[verse 1]
I had
an apology speech all prepared,
but when I look at you all I see is how I failed,
I said all the things I never should've said,
I don't know how to fight the fire that I've set.
I'm staring at the ceiling from my bed,
scared that I might lose all we've had,
I don't know if I could ever live like that.

[bridge]
I don't deserve it,
but please will you just hear me out?

[chorus]
I'm sorry, for what I did,
all I've said I didn't mean it.
The forgiveness that I don't deserve,
I'm begging, please, just consider.
I know I've messed up,
you owe me nothing I owe you the world.

[verse 2]
I hate
the sick you were forced to play,
the way I've treated you wasn't fair,
I know that I have pushed you away,
but I just wish that you would stay.

[bridge]
[chorus]
[outro]
Forgave you for what you did,
getting mad you had all rights for it.
Being ghosted just like I'd deserve,
I'm begging, please, don't consider.
I don't deserve you,
golden heart that I've treated like trash.