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Manik P.O.V.

I know u all are  hating me as i m monster. Yes i am a monster. The real monster. I don't want people should underestimate my power. For whole world i am a monster who is heartless and who having no emotion a rude , arrogant , selfish monster.

But people don't know that i also having heart and emotion inside me which i always try to hide it as i don't want to become weak. As a weak person never rule the world.. a weak person always suffer pain.

I m  trapping nandini in my fake love as i m a monster. I can go to any extend in revenge as she hurted the monster ego. How can  a monster leave her so easily. I just want to punish her. I m very very bad.

U must be thinking all this about me... Haina as this is what i m showing the world and my monster friends and monster classmate. So today i m going to tell a reality of a monster.

I m a monster and there is not any doubt in this. But but.. for my angel nandini i m not a monster.

First i was trying to make her spit out her pain In my monsterous way. I said whole class to tease her . I myself tried to provoke her so that she would tell about her pain but no she make herself so strong.. she has never spoke a word.. yes i know i was doing wrong and hurting her more but i bloody want to know the reality about her. What pain she is going through that she stop living life and become a lifeless soul. I also suffer a lot in my life but i m living life. I just wanna know the reality of her life but always i fail to in that.

And few day back i met  my god and she make me understand that sometime thinks can't be solve by being monster. Sometime love can also solve the problem. She make me understand the meaning of love . And that day only i understand that i am in love with nandini. Her pain and her sadness and specially her silence is killing me.  My god told me that if someone pain start effecting you that's mean u r in love. Love is the most beautiful feeling. First i was thinking that after knowing her pain i will get relief but now i come to know the main reason is that i don't want to know about her pain only. I want to remove her pain and i want to see her happy . I want to see her smile. She is my angel.

Then i That day only decided to handle my angel matter with love. The words which i had said to her that word i said from my core of heart. They were not fake. They were my real emotion. Now i can't be monster in front of angel. I have to become his princess charming to give her happiness of life. I already hurted her a lot but now may be through my love she will share her pain. May be i can heal her.

But i m scared yes u have read right yes i monster manik is scared to know about her pain. What could be her pain. She has became like this. She always remain busy in her books. Why she covers her body like this. Why she doesn't smile. Why she never fight back for herself. Why she is like this. Thinking about all this something start happening in my heart. As like someone is stabing my heart. My heart pain alot whenever i think about her pain as like we are connected with heart. She is in extreme pain and here my heart pain alot. Sometime i think that if my heart is paining alot now only what will happen when i will come to know about her pain.

So now my first priority is not to know about her pain. Now my priority is to make her happy. Teach her how to live a life. I m laughing on myself now as before i myself never lived a life happily. I am saying that i will teach her how to live life haha. But don't know why i want to live life with her. New hopes start building in me.

Ek nahe icha jagi hai mere andhar jindgi ko fir se ushke sath jeene ki. Ushe jeena  seekhna hai toh mujhe bhi jeena toh sikhna padhega. May be my life will be beautiful afterward.

I m driving from 1 hour and she is sitting silently like always. Her eyes are close but i know she is not sleeping she is awake. I m feeling so happy finally she give me one day. Hope so in this one day i will succeed to built trust for me inside her. I myself make the think more difficult. As the way i was treating her before how can she trust on the monster like me.

"Plz mere pass mt ao.. meri duniya mein sirf dard hai.. mere pass tumhai dene ko kuch nhi hai.. only except one think that is pain.. my days start with pain and ends with pain"when she said these words from that time only her words are constantly ringing in my mind. What could be her pain. That she doesn't have anything inside her. Why she doesn't let anybody come close to her. Why she wanna live alone. What is her pain. Again same question what is her pain dammid.

"Akele hi guzari hai zindgi.. log tasaliyan toh dete hai lekin dard mein koe sath nhi deta.. mere dard ek bura sapna.. jese hai bure sapne akle dekhe jate hai.. vese hi mujhe yeh dard  bhi akele hi sehna hoga.. ek bure sapne ki tahra.. " her word force me to stop the car.

She said these words while her eyes are close. But her words store lots of emotion. Her words has clearly shown that  how much broken she is from inside. She don't want that anybody to come close to her and know about her pain. But i wanna see her nightmare with her.

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So here is next part.. i know chotu hai.. par this part was must..

so how was our monster p.o.v.

Who can be manik's god..

Guyz.. really need suggestion this time what will manik do in this one day.. actually i want to show something unique.

What do u think about nandini's pain

Love Mehak