Chapter 60: What he fears

         It was 3 in the morning, Jungkook opened his eyes and turned his head to see he had his hand on Jimin's exposed stomach as Jimin had his shirt rolled up. Jungkook's hand was held against Jimin's stomach with his lover's small hands keeping the younger's hand in place. Jungkook moved his hand around Jimin's stomach gently rubbing it too.

        Jungkook smiled looking at his tired Jimin sleep, the man felt different... Jungook didn't know what was it, but he just knew there was something about his Jimin. Jungkook leaned in to kiss Jimin carefully as he woke up the sleepy man.

         "Mm~" Jimin kissed Jungkook back and opened his eyes looking around to see it was still dark outside. "What time is it?" Jimin whispered.

          "It's... Around 3am.." Jungook claimed looking at the clock. "I just recently woke up... even when we sleep you can't keep your hands to yourself.~"

         Jimin smiled and caressed Jungkook's light brown hair. "Jungkook~ Wouldn't it be nice to have a little one running around?" Jimin asked so suddenly as Jungkook moved his hand up to slowly take Jimin's hand off of his hair.

             "What do you mean?"

            "J-Jungkook... A small baby.. We can do it. I want this for us."

             "Jimin, you know I don't like to talk about this..." Jungkook whispered. "Either way I can't have a child of my own again.."

              "Not even with me?" Jimin asked as Jungkook got silent.

            "Jimin... I can't right now."

            "Do you hate me now?" Jimin replied staying calm so he wouldn't cry. But his moodswings said otherwise.

         "I-I never said that.. If we were to have a baby, Jimin...  I can't take care of it. I'm a bad person... So irresponsible..."

         "So you were late on something... There was nothing you could have done.. You did your best and you said it yourself, if Lila was to ever talk... She would say she lived well." Jimin looked into Jungkook's eyes, "I-I want a child... With you.."  Jimin grabbed Jungkook's left hand as Jungkook crawled on top of Jimin caging Jimin under him. Jimin moved Jungkook's hand to his stomach thinking of giving in and telling him now. "Jungkook.... I want to tell you something..." Jimin whispered.

         Jungkook looked down at Jimin's stomach and moved his hand up on his own. "Do you want me to make love to you?"

         "I'm..." Jimin stopped and grew silent. Maybe now wasn't the time, Jimin feared Jungkook was going to hurt him. Anything could happen, Jungkook would have beaten Jimin or even worst! The man didn't know why he sometimes feared Jungook on that, maybe it was because he knew what he did was over Jungkook's limits.

           Jungkook kissed Jimin's neck and moved his hand up to Jimin's nipples under the shirt to tease them. "Ah~ w-wait..." Jimin whispered knowing he couldn't do this now that he was expecting a baby. Nothing would happen to the baby, but he just couldn't bring himself to have sex with Jungkook fearing the baby will get hurt.

           Jungkook moved his head down to Jimin's chest and began to suck Jimin's nipple hearing Jimin let out a moan. "Jungkook~ please stop!~" Jimin huffed.

         Jungkook couldn't take Jimin seriously because of how much he was huffing already. Jungkook still sucked on Jimin's nipple constantly looking up and giving Jimin a seductive stare while he licked along Jimin's hard nipple. Jungkook detatched his lips from Jimin and smiled. "More?" Jungkook asked as Jimin shook his head.

          "T-this.. Just this is fine.." Jimin claimed kissing Jungkook's lips and making Jungkook continue to kiss Jimin. The two just made out for a while as Jimin decided to go back to his plan and try to bring in the conversation slowly to Jungkook.

           The following days were not any better, Jungkook would answer normally to Jimin about how he doesn't want kids even if he had to repeat himself. But, Jimin would notice Jungkook would secretly clench his fist in anger when Jimin would talk about it. This is what made Jimin grow a bit scared about telling Jungkook the news.

           From what Jimin believed Jungkook was finally growing fond of the idea, but, the constant asks made him get annoyed by it and Jimin would slowly grow afraid to confess to someone he loves deeply.

          Jimin made his appointments behind Jungkook's back, he felt it'll be much more safer if he waited a bit longer... until he grew a baby bump then he will come clean about it. Everything was fine to Jimin, he was feeling much more better however, Jimin didn't realize Jungkook was becoming curious on what Jimin was doing throughout the day while he was at work. Jungkook would ask about Jimin's day but Jimin would just sigh trying to show how rough it was... But this only left Jungkook to wonder, was Jimin slowly planning to leave him?

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