This darkness inside
Turns truth into lies
I don't want to feel at all
Rather than flying, I want to fall

This darkness embodies fear
Blurred nightmares become clear
There's no escape from this madness
As my happiness fades into sadness

This pain is harsh and rough
And sometimes cuts aren't enough
I feel as if I've suffered for eternity
This battle I'm constantly fighting internally

I continue this battle
Even when I struggle
And I hope that no one sees
I have this agonizing disease

This was straight up about depression helluh whoops. Looks like my foul mood does affect my writing somewhat...oops