Stan's POV
She was my other half. My twin sister. I have another. But it's not the same. She was there for me whenever I needed it.
I went goth and she helped me pull through.
But now she's gone and Never seen
again.

Twins are supposed to stay together; Grow up together, reach milestones together, congratulate each other, tease each other and most importantly, Stay Together Till The End.

It depresses me. I'm confided. I try to stay sane for Ezra and Lucy's sake.

Wendy doesn't know what to think.
She's sad but she's angry at herself.
She think's she could've done something.
I tell her Y/N is complicated. One second she's someone strong and then the next she's shy and I have to protect her. She could've faced the hate. But instead she took the hard road.

Mom and dad don't care. They just don't. They're still not convinced Y/N's innocent of killing Cartman. It was over 10 year ago- can't they just forget. Same with Shelly; she's forgotten who the old Y/N is and is just convinced she's a cold-blooded murderer. She isn't.

I drink some nights. All night. Wendy pulls me away but I can't stop. It calms me. It gives me hope to try and find her again. And I will find her. One day.

I feel sorry for Tyler.
Tyler because he doesn't know his mommy. His mommy was the strongest, bravest and most loving person I've ever met.
Caitlyn drove her out so I blame her. I feel so guilty about that thought but it's true. She brought Y/N down so low that she thought she was better off away from us.

People say she's just a person.
That she can be replaced.

That angers me.
She's my sister. My little sister. The girl I was supposed to protect. But I failed.

Now she's gone far away, into the moonlight and floated away. She could've gone to fill her dream. Another few, but we had the same dreams, that we didn't achieve together,

Brother, sister, whatever, Still my little sister.

I will find you Y/N. No matter the cost. No matter the distance. No matter the risks. I will find you. I will find you and hug you. I will find you and demand. Demand for answers. But I will love you, find you and bring you home.

Where you're supposed to be.