chapter 5
" baby ..mur..tasim..our baby.." she asked absently , his heart is beating rapidly to gauge her reaction but as she said it his heart knows what she is feeling his fear came true..his thoughts halted as she puts her hand on her belly to feel its presence
" murtasim ...how we will handle it .., we didn't decide it ..you ..mai..ready..." she doesn't know what she wants to say or what she is feeling but as she feels his hand caressing her back she cried her heart out
" you don't want it.." He whispered scared for the next answer he don't want listen it even he knew what she gonna say and break him more
She pushed him and stared him hardly
" are you mad , vo mera baacha hai nooo ..." she wrapped her arms around her belly protectively as hiding her flesh from this harsh world
Listening this he regained his breathe which he don't know from how much time he is holding, she wants it his fear didn't win but his love won he gets happy and hold her gently
" what are you thinking meerab , kya soch rahi hoon jaan ..." He asked her tenderly while putting the hair strand behind her ear gazing her softly
" murtasim.., " she hicupped " kaise manage karenge sab we just started to get together my studies, your business these responsibilities and ye we didn't discuss it yet i know you will think how mad I am I should be happy but please don't judge me ..." she cried in his chest as his hold on her tighten.
" bass ..relax meerab sometimes things happen unexpectedly you want it right .. He asked her while holding her chin gently she nods her still crying little
" we will manage it , hum kar lenge meerab I know tum mujhse mohabbat nhi karti .., naa hi uss raat ko abhi tak accept kar paayi hoon but if this is Allah will to grant us with this happiness we should be grateful right..."
She gazed with unknown emotions and said
" I didn't regret that night murtasim ., agr tumhare saath khush naa rehti tumhe kuch naa samjhti you know me this much ki main chali jaati sab chodke tumhe chodkar , main ye accept nhi kar paa rahi hoon ki hum kaha hai where we are mere liye ye sab Naya hai these emotions are foreign to me isliye Maine kaha tha to handle us kyunki main jaanti thi you loved me enough to heal me .., murtasim kuch jhakm shayad dikhte nhi lekin gehre bohot hai aur nasoor ban jaate hai mere saath wahi ho raha hai and this sudden news main dar rahi hoon bass par I want this baby as much as I want us to be together forever..I think this is enough for you ki main khush hoon tumhare saath ..." she stated her views firmly while listening her he could not his happiness and hugged her he had won her heart he didn't want some fancy words for her confession or some lovey dovey actions her trusting him and letting him enter to her soul is what he always want and he had won his love won. This is what he meant when he said
Ek din chilla chillake bhi vo apni mohabbat ka elan kar degi
She did it his eyes welled up and just hugged her tightly
" thank you for trusting me .." He did only manage to say these words but as he heard her whimper again he jolted up from his emotions and cupped her face
" what happen..."
" murtasim...baby hume kuch nhi pata and this Main to dar jaati hoon baache ka rona sunke jab vo chup nhi hote , jab khirad baji ki choti beti aati thi na aur vo chup nhi hoti thi main khud ro padti thi ..." she cried hard remembering her teen age incidents and pouted making him laugh loud but as she glared him he converted into serious expression and said
" tumhe kya lagta hai mujhe bohot experience hai inn sabka ...sorry meerab but main bhi Dara Hua hoon just like you .."
" chup raho, Maryam choti hai tumse tum to sambhalte hi honge usse, mera kya mujhe to Sab first time karna padega .." she said while whacking him
" hey jungli, vo itni bhi choti nhi hai aur maa dekhti yaa rekha khala mujhe bhi nhi pata jyaada and for your information main bhi pehli baar baap ban raha hoon I think..." He said absently but as soon as he realized what he said he had met with her glares eyes which are ready to murder as she took hold of his collar
" what do you mean by first time., Mr. Khan pls elaborate it , jaan le lungi tumhari agr tumhare kisse pata chale to ..." she said while ready too make him in the water nearby by them but he holds her back and bites his lips
" mera matlab hai main bhi first time kar raha hoon meerab , hmm relax take a deep breathe gussa shaant...haina " He said while preparing himself to deal with her mood swing and much this is going to be roller coaster ride for them
" meerab , we are going to be parents...see the positive side ek nanhi jaan aayegi jaise sab seekhte hai hum bhi seekh lenge ., we will manage " He said tenderly while caressing her belly his baby as he gazed at it lovingly meerab eyes softened and puts her hand where he had placed their eyes twinkled and they laughed happily
" OUR BABY " they whispered and she silently put her head on his shoulder entwining their fingers together., they are in the middle of afternoon and evening and waits for their new journey to unfold though they didn't planned it but sometimes they should leave things on time and pray only for good.
' chalo ghar chalte hai , kaafi time hogaya hai ." She nodded her head and he drive slowly he noted to bring a cute soft cushion as she will sit in the car and a blanket if she needs it as the winter are lately to come. Will send his car on service for smooth rides and planned much more but thoughts get halted listening her
" abb samajh aaya mujhe vo nihari itni tasty kyu lag rahi thi , murtasim isse tumhara taste kyu Lena tha I am the mother usko mera taste Lena tha naa ..this is bad .." she pouted and he laughed
" ohh meerab , dekhna vo mujhpe jayega ya jayegi I wish ladki ko mein aur meri beti phir batayenge tumhe.." He said while imagining holding a little baby girl in his hands , she rolled her eyes as she sharply gazed him
" kyu mera beta bhi ho sakta ulta bhi ho sakta hai khan sahab , " she said while smirking but before he could argue more to it she feel her eyes dropping and yawn ,
" tum so jao main jaga doonga .." He said softly
" nhi murtasim it's not safe, mai theek hoon I will just drink some water .."
" meerab " He said a little sternly and she shook her head as she placed her back and soon her eyes dropped
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