Chapter 46: Reason behind it all

         The two stepped out of the room together holding hands. "Jimin, you are going to take that phone everywhere with you! theres no way you are leaving your phone behind again.." Jungkook claimed as Jimin smiled. "I wouldn't want you to leave me like that again.."

           "C-can I still keep my future job?" Jimin wondered innocently as Jungkook looked at Jimin.

            "Okay..." Jungkook replied.

              "Jungkook.." Jimin walked around the living room and layed on a one seat couch. "What was the real reason why you allowed me to get a job?" Jimin asked laying on the couch as he placed his legs on the couch too.

             "I don't want you to be angry at me..." Jungkook responded walking to the kitchen.

            So there really was a secret reason why Jungkook actually allowed Jimin to get a job. "Let me know... Please Jungkook.." Jimin pleaded.

             "Are you hungry?" Jungkook asked as Jimin grew silent. Jungkook changed the conversation! Jimin grew tired of Jungkook keeping these secrets..

           "Jungkook tell me." Jimin continued.

          "I-I don't want to... I don't want to make you mad at me.." Jungkook claimed opening the fridge to get out things to cook.

           "You'll make me mad if you don't tell me." Jimin stood up and walked to the kitchen to wrap his arms around Jungkook's waist. "You can tell me anything. I trust you. You trust me.."

          Jungkook held the bowls from the dish cabinets and gently placed it down. "I didn't... want you to get a job, because..." Jungkook got silent and covered his face. "I thought of you like...you were my baby...."

           "Lila?" Jimin asked. "You think of me as Lila?" Jimin questioned.

              Jungkook shook his head. "No... I think of you like my second chance of taking care of a child! But every little thing you do out of a child character makes me feel like having you look like a child won't work!" Jungkook raised his voice. "It makes me feel like a sick freak!! I didn't want you to work.. I didn't want to fall in love with you at first because I thought of you like my baby... A second chance.." Jungkook cried. "When we kissed for the first time, I thought maybe you can be mines. You can be the love of my life and my sweet little prince at times. But as I was buying the Plan B pills, I knew what I was doing to you wasn't f-fair." Jungkook started to cry again. "I fell in love with you when I had no intentions of doing so from the start... But you were here.. You made me feel safe and loved me so much.. Loved me more than any other! I had to cover your face when we both had sex because I couldn't bring myself to allow you to see me like this.."

            Jimin heard Jungook confess his issues and all Jimin did was turn Jungkook to face him "Do you still love me, Jungkook?"

           Jungkook nodded without hesitation. "I love you so much!" Jungkook claimed.

            "Then I'm not mad." Jimin hugged Jungkook. "You were just confused... I'll never hate you! Even if you made me lose my job.. Even if you made me loose my chances in getting this job at first.... I love you!" Jimin claimed. "You can tell me something one day... Tell me you don't want me but I'll still love you by the next day. I'll never regret putting your name on my heart.."

          Jungkook smiled looking down at Jimin knowing how special Jimin was to him. This love Jimin gave him.. It was better than that relationship he had before with Je-anne. The lady would be on her phone talking and Jungkook would patiently wait for her to finish up the call. Even when they would watch movies together, Je-anne would ignore Jungkook! She never appreciated the younger like how Jimin loved his Jungkook.

            Jungkook smiled holding Jimin close to his chest. "You're amazing..."

            Jimin looked up and made a smile. "Are you going to let me help you cook now?"

            Jungkook chuckled, "Maybe I will, Maybe I won't." Jungkook teased the older boy.

            Jimin did help Jungkook cook. They were alongside eachother in the kitchen like a couple cooking together and laughing happily. As they were cooking noodles in black bean sauce (Jajangmyeon) Jimin thought of what Mr. Yang told him about Je-anne... She was a liar... Why would she lie to Jungkook and not wear the engagement ring around him?

            Jimin sighed as he watched Jungkook take out the steel chopsticks and place the noodles onto the bowls. Jungkook noticed how Jimin grew silent as he was thinking about things.. "What's up, baby? You don't like what I'm cooking?" Jungkook asked as Jimin quickly looked up.

            "Oh! It's not that I was just thinking of something..." Jimin said looking at the bowls of Jajangmyeon Jungkook and himself has prepared together.

           Jungkook placed his hand on Jimin's smaller hand. "Tell me at the table.. I want you to tell me these things like how I tell you my problems." 

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