[xxv]

he's just your friend. you're not supposed to care when he stops returning you texts. you're not supposed to care when he stops calling you, stops caring for you, stops wanting you. because there's no strings attached.

you're not supposed to tell him how much you're hurting. how much you miss his voice, his messages, his kisses. he's not supposed to know.

why? because to him, you're nothing. to him...

you're disposable.