before getting into bed and texting my rose. 

WWHJin: I made it to the hotel and in bed 

Rose: Thats good, Good night my Jin...Oh I need to update your contact.

WWHJin: To what? 

Rose: Jin *heart emoji* 

WWHJin: only my name with a heart 

Rose: For now..it can change 

WWHJin: Ok.. we should get some rest. Good night my rose 

Rose: Goodnight Jinnie *heart emoji*