{Nia's POV}

As I reached home,I quickly went to my room,many things were pondering into my mind.

I was roaming in my bedroom from one end to another.

All I was thinking about him,is this true?

is he really a sexual abuser?

how can he be like this?

I can't fall for him if he is involved.

Well at that time,I was befuddled between my heart and mind.

This can't be true

 Or

What if it's true?

I took a deep breathe and sat on the edge of my bed, and tried to convince myself that he can't be involved in such type of cases ,though he is divorced but sexual abuser.

NO NO NO this can't happen.

The way he helped me,by giving his guitar during audition rounds,he saved me in the club he can't be like this,it can't be true.

It was a sleepless night and again I was thinking about him? what if Ravish said was true? I made up my mind again he can't be like this ,he is so caring ,helpful.

The way he said to random guy how dare you touched her? this can't be true,and he punched the guy almost to death just because of me.

I can't think again all these things again.

I was again bewildered.

After sleepless night,I opened the door and wanted to greet Granny

I know Dadii(granny) is worried about me.

But when I saw 'Nimish sir's' name on dadii's phone.

 I decided to leave the place.

I wanted to meet someone who will make me understand things more properly?

I should listen to whom?

My heart

or

My mind...........

I drove to Angel guardian home to meet' that someone special' who will give me guidance.

I usually come here when I face difficulty in my life.

I parked the car in front of gate,Children saw me and hugged me and called out my name''Nia didi.''

I quickly wiped my tears and smiled.I played with them for sometime because my special person was still in a meeting.

I didn't knew when my special person saw me and came towards me and asked,''come with me,you cannot hide your tears with your smile.''

I nodded and went to the room.

Special person sat on bed and I slept on the lap" what happened tell me?"special person asked.

" I think I am in love." I replied.

Special person caressed my hair and said," it's a beautiful feeling. Ok,go ahead and tell me."

"He has past too."I replied.

So what?"Special person asked.

"But he was married and in fact when I searched his name on google,I found out that he was sexual abuser too "I replied.

''And what does your heart says Nia?''Special person asked.

"This can't be true because he tried to protect me.''I replied.

I got up and said,''he not only saved me but he is too good with my family and also one day  an elderly lady was having problem in getting up he came forward and  helped her in a marriage.''

''So go and ask him?" The special person said.

"No I can't question him?"I replied.

Special person raised the brows and asked,''Why you don't love him?"

"I love him the most." I replied.

"Listen Nia in love you have to accept person's past,you can't run away from it.May be the person you love needed some time to reveal his past.So give him time wait for his explanations.'' Special person answered.

''And if he didn't answer me than?''I said.

''If he loves you,he will...definitely come and will try to convince you

I stammeringly said,''...b..u..t..."

"But what Nia?Special person questioned.

I'm not sure whether he loves me or not?"I replied

"Ok,so tell me who is he?"Special person questioned.

"Promise me you will not tell mom and dad and Vikram too."I pleaded.

"Ok go ahead I think I'm in love with my professor."I said.

"No Nia,your love is wrong."The special person answered.

I raised my eyebrows and asked how is my love wrong?or right?"

"Professor and student can't share such kind of relationship.Has he ever conveyed his feelings for you?"Special person questioned.

"No not yet."I replied.

"Then why are troubling yourself with so much unwanted pain?"Special person replied.

''Though he has not conveyed his feelings but his actions do tell me that he loves me."I replied.

" Nia may be you are mixing love and caring together,give yourself time Nia,may it's just an infatuation.''Special person said.''

''No,I think it's love.''I argued.

''Maybe it's one sided love.''Special person replied.

''No,its not one sided because he called granny this morning.'' I replied sternly

''May be he wanted to ask about granny's health.''Special person replied

Special person made me more confused...I didn't knew what to say.Hence I said,''Granny is alone at home,I need to go.''

I got up and said,''bye,thank you for guiding me.''

''Hope my answers have cleared all your doubts.'' special person asked.

I nodded.

''Ok bye child take care.''Special person said.

While I was walking towards the gate,my little mind interrupted,'' sister confused you dumbo,instead of showing you a right road she led to a brand new untouched highway.Questioning love isn't right thing,who does that?''

I drove the car and went to my house.

I saw Nimish sir's car leaving my house.

I couldn't control my eagerness.I went upstairs and rang the bell continuously..

Seema kaaki opened the door and I went inside and questioned,''Dadii Nimish sir had come for what? I mean why?''

''Relax Nia,he was concerned about my health.''dadii replied.

''Didn't he asked about me.''I asked anxiously

''Why should he?he came to meet me.''daddi replied.

''Ok.''I replied dejectedly.

I went inside my room,locked the door,threw my clutch on the bed,sat on the edge of my bed.

''So it was just care and not love how foolish of you Nia ?he doesn't love you from tomorrow I will not attend any of his lecture.My little mind yelled.

I  decided and took my phone and blocked Nimish sir.''

''Bye Bye forever Nimish sir.''

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(Nimish's POV)

I was broken from inside,I can't lose Nia 

''तुम्हारे आने से हमारी जिंदगी ग़ुलज़ार थी,

और तुम्हारे जाने से वह फिर कोरी होगयी

Tumhare sath zindagi jeene mein jo maza tha woh chalagaya....

kuy kiya tum ne aisa ek baar मुड़कर toh dekh leti...wahi राह par खड़े hai phir se hum...

tumhare इंतज़ार mein.....''

Come back Nia..........Come back Nia.................I love you so much...........

 I heard my phone's bell which broke my thoughts,I saw the screen it was''Nia's dadii''

I answered it immediately and she said,''please come to my place.''

I asked,''is Nia fine?''

She replied,''Nimish she is fine,I need you.''

I instantly said,''will be there daddii.''

I immediately got up,fixed up my looks,wore a blue checkered shirt and paired with black denim.

I drove straight to Nia's granny house.

She opened the door and said,''sit-down Nimish.''

I sat.

And she continued,''I know you are broken too,But I just want you to relax yourself.Don't take too much stress.''

''Yes dadii I will.'' I said immediately 

''But where is Nia dadii?'' I asked.

''She has gone to meet her special person?''dadii replied.

Again 100's of thoughts pondered into my head

So that special person is more important than me.

She chose him over me...

How ridiculous of you Nia?

You chose that special person

Now I need to find out who is that special person in your life??????

I hate you Nia...I hate you.....

"Daddi,may I know who is that special person?''I asked clenching my fist.

''Oh yes,definitely Nimish,she has gone to Angel guardian home to meet her special person.''

''Ok daddi.''I replied.

''Dadii who is that special person?'' I anxiously asked

''Nimish,she has gone to meet Sister Katherine.''Daddi replied.

Thank god!! that special person is female.

I mean to say Nun oh god!! thank you so much.

Though I was unhappy with my condition

But when Daddi said about special person, insecurities awakened me,fear of losing her frightens me now,yes I cannot lose her.

''Nimish,hope you are listening.''Dadii asked.

''yes Daddi,I will give her space and time as much she requires.'' I replied.

''No,you are not.''Daddi said.

It's ok,damadjii,have tea and cookies. I know my grand daughter has disturbed you a lot.''daddi said and offered me.

Before leaving daddi said,''It's high time Nimish. Nia needs to value your love. I know she is disturbed with your past,and I really thought she should have met you rather than going to Angel guardian home,but if she avoids you,let her do it.You will do the same.she needs to respect your love.No doubt she loves you but she should not hurt you anymore.Take care Nimish and one more thing please don't become devdas in her love,she is not paro,she is Nia sharma  and she will come back to your life with a bang.so my little son smile and take care of yourself.''

We bid good bye to each other.

Nimish can never be devdas because his paro(Nia) will come back to him.......

Sometimes in life you need 'a special person ' who will not judge you but, will help you in your difficult times.

(So reader's be that special person in someones life.

I know it's difficult not to judge a person

But at least we can try right......

Well in Nia's case her special person has questioned her love.

While in Nimish's life Nia's daddi(granny) has supported him in his difficulties.

Well will Nimish be able to cross all his hurdles?

Will he be a winner?)

{Stay tuned for next update}

Till then....

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Ok so good news is MOIRAI(KISMET) has completed 2064 reads Thank you so much for supporting MOIRAI,yes it's my first story.

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but yes this reminds me of dialogue and here is my edit to it.

''kuch kuch hota hai Nia,par tum nahi samjoge.'' Nimish...

And darling SRK is my first love,I really love him so is the title of your book too.So here you go with this song.

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@Sienkaa My love everything will be all right in this love story because we don't want a sad ending.