Kenny's POV
I've fallen. In love. With a girl. The same girl. Y/N. I love her even more every single breathing day. I don't know how I'm still breathing.I miss her even more everyday. Why won't she just come home? Where she belongs.

I dont know what to do; We've done everything to try and find her but she's done everything to try and make sure we don't her. I love her. Forever and for always.

Craig figures out a plan but as soon as we get close, it collapses.

I look at Tyler and he reminds me of Y/N. It makes me smile. He looks just like her. I look at Caityn, she looks like me but she's got Y/N's personality; Strong, bold, kind, caring
,loving and she can be tough when she needs to.

You still get the hate.
They still spread the lies.
They don't see her like I do.
She's not a monster.
He was the monster. Eric fucking Cartman. He was one of the reasons she'd left.
If he was still alive I'd kill him multiple times.

Caitlyn still tells us about "The Man."
She tells us stories. Things she doesn't need to know about;

Stan's alcohol problem in high school,
Craig And Tweek coming out in 4-5th grade,
Y/N's rape.

I can't even think about it never mind say it.

Some people tell me to forget Y/N. That she'd left me because she doesn't care about us. Lies.

Karen moved in with us. She loved Y/N. When I wasn't around, she could always talk to Y/N. About boys, hair tips, her guardian angel AKA me. She still hasn't figured that out yet.

I've known Y/N since we were in Pre-School. Loved her since 7th grade. Became her boyfriend in 11th grade. Married her at 22. Had our first kid just before 23. Had our 2nd at 29. And now, I don't know where she is or what she's doing.

4 years. That's how long. It's not like I've been counting or anything.

14 years. 1 year since teen. That's Caitlyn's age. The age I first kissed Y/N;

2 years before we were going out. We were drunk and I leaned in and....You know what happened. Not my best moment but it was a good moment. Sometimes I wish we were still teens;

Young and dumb.

"JUST GO AWAY!!! YOU'VE BEEN HERE FOR YEARS JUST GET OUT OF MY HEAD ALREADY!!!"

Caitlyn.

I storm in. No one's here. No one's here except a fragile little girl curled up in a ball and she looks up at me and whispers as tears fall down her pale face;

"I know where mommy is."