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"Punish me nandini , please punish me "manik begged joining his hand in front of nandini for his punishment. He was crying in guilt , guilt of hurting his love. His angel who suffered because of him. He was also a reason of her pain. He also made her feel worthless like everyone did.

"Manik , please don't say this , how can i punish my god ? "She asked cubbing his face , tear fell down from her eyes while manik was looking at her shockingly and he was still crying. " Yes manik , you are my god , you have given me the reason to live and you have taught me , how to face the reality , you have became reason of my smile . Manik , it is very easy to give pain to others and make them cry but it is very difficult to make anybody smile and you did that i am living and i am smiling because of you , you like a god filling my life with happiness "nandini said each and every word from her heart and telling him understand what he had given to her.

"No nandini , you should punish me , i am reason of your pain , i was failed to understand that i am in love with you , i gave so much pain and you never say a word and bear everything , slap me , do anything just punish me "manik said , making himself slap by holding her hand. He was becoming mad in guilt.

"Manik , what are you doing please stop "nandini was trying to push him but he was not listening to her words. Nandini was also crying seeing his condition and regretting that why she had made him read her diary.

"Manik , stop it please  "nandini shouted angrily and  finally he stopped "manik , you have been punished by god earlier when i left you , you suffered alot , you got your punishment manik , please don't feel guilty , you don't even know what you have giving me manik . The pain which you have given me is nothing in front of  what you are giving me now , you are light in my dark world , you are my hope of a happy life "nandini said , holding his hand and kissed his hand. While manik was still crying looking at her.

"Manik , please read full diary , then you will come to know what you are for me and what you have given me and if you will cry like this then how  you will handle me "she said while wipping his tear , coming close his face.

" May be you have forgiven me for my crime but i will never able to forgive myself but promise you that i will make your life beautiful and give you all happiness of the world "he said , cubbing her face , nandini was looking at him having love in her eyes

"I don't want nothing except you , until you are with me , i don't want any happiness because you are my happiness "she said and hugged him , putting her face on his chest.

"I love you "manik said and kissed her hair and still mummured sorry in low voice , hugging her back.

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It was 4am , nandini was still awake and manik was sleeping hugging her. She was lost in her thoughts , looking at manik. "I love you so much manik , hope so we will have a great future together , it is enough of living a fearful life , it is time to face the reality and fight back with my pain and now there will be no fear because you are with me "

Manik woke up in morning 9 am , he smiled seeing nandini , who was sleeping hugging him. He kissed her forhead. After remembering about her diary , his smile flew away and a lone tear fell down from his eyes. It was very difficult for him to come out this guilt.

"Angel , i am sorry , i was not with you before but i promise you , i will always with you till my last breath and make your life beautiful that you will forget the word pain "he said and kissed her forhead , this kiss was not a simple one , this kiss was the promise that he will make her life beautiful.

He sat on bed properly and putting nandini head on his lap and after kissing her face million of time , he took diary after that he took a long breath and again started reading the dairy as still there were questions which was stored in the diary. That question were , why she had left him and faked her death. What was the reason.

Ek sukoon ki jindgi mili hai aaj mujh ko , aaj mila hai mujhe koe jishne mujhe batya ki mere dard kuch bhi nhi un logo ke samhne jo chal nhi sakte , jinke pass hath nhi hai , jo bol nhi sakte. If People like them can live their life than why not me . Why i can't give a last chance to life .  Yes diary today i finally got a person whom i love and may be he had given me pain , but what he has shown me today and gave me hope of new life. This is nothing in front of pain which he has given me . Mera dil toh phle se hi tuta hua tha , ush tute hue dil ko aur todha ushne par ush tute dil ko koe farak nhi padha lekin aaj ushne iss tute hue dil ko jodhna chaha toh iss dil ko farak padha kyoki yeh dil jodhna chata hai kabse. Finally the wait of my broken heart is over as i got someone with whom i can start a new life. Because i know he will be with me forever . But diary for now i can't share my pain with him , if he will also leave me like other seeing my marks. If he will also think that i am not worthy. No i can't bear more rejection. But somewhere i also know , his love is true , he will never leave me but Diary i am scared to take the risk.

" I can understand nandini why you was not sharing your pain with me , i am happy that i became your hope and you trusted me but still i can't forgive myself "he said and turned the pages of diary and read more pages having smile on his face as in those pages , nandini had shared about their first kiss and shared about their happy movements.

Why diary , whenever i am trying to move on and trying to give a last chance to life why god shows me that i am still not worthy. Today a ball hit me and i realized that i am dirty , my body  is full scars , i am not worthy for manik. He deserves a beautiful  girl , who will be a most beautiful girl , he doesn't deserve a girl like me. I don't want that he will feel shameful in front of others because of me as i am not a perfect a girl. I love him diary but i have to push him away.

"No nandini , i will always feel proud to be your husband and you are my angel and the most beautiful girl in this world with a pure and a beautiful soul "he said and pecked her forehead.

Why he is not understanding that he doesn't deserve me , why he is not letting me go , the more i am trying to push him away , the more he is coming close to me. In what words i should make him understand that he doesn't deserve me . Why he doesn't understand that he is making the things more difficult for me. Why he loves a girl like me so much. I feel blessed to have him in my life but i can't become selfish after accepting his love as there is no future of him with me as i am bad luck and a worthless girl.

From his eyes tears fell down after reading this , he looked at nandini having only and only love in his eyes and then wiping his tears , he turned the pages.

Today mom make me understand that i should give  a last chance to my life and accept manik's love. Now i will share my all pain with me , I am sure he will accept me. Now i am waiting for the day when he will come back from New york after his concert . I am so happy to have him in my life. I know he will always support me , i have seen his love for me in his eyes. He has all right to know my pain and he has all right to know everything about me.

This was last page he read and after that he found whole diary empty. If she was ready to share the pain with him then why she had left him. Was these were the pages which  she had tore ? What could be the reason that she had left manik and faked her death even and what is the reason that she don't want to share this with him.

He also immediately came to know that she had tore the remaining pages. But the question is why , why she still doesn't want to share this with him. He wanted to know all the answers and he decided that he will ask about this today.

Question time

1. Howz the part ?

2. What do u the think , what can be the reason that she had left manik ?

3. How do u find nandini in starting ?

4. Few word for manik's guilt and his love ?

5. Few word for nandini's diary ?

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