PART : 27 HER PAINFUL LIFE (3)

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Nandini was lost in thinking about maddy when they were going back home but then she thought , if manik was trying alot to cheer her up so she should also try to move on forgetting about her pain and she made up her that she will also do something which will make him happy and she knew that his happiness was in her happiness. Then she got an idea.

"Manik stop the car "nandini again shouted making manik stopped the car . "Wao again my wild Angel is back "manik said happily while applying the brake.

"No , Manik wild nandini was for limited time and that time has got over.."nandini said while manik made sad face and asked " then why you made me to stop the car"

"Ek request hai , can i eat ice cream , i know have eaten golgape and it is not good for my health but today i really want to eat "she cutely requested him  and he was unbelievably staring at her. He was loving this cute nandini more and more.

"Yes off course angel , now tell me which ice cream you want to eat , i will bring "he asked while cubbing her face and she told the name and manik went to bring the ice cream.

"Manik i am doing this for you only , i will always try to remain happy for you , i will try to live life for you as you are my everything and i could even die for you "she was thinking all this and looking at manik having smile on her face , when he was also looking at her while purchasing the ice cream.

"So here is your ice cream angel "he said while giving her ice cream and after that he sat in car. And then he about to start the car but stopped when his eye fell on nandini. She was cutely eating the ice cream they she was Licking her finger and lips. He smiled broadly seeing this and got lost in her.

"Manik , i am done start the car "manik came out of his thought after listening her voice and then he realized that she had already eaten her ice cream. Then he saw little ice cream was stuck on corner of her lips. He came close her face , both felt each other breath , then he sucked the ice cream from the corner of her lips and when he about to move back but again nandini giving shock to manik , she slammed his lips for another  sweet and soft kiss.

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They reached back home after that manik made nandini sleep in his arm comfortably. He found some kind of unknown fear in her eyes after that restaurant incident. He really wanted to know what had happened to her in restaurant. Today He had made his mind  that after she will wake up , he will make her understand  that sharing her pain will give her relief.

He knew that she was trying to be happy for him only. He knew , she was still in pain and she was still broken. But she didn't know that her manik understand her very well. He knew she need time. But he was little happy at least for him , she was trying to remain happy.

Then he again started to read her diary and  he had decided , he will leave the bed after completing this diary as he wanted to know all his answers. He couldn't wait more.

So diary finally i got something which makes me happy  that is singing. I know i am very well at singing and i will be surely selected for the competition. I will show my whole class that who i am.. and specially to that bloody fucker maddy. I can't take it any more , i really feel disgusting when ever he touches me and i get numb  , i wants to push him but i feel myself so weak , never in my life i felt so weak. But now i will  be strong and i will show him , his place.

Manik stopped reading when he heard her whispers. He looked at her and saw that she was whispering in sleep. He leaned on her face and putting his ear close to her lips , he heard " i am strong.. i am strong.. "she was saying these 3 words again and again . Manik felt pain in his heart and then touching her face with his both the hands , he said  " yes angel , you are very strong"

Then he kissed her Forhead and then her both the eyes . These kisses were not simple kisses , these kisses were manik's promise to his angel that he will be always with her and he will never let her feel weak.

"She was in so much pain and still she was trying to be strong and bearing all this alone , hope she had share all her pain with maa , she would have surely found the solution but nandini from starting don't share her pain and this is the only reason which has broken her even more , she has to understand sharing pain with someone is necessary , bearing it all alone and trying to be strong , it is not so good "manik was thinking while caressing her forehead and looking at her having lots of love in his eyes.

Then again he started reading diary , the thing which he was going to read  , he have to be very strong to read this.

Flashback

I came in room , where all contestant were waiting. My classmates looked at me shockingly as they didn't know that i  had also participated in singing. I saw soha  also. She made bad face while looking at me.  I was so unlucky  in  choosing  friends , first that aryman in U.S.A. and here in India soha and maddy , they were evils souls. I sat with other students who were younger then me and waited for my turn. Then i saw my classmates were laughing on me saying me slut and whore. I felt so much pain in my heart. I wanted to fight for myself but all this was making me more and more weak. Why bloody they can't mind their own business.

Finally i felt relief when soha with other girls went outside. Then I just waited for my turn and hoped to not see their faces again. Then a peon came and told me that my class teacher was calling  me in our classroom. I walked toward my class room. I entered inside but didn't found her and before I could walked out of the room. I saw maddy in front of my eyes. I got scared and moved back. He gave me smirk and locked the door. "No no.. i am strong.. "i said to myself.

"Maddy , let me go.. you bastard "i said while walking toward him and pushed him on side and immediately started to unlock the door.

"You bitch.. , you pushed me "he roared at me and now he pushed me on desk and my head got hit with desk and it hurted me. I touched my head and felt liquid and then i saw that it was blood.

"Miss. Nandini Kapoor , you know that what i can do to you , so you better behave with me or else i will fuck you here in this classroom and make you scream my name " he said shamelessly coming close to my face . I wanted to kill him that movement only but i found myself weak.

"Now listen to me carefully , you will sing in this competition and it should be worst , if you will  win , i will surely make your life hell , you will not able to show your face to anyone "he blackmailed me, what more he could do with me , he had already spoiled my life.

"I will complain to principal about your behavior maddy , i bear you alot now it's enough "i finally gather courage and said these words and he was looking at me angrily.

"If You will win and I will destroy your image more and i have a bathing video of you , remember  a night when soha and you stayed at my house  "After that he opened the door and left from there saying last words which made me numb. He was truly a shameless monster.

That day i didn't even participate in competition and i wanted to get rid of this maddy but i couldn't do anything as he was having mms of me. If he will upload it . All this thought were making me scared. I came back home and mom took me to doctor because the rashes which she had seen on my  hands. Doctor gave medicine and said i will be fine. How could i tell to mom about my inner pain , the pain of rashes was nothing infront of my inner pain. The humiliation from which i was going through  everyday.

After that day maddy started even blackmailing me more , if i ever tired to fight with him , he warned me that he will viral the video and i felt myself so weak. He touched me in wrong way and i felt too helpless. In all this  i was neglecting one thing that were my marks before which were only on my hands , now I found it on my feet and neck but i didn't payed any attention. Mom and dad were also noticing that i was  changing but might be took it as teenager changes but they were unaware that i was going in darkness.

Finally the year ended , after begging to my mom and dad and i convinced them to change my school. I thought everything would be fine after this but no, nothing get fine even it get more worst. After that i got to know that i was suffering from a diseases , doc told me  that i would be fine in 3 or 4 month but nothing happened like that. The pain and inching increased. At new school , all student started calling me with bad names bacteria fungus and all remained away from me fearing of getting caught with the disease , from which i was suffering. I felt  useless and worthless. Mom and dad were investing their all money in my treatment and i was just only giving them pain. I cried for day and night and begged to god for a better life. Nothing was making me happy. Now i only left with a one dream , that dream was to get a better life. My all other dream were brutally broken down by god.

I always cried in front of god and asked , what was my mistake that i was getting so much pain. Finally last year of school got ended and i was left with no hope and no expectations. I got tired of crying , I knew that i was worthless , ulgy  and my body was not remained beautiful as like it was before. I lost self confidence. I lost myself . I forgot who i was.

Flashback Over

"I am useless , i am worthless " then manik found that only these words were written on 2 3 pages. Which was clearly showing that what was her state of mind that time. Manik after reading this he understood why she always called herself worthless and useless. He felt so bad for her. He was crying while reading about her past. He wanted to change her past. It was not easy for him to read all this. His heart was crying alot and he was crying while palming his mouth as he didn't want to disturb her sleep.

"Manik ,  if you will cry like this then who will handle nandini.. "manik's mind tried to make him understand but his heart was not in a condition to listen his mind. After knowing that his angel had gone through so much pain, it was becoming very difficult for him to control his emotions.

He knew that now it would be more difficult for him to read the diary as he knew what he had done with her in his ego. She was a broken soul , rather then giving her love , he had first tried to break her even more. To know about her pain , he broke her more.

"No manik , you have to read this , you should know , what she has gone through because of you , what pain she has suffered because of you , what she has felt when you behaved like a monster with her "his mind said to him and manik was nodding his head negatively , denying to read more.

He looked at nandini having tear in his eyes and leaned toward her face and said after kissing her cheeks "i am sorry for hurting you"

And at last , he Finally decided to read it and made up his mind to face the reality. He opened the diary with his shivering hand.

And the part ended here

1. So howz the part ?

2. So few word for nandini's pain ? She had gone through so much pain , some kind of pain , from which many are also going through.

3. How do find manan starting scene ?

4. I never tired of asking the same , how do find manik's love

5. What do you think about last scene ?

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