Chapter 28: Enough to stay
Jimin was stuck under Jungkook but enjoyed hearing Jungkook explain what he felt.. He was unaware that he was falling in love.. He feared it for a long time and grew unaware at how he felt when it came to love. "Jungkook... Do you love me?" Jimin asked as Jungkook gazed at Jimin.
Jungkook gently caressed Jimin's face and move in closer as if he was going in for a kiss. "Jimin... Stay still... Don't move.." Jungkook whispered as Jimin stared into Jungkook's eyes watching him move his lips even closer than before making Jimin feel like he couldn't breathe. Jungkook wanted to try something new.. he slowly leaned in and kissed Jimin for the first time making Jimin close his eyes and feel Jungkook's hand move up to Jimin's hand and lock with it.
Jimin held Jungkook's hand tightly into the kiss as Jungkook broke the kiss at times to breathe and kiss Jimin again. Jimin smiled feeling the warm, soft, younger's lips on his. The feeling made their heart pound at this exciting moment.
"Mm-mm~" Jimin hummed a silent moan as Jungkook slowly sucked onto Jimin's bottom lip. Once Jungkook pulled away, he left Jimin huffing and blushing.
"Is that enough to make you stay here?" Jungkook asked Jimin as the older man was still thinking back at the moment.
"Jungko-"
"You know, Jimin.." Jungkook stood up and helped Jimin sit up. "I don't know what I'm doing.. I don't know why am I like this.. I shouldn't be kissing you like that.." Jungkook walked to the other side of the bed. "I'm complicated...." Jungkook began to shake his head and cover his face. "L-leave if you want.. Please."
Jimin got up and walked to Jungkook's side of the bed to look at Jungkook. "I'll stay.." Jimin claimed calmly as Jungkook looked up.
"I thought you wanted to leave.. Aren't you homesick?"
"I-I want to be here." Jimin replied and smiled as he sat down on Jungkook's lap. "Is it okay for me to sit here now?" Jimin placed his arms around Jungkook and hugged him.
"Yes.." Jungkook replied as he stopped covering his face to hug Jimin back. "I want the best for you.." Jungkook whispered into Jimin's ear. "You're my prince.."
Jimin thought it was weird for Jungkook to mention the same things about his late daughter to Jimin now. Jungkook said to Jimin how he wanted the best for him, and called him a prince while for his late daughter Lila, Jungkook treated her with only the best things and called her princess.... Jimin thought this was very weird. Jungkook seemed like he was comparing Jimin to Lila. However, Jungkook never had this type of love towards Lila... He only felt this way with Jimin! It was like Jungkook felt odd about saying he felt something for Jimin because he saw the older man as a child... and Jungkook thinking of himself as a man that loves a child was uncomfortable.
Jimin was sitting on Jungkook's lap as he turned his body to face Jungkook, now he had the younger in between his thighs as he still sat on Jungkook's lap. Jimin was face to face with Jungkook, but Jungkook only looked down at Jimin's thighs.
Jimin felt free to place his hand on Jungkook's cheek and prefectly gentle shoulders of the younger. Jimin wanted more than a kiss.. He wanted to be told Jungkook loved him and held tightly by the younger as Jungkook would whisper how much he loved Jimin. These didn't seem too much to ask for but Jungkook felt a different way because he was silent after the kiss..
"Jungkook..." Jimin rested his head on Jungkook's shoulder. "I won't bother you with this.. I guess it was a one time thing.. R-right?" Jimin thought as Jungkook kissed Jimin's forehead.
"Jimin... I don't know.. I guess I wasn't thinking..."
"D-did you mean it?"
"You know how it's hard for me to love someone else.. I guess I need to have a moment to think this through. It's gotten to that point where I can't live without you... and I don't think about anything.. I just act."
"S-so... Is that a no?"
"Ask me later when I get myself in order." Jungkook claimed. It felt as if Jimin only seemed to be a child to Jungkook and nothing more... Yet. Jimin had to understand what Jungkook was coming from, how he hasn't been in the love game for a long time and getting back to it in a rush may cause some mess. So Jimin had to be patient.
Jimin layed on Jungkook's shoulder while hugging the younger, he didn't want to let go he loved Jungkook with a strong passion... He was just waiting for Jungkook to get back into loving others.
Jungkook patted Jimin's back and rubbed it. "How about you go take a bath and wear one of those new jumpsuits for me.. maybe wear a diaper too.." Jungkook cooed as Jimin shook his head giggling.
"No diaper!" Jimin laughed as Jungkook smiled.
"Then how about the bath, jumpsuit and a book.. I can read you something to sleep." Jungkook promised as Jimin nodded. Those plans for the night seemed calm to Jimin and wanted it as long as he spent the night with Jungkook.
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