Part : 14 Pain
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He got a biggest shock of his life. He became numb what he saw in hall. He saw on his angel's picture garland was hanged. Rose bouquet fell down from his hand in shock. He lost his balance and then take the support of wall to stand.
"Ahaha.. my nandu "priya was crying hugging her husband , Ram Kapoor . They were sitting on floor in white cloth.
"No no.. this is my nightmare plz wake me up.. my angel can't die she promised me that she will share her pain with me and she will never leave me.. no she can't die"manik thought in his mind n tears fell down from his eyes.
"No she is alive.. yeh sab juth hai.."manik shouted and ran toward nandini picture and threw the garland on floor , which was hanged on nandini's picture.
"No this is truth.. because of you my daughter committed sucide.. because she didn't wanted to see you in pain.. after knowing her pain. Voh nhi chati thi ki tum pal pal uske sath maro.. she didn't wanted that u come to know about her pain.. "Ram shouted on manik while manik was just giving him shocking look as for him it was not easy to believe that her angel has died. Manik nodded his negatively while wipping his tears and went toward priya.
"Maa.. plz tell me the truth, my angel is alive na.. voh mujhe chodh kar khi nhi gye na.. this is all lie na.."manik asked in hope that priya will tell him the truth, he was sitting in front of priya after listening manik's word priya cried more hugging ram.
"This is the truth manik.. nandini has left us.. voh hum sabko chodh kar bhut dur chali gye hai.. "priya said in crying tone and cried loudly while ram tried to console her. Manik was just looking at Priya unbelievably.
"No.. why are you all lying.. aap log apni jinda beti ko mara hua kese bol skte ho.. how could you hang the garland on her picture after knowing that your daughter is alive.. "manik said now angrily looking at them. As manik heart knew that she was alive. She hadn't died.
Manik ran toward nandini's room . Ram and priya also followed him. "I will not come out of this room until u both will not give my nandini back.."manik said and shut door on their faces before that they could said anything.
"Manik.. u have to believe that she is not alive.. this is truth , u have to move on "priya said while banging the door . She was still crying. Manik's condition was hurting priya more.
"Priya he is in shock.. give him sometime "ram said and took priya inside their room.
Inside manik was searching something as like he knew that she had left something for him. And then he found a envelope under her bed. Inside it there was a letter and a CD. He immediately take out the letter first and opening the letter started reading the letter.
"Shyd dard dilo ke kam ho jate agar mein aur tum , hum ho jaate.. lekin mere andhar aur himmat nhi hai manik.. , one day i finally becoming selfish I had decided to share my all pain with you.. but next day only i realised that it is wrong to tell you the truth.. mom dad they cry alot for me.. every day and night they cry for me.. and i find myself so helpless manik.. I don't want manik i become the reason of your pain . Like mom and dad I can't see u crying all day and night for me . Manik i know this is wrong killing yourself is wrong.. it will hurt you and mom dad but it is better to cry for me once rather than crying everyday. Manik please forgive me that i m going so far from you.. i m killing myself but i m doing this for you only.. i know you love me.. that's why i m doing this.. for me please manik for me don't become monster again.. or else scarifice of my life will be go wasted.. i love you manik and i can't see you in pain.. i m doing this for your happiness. Hope so u will forgive me and fulfill my last wish.. and for once please play CD.. i will not say goodbye to you as i m forever with you like a shadow "
After he read the letter. The letter slipped down from his hand and it flew away outside of window. He was standing in a shock . Still he couldn't able to believe that she had died. She had left him. Weather condition also started becoming worst like his condition.
"No.. angel u can't Left me like this.. no.. aaaahaaaa..."he started crying loudly falling down on floor. Now rain also started as like god was also crying with him. But still now he was not believing that she had died as his heart was saying him that she was alive. It was all a lie. He knew all this but somewhere the letter words were hurting him. Making him to believe a little that she had left him.. she had died.
He then immediately got up and took out CD and inserted it in laptop. Then he heard her voice "manik i sorry i will not able to fulfill your wish.. i will not able to show my talent to whole world.. but for you i am singing my last song.. " He was imagining that nandini was standing in front of him and saying all this.
(Aaaa..Aaaaa...
Aaaa..Aaaa....
Hoo..Hoo...Hooo..)
Then she started singing still standing in front of him. The sound was coming from laptop but he was imagining her in front of him. She started coming close to him . She was in beautiful white gown. She was looking like a angel and her voice was so mesmerising.
(Badle Raaste Jharne Aur Nadi,
Badli Deep Ki Timtim,
Chedhe Zindagi Dhun Koi Nayee,
Badli Barkha Ki Rimjhim,)
She sang holding her hand and both of them looked at each other . Manik was still crying while looking at her. He was not even blinking his eyes as he knew that if he will blink his eyes she will be get disappear.
(Badlengi Rituyein Adaa,
Par Mein Rahungi Sada,
Ussi Tarah Teri Bahon Mein Baahein Daalke,
Har Lamha, Har Pal..)
Then she sang while hugging him tightly. Manik was standing still. He was listening her each and every word. She was saying that if river may change their cours , Radiance of lamps may change , Life may initiate a new tune , Raindrops may hum a different note , Seasons will change their style. But, she will remain with him forever in his embrace, like always..
(Aaaa..Aaaaa...
Aaaa..Aaaa....)
He about to hug her but she got disappeared and manik start finding her under the bed , behind the curtains , inside the cupboard but no she was nowhere. He again started crying after collapsing down on floor and asking her to come back.
After 2 days
Fab 4 and nyonika were sitting in hall of kapoor house. Priya and ram were also sitting with them.
"From 2 days he haven't came out of room.. "priya said in crying tone as manik locked himself in her room.
"What i should do.. "nyonika said sadly and tear fell down from her eyes.
"Aunty he will be fine.. "cabir said putting hand on nyonika's shoulder.
Then they all heard the sound of opening of door and they all got up and ran toward nandini's room.
They saw manik in his worst condition. His hair were messy, his hand having cuts, his eyes were swollen and His clothes were dirty.
"My angel is alive and i m sure she was not weak she was my strong angel.. what she think that i will believe that she has died.. i will find her.. voh apne aapko chai kitna bhi dur karle mujhse.. but i will find her. And make her believe that we are meant to be together.. no one can separate us even she herself also can't separate us.. not god also"he said
"Why he is not believing that she has died.. why"priya said cryingly while all having tears in their eyes seeing manik condition.
"Manik u r right she is alive we will find her with you but beta for this u need some energy if u will not eat.. anything how will you find her "nyonika said while all look at nyonika shockingly. They were thinking "why she is giving him false hope"
"Mom really u also think that she is alive u will help me to find her "manik asked like a baby while nyonika nodded her positively having tear in her eyes.
Then nyonika took him in hall and start feeding him some food.. she was supporting him because she can't see him dying in front of her eyes. She knew that she was giving him false hope but for his betterment only. All of them looking at them having tear in their eyes.
"Now let's go home , take bath then we will find nandini okay"nyonika said cubbing his face but manik jerked her hand.
"No mom i will live in her room only.."he said and again went in her room and closed the door.
"Mrs. Malhotra why are u giving him false hope.. plz don't do this with him"priya said to nyonika but nyonika without saying anything left from there.
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Manik was sitting on floor holding a diary in his hand. Her room was fully messed up. Then he felt nandini sat beside him and putted her head on his shoulder while holding his hand.
He found her secret diary. May be this diary will give him the answer of all his questions. May be this diary will find his dead angel. May be from this diary he will come to know about her pain. The pain which had forced her to planned a fake sucide.
He opened the diary . There he found a beautiful picture of her on first page. She was looking so beautiful in red dress. Her body wasn't cover up fully. He found her more beautiful. He always wanted to see her like this.
"My angel"he said and kissed on her pic having smile on his face.
Question Time
1. How the part?
2. What do u think nandini is alive or not ? I know everybody know this answer ?
3. What do u think what should be in diary ?
4. Few word for manik's pain ?
5. How was song sequence ?
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