Chapter 14

"Honey I'm so sorry you had to go through that it's better that it would work loved the long lived it would hurt way worse if it was long time you want me together for 3 days that can be held yeah it's going to hurt like hell but it'd be worse if you spent more time with each other and if you actually would have soul bonded. To be honest I'm kind of looking for the same thing so that's why I cracted on the Supreme I just didn't know she was you. Not that a person bothers me in fact it makes me relieve that this actually somebody I know no offense I'm not exactly comfortable with Outsiders but you though I know.

You know how many potential mates I've turned down several because none of them ever had the type of compatibility I was looking for hell he was the only male I found that was even slightly compatible with me I'm so diverse and complex that I'm not compatible with anybody is that it's not qualified to be so bonded with me. I need to have a soul that doesn't age like mine and also one of the warrior where am I supposed to find that I mean yes he's gone yeah it breaks my heart but like you said it was only three days but still where am I supposed to run a mail that I had that much compatibility with that I actually gives a f*** about me. As a person. The only one like me I'm the only one of my species not a lot of species are compatible with dire wolves sadly I mean you have had plenty of potential partners it is never like any other attitudes so I told them to hit the road. My stupid for trying to find somebody that actually genuinely love is it stupid is it silly is it too much to ask like I would like to know if I'm asking for too much and that's why everything always falls to s*** my first relationship was when I was 12 the 16th he backstabbed me married the woman that most f****** murdered me and gave me a need in that little s*** had never cared about me at all I shattered his jaw he was a narcissist in Fair manipulative he f***** me up it got to the point where I didn't trust anybody to the point when Adam met me he had to find a way to get me to trust again to want to take a chance on it again because my ex had me to where I didn't want to be around anyone and were if anybody ever said that I love you I automatically thought they were lying. I never believe their words he wasn't even finished on the completely breaking me of it we never even got to say it to each other or anything. Life just sucks I just want somebody that truly loves me and doesn't expect anything else I mean yeah I get it I'm a very thought out female considering when I am and when I can do but that's not the type sought out I want I want something real something genuine something that not only soothes my pain but heals the damage been done to me. I've been betrayed by the people I trust most isolated by those I was too afraid to like close to me and I even cut off my real self just a hide behind a facade so nobody notices what's actually going on in my head and I'm genuine I just want actual feeling I don't want somebody to somebody to pick me just because I'm a queen just because of something so tedious anybody can be a queen that doesn't Define who they are character if I say your depends what type of person you are that's what I look for in a partner. Am I selfish for asking for that is maybe I should just pick my soulmate like every other non-human does let them compete see who wins but to me that doesn't defy love I mean I'm sorry I actually weren't real emotion in the connection but maybe I am just asking for way too much I just don't want to end up with somebody that I don't care for and then end up like f****** hating them cuz I've known someone humans that have done that and it's terrible how I know some humans in America people they don't love and honestly it makes them miserable they feel like their life is empty like yeah they end up with other s*** like a I don't know other stuff that just doesn't matter me less than wolf all that power influence I have it all I don't really need it so why the f*** would I want it for a male the only thing I need someone else is like a man and somebody don't love me but maybe I'm asking for too much." She said looking away he looked at her with eye full of Sorrow.

No it's not a new note because it is exactly what I am asking for at our partner but hey that's what you want I got all that but I could also give you more if you wanted me to I am looking for the same thing you are all righty I'm looking for the same thing why not just give me a chance and see where it goes I can give you what he didn't have a chance to.

Terry you really are too sweet kind of messing up you unless selfish and greedy honestly I mean yes I get it you offered but to me accepting a male who obviously has a very kind heart when I know that mine is not his kind and that honestly compared to your gentle place in nature and violent and aggressive and I kill other beings for a living would you even be able to match my energy I mean or Polar Opposites your Placid generous and very empathetic and very selfless. I'm violent aggressive and all around just a pain in the ass I'm going to be honest because if I do things it's going to be done my way I always make everything so much harder than what it needs to be you see an opportunity and you jump at it but wait a minute don't opposites come compliment each other

Yes they do my dear like yin and yang and that's okay I don't want a timid Placid woman I already have I want a fierce outspoken and well honestly the complete opposite of me I want a woman that compliments me I want a woman that makes up for the s*** I lack yeah I know for a warrior especially such a powerful one I lack in a lot of things I wanted a female to compliment that I'm actually kind of cool as you're not like normal white witches otherwise we won't compliment each other at all I'd be like talking to me I'm sorry but I do have the personality of a f****** white Bridge that's why I think I am kind of a doormat you're not that complements each other your Stern opinionated in a good way and just be your mind and don't give two s**** When anybody thinks I really like that about you well I can compliment the softer side honestly I want a woman like that because I want somebody that isn't like me because that's the whole point like that's why I haven't picked apart because to be honest babe women are they're not what I'm looking for I mean yeah they can be aggressive but they have horrible f****** attitudes I'm sorry but in genuine request they're greedy summer bloodthirsty than most of the time they only want influence in power and they're really s***** partners like Muslim just don't take care of themselves and just don't care they'll just do what they can just seduce you what I mean being with them to be 100% honest with their gross I have tried dating my own species before it did not work it lasted 2 minutes and I said my parents stopped me into a couple more times and yeah no every time they're definitely ended blue and early because I did not hit it off with any of them but I don't know we'll see what's different there's chemistry you don't make me want to crawl on my skin you actually make me intrigued and do more appealing I know I don't just mean by your face I'm at your personality who you are the person your views on what are very much so complimenting to my Allison as long as you're not believe this whole opposite that I don't want our relationships we're Gucci because of what I am having an open s*** I had a female try that with me once it was f****** weird if you wanted me to have an open relationship with her while she was f*** around with other people and no thank you.

Yeah but here's one question do you mean your words the point where you after innocence because you're waiting for the right person I did still am. Believe it or not even though we were made I was waiting to the right time to know what he was the right one or not before I actually like you know even my innocence so yeah so far as I'm actually still a freaking virgin I'm probably going to die one I know it's lame it's just sucks but to me there's I guess it's because it looks busy and I am I just get connections with people and intimacy is no different move on I grow a dish and My Soul Bond depending on how permanent I want it to be so bond is permanent permanent imprint is temporary. And just a long last even after my partner does which is precisely why I want to make sure they're the right one before I even make that decision honestly I'm just afraid that I'm not going to find a partner by the time and I'm fully grown and then I'm just going to grow old and just being unwanted Maiden for the rest of my life I don't know with my age I feel like it's just so f****** lame to be a you know but I just I won't give myself to anybody that I don't feel is the right one yes you can call me Wayne I just don't want to have a one night squared Soul Bond with somebody and have them leave the next week and never see them the f*** again cuz I can't pick another mate after I'm so Bond because my soul was technically be connected to that person even after death do you happen to have like a mirror nearby I need to talk to my goddess the one that created me I need to ask her why I just feel like I deserved my answers I mean she created me want to create me if you're just going to make me f****** miserable I mean there's no point in my existence at that point cuz I don't want to be his f****** loved by somebody yeah I'm lost by my family love for my friends but it's not the same. I got a little taste of passion line freaking addicted no I want somebody that I can spend the rest of my life feeling that with and like I said I never ever slept with or anything but we did kiss a lot he's really kiss dude it's not the same as sleeping with somebody it's literally just kissing you can kiss anyone how are you and kiss your relatives not like that but you know what I mean cuz I'm going to get some more money to give me one to be quite Frank we've never even made out yet and my life just sucks I just want a world man and so I won't love he just want sweet s*** yeah I know surprise surprise for somebody as well as me it is work around the areas Community won't expect me to want that sort of s*** but be surprised off gentle cute things are my weakness that's my Kelly feel as in the romance or something I am very weak against I just crave and I want it I don't know whenever you have love from a family or friend or something it's just not the same you don't share the same connection it was Charlie's name poetic passion more are you doing with the partner now it's just the case of finding one that can do it and is it just doing it to rule you and then later on you know it all falls apart everyone in today's most relationships are like that they have the honeymoon phase and they're done. I want one but with a permanent cream and face one more we never get tired of each other we never want to bicker and tell each other that we hate each other and you know what I mean just like I don't want to become mortal enemies with whoever the f*** I pick as my partner and I'm not happy with them and that face dies and there's no spark or chemistry for flame and why I really was that person. Just listen to be with him because miserable could not happy. Luna said making a pool of water with her hand before her Goddess is a reflection showed.

I'm sorry I did not think that was going to happen maybe yes it was one of the past so you could have taken but I know that you're going to hate me for this but maybe it was a good thing it happened because I'm going to tell you one of the past that you're on right now can lose you to a happy ending that you want I'm trying to tell you take his offer you two complement each other too much and if you take this path:-( you'll get exactly what you're looking for there's a reason why it's Chloe isn't me why I appointed you in his Direction Barry is a perfect match for you believe it or not yes he's pulled her out of 60 but that's why he's a perfect man and believe it or not he is a perfect Romeo see if you would have stayed with your love bug your honeymoon face would have ended very rapidly and if you want to get him by the car he would have cheated on you so we may have pulled some strings did we need for him to dyessarily no but it's better than you finding out that he was sleeping with Bridget which is exactly what was going to happen if we didn't Mandarin so we thought well how about we just kill him off yeah it's going to f****** hurt you like hell but we didn't expect you to take it so hard by the way may 3 days we didn't expect you to take it half as hard as you did. But me and the gods the other gods all were trying to tell you to this one because we look forever potential now this one is perfect match and he knows you and on top of that y'all are child for friends too hi.  Fury Do you mind doing me a favor.

Yeah but wait what was that made so the whole heart losing her anything was on purpose with intentional

Yeah it was better than the latter because if they would have stayed together they would have stayed together long enough rehearsal bond with him and he would have cheated on her but her heart and would have been with one of her best friends so yeah but we did some research and turns out phoenixes so blonde like drum roll please dire wolves in fact surprise surprise are actually the most compatible with each other yes. That is precisely why you never found a potential female we didn't let you we had bigger bit of plans for you we had a better more compatible more beautiful more beside female will give you they're so pretty although she went the wrong way the first time okay the first time that she met Adam she was that was supposed to meet you that did not know what's playing and then he just was standing way too much in the way he was only had her so loved dusted that she wasn't listening to voice a reason wasn't we were giving her all kinds of damn signs and she was not listening so we had no choice she is our pride and joy we are not going to let her stay with somebody that we know is no good for her even if it hurts her like hell so yeah we killed off her mate within 3 days of the meeting my nurse is going to be sad but the story days honey why do you think we killed him off so early cuz if you were already this crazy about him and it was only three days we couldn't imagine if you would have stayed with him the whole time like you would have okay I'm just going to tell you what your future would have been like you even absolutely f****** miserable like I said he would have cheated on you you would have went down the road that Alucard went but here's the thing he was actually taking your own life yeah we ain't having you doing that so no offense working on them off he had a good out he got to spend time with you you got to feel his affection when none of the negatives he got to feel what it actually feels like but so you know if he would have went pulled her that I'm way more damage in your first boyfriend way more cuz he would have had to completely head over heels for him and Phoenix is do mate like their wolves we have the the closest match to a soul bond that a Dire Wolf has. He's obviously smitten with you he freaking kidnapped you he's not about looking male he's actually very attractive not to be Theory but you are very handsome and I don't think you realize how hands me you actually or let's just says if you went out in general public he would have women throwing themselves that you love don't worry. You got the same exotic Beauty your lady over here does she's got that same unique exotic beauty that you do so what's the problem why aren't you two clicking we set up everything perfectly why are you hesitating.

" because what if I do actually give him a chance and I do actually end up liking when I do actually end up falling in love with him and you do the same thing what if you kill him to I can't deal with that twice and what if you are all right we are actually good for each other to a perfect extent and somehow you guys no offense I do not know what I did myself that happened I would probably lose my s*** four times horses on when I did with him. Not going to worry about it I'm not as mad now because he had told me how much you would have f***** me up in the long run I mean yeah I'm sad he had died I mean I could have just broken up with them for damn sakes but at least I remember him in a good light. Okay Romeo and Juliet I'm tired of playing Tic-Tac-Toe I'm just going to throw it out for you if you give him a chance he will rock your f****** world we also will hit it off like crazy hell so long with you you don't want to get married and then produce a bunch of babies do I need to say more oh and by the way you do spend a time with each other he doesn't die Luna use your head he's a phoenix if he dies he just gets reborn again from the flames he's like you he can't be killed. And generally speaking when this all happened to you actually really love each other the type of love that you're both looking for so do I have to spell it out anymore for you or are you two going to be f****** stubborn damn kids I'm trying to give you the best outcome possible the other God to me looks through every single soul of every single species and all my s*** okay we went through the row and seeing exactly how many you were good with like how compatible and s*** I'm telling you Fury is top tier for you baby in other words he's your man picking he'll give you everything you ever wanted a lifetime partner a husband a soul bonded partner a father of your children you really want to not find out how many kids you're going to have I'll give you your head it's in the double digit try 10 he also end up having 10 babies and I'm going to give you a hint they're all hybrids do I need to say more." She said before they both looked at each other and then look back at her getting closer to each other. Haha looks like I got somebody's attention what honey with any other potential made you do not have to run with any of them for some reason fear is the only one that if you get with you will have kids and healthy ones and he's all the one that actually reach the end game with you you know what I mean the ultimate goal and you do not know how hard it was to find him and figure out like what endgame is going to match what you want the most I mean I know that you probably feel weird cuz he's a fake and your parents always told you to stay away from Face by the way you should watch him being distant her parents told her not to go around the face they are more isolated than any other non-human they don't associate with other ones so of course when her parents found out that she was like hanging out with one they weren't going with it so now she's too afraid to get close to any office you know she was talking not to that's why I broke all the damn rules that your parents set up and I made it to where you to win me either way but my point is take the initiative you never know if you're going to be in again take the damnation making your man if you hesitate and wait that opportunity might not be open again and it will change your future but if you stay on this bad you're going this is the only path we can find so please do not f*** it up."

"Well mother with you being so insistent it's kind of making it awkward maybe give us some privacy to talk it over with each other damn I get there trying to help so much but you're being way too pushy"

"Well like I said you don't know how hard it was to find a male that was a perfect match to what you wanted in life woman you're asking a lot I'm getting a perfect life like that is like one in a million it's very very hard to find and the other guys to their part of ourselves to actually look for you and we even let you directly to him. And he wanted to marry the Supreme anyways you're the Supreme. And honey I know that if I'm not insistent you're going to hesitate you're going to back out and you're not going to do it and then I'm going to want strangle you because like I said getting that type of endgame that you're wanting is like Wonderland you got the perfect opportunity or this minute if you don't take it and you get scared you're going to ruin it." Gaia warned her. She just start blinkly at Gaia when he suddenly places his hand over her making her look up at him.

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