this chapter sucks sorry it sounded better in my head

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"So you won't kiss me at all or-", Lyza let out the heaviest sigh ever after leaning back in the bed they shared. Jungkook looked at her in confusion, "What? Why not?", he looked puzzled and had no clue why the girl reacted like this.
"We've been living together for weeks now and you didn't touch me once."

"Oh-", Kook said, his cheeks blushing.

"Are you not attracted to me anymore? Maybe the five years apart made me ugly", the girl ruffled her hair, "Is it something about me or what's wrong?"

"Nothing's wrong", Jungkook laughed out softly, "I was waiting for you to do something."
Now Lyza was the confused one. "What why?"

"I don't know", Kook shrugged, "I don't like making the first move."

"But you did the first move back then-", she bit her lips.

"Yeah I didn't get fucked in the ass back then", Kook rolled his eyes, "That shit changes people, trust me", he chuckled softly.
"Okay that's too much information." Lyza gulped. "You know that I had sex with Taehyung too, right?"

Jungkook looked down to his lap, then nodded. "I know. He's good in bed, isn't he?"
"Yeah", Lyza laughed, "Was definitely not the worst-"

"Who was the worst?", Jungkook wiggled his brows.

"Oh come on, you don't want to know the answer", Lyza blushed, looking at him with big eyes. "I had sex with a lot of guys-"

"And the worst was?"

"Can't decide between Jimin and you", Lyza admitted and then laughed a little embarrassed, "Sorry, babe-"

"It's fine, I'm not made to fuck. I like getting the dick", Jungkook smirked.
"How are we two supposed to work", Lyza sighed and then looked out of the window, "Are you even attracted to girls anymore?"

"Yeah I am", Kook said, "I have an idea."

Lyza looked at him questioningly, waiting for the boy to reveal his idea.
"Butt plugs." Jungkook said fully serious, "I bet I'd like it."

"Oh sure how about we simply use strap ons so I can fuck you, hm?", Lyza joked but Jungkook actually liked that idea, smiling even brighter, "Oh yes yes!!"

"Jungkook please, I'm kidding."
"Well I'm not."
"Fuck", Jungkook laughed, "We might just not fuck, how does that sound?"

"Horrible."
"Thought so."

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Taehyung felt stupid.
He sat in the room for at least twenty minutes now and not one of the kids had even paid attention to him once. The nurse had told him to just go in and bond with some of the kids but they were all playing with each other or with barbies or lego.
At first Taehyung thought he was just uncool and that's why the kids wouldn't come to him but after a while he realized that he was an adult and that was considered boring in kids world.

Then he had tried to play with toys too but the kids only gave him odd looks and then continued with ignoring him. So now he just sat there and waited for something that he didn't know if it was even coming.

"Loser."
A squeaky girl voice behind his back made Taehyung turn around. He saw a girl with long black hair standing there, laughing amused because Taehyung was all by himself. "Thanks, I know", the boy agreed and rolled his eyes, "You didn't have to tell me that straight to my face."
"Truth hurts", she commented and then sat down next to him and handed him a lego toy, "Here. I saw you wanted to play too but the other kids bullied you. Here I brought you a toy."
She smiled proudly. Probably because she had done a good thing and that should be enough for the day.

"Thanks", Taehyung laughed, "I actually didn't want to play, I thought that might be cool or something-"

"You really have no clue how kids work", the girl smiled, "We don't like old people."

"Ah, right", Taehyung rolled his eyes, "I'm only 22."

"You look like fourty."

"What?!", Taehyung gasped, "Careful, Missy."

"Why?", the girl stuck her tongue out, "Are you gonna be mad if I keep saying the truth?"
"Yeah! And you don't want to see me mad."

"Bet you cry then", she giggled and then looked at him with big eyes, "Name?", she asked curiously.
"Taehyung", he replied, "Yours?"

"Nice to meet you", she gave him her hand and bowed politely. "I'm Lili."

"Nice to meet you too, Lil."

"Uh a nickname", she smiled brightly. "No one ever gave me a nickname!"
"Well there is always a first time."

"Yeah", she agreed, "Like only turning fourty once."
Taehyung let out a sigh, "Lucky me that I'm 18 years away from that."

"18", Lili said with big eyes, "That's far away! I learned that when I am 18 I am an adult and can make babies."

"You shouldn't make babies with 18 though", Taehyung hummed, "I know someone who got a child when he was 15 and damn, he might be a good father but he lost a big part of his teenage years-"
"Who gets babies when they are 15", Lili rolled her eyes, "That's dumb."

"He's not the smartest", Taehyung hummed, "But the kid is adorable. Loved that kiddo."

"So you like kids? And now you are here to adopt one?", Lili tilted her head curiously.

"Exactly. But no one seems to like me here", Taehyung complained, "I swear I'm nicer than I look."

"And where is the future mother?", the girl asked curiously, "Usually couples come here-"

"I'm all by myself", Taehyung shrugged, "I figured out that love isn't for me. I just want someone to hang out with and do fun adventures. So I considered between a dog and a kid-"
"Wow", Lili laughed, "A dog and a kid is very different."

"You're right, a dog doesn't talk back", he winked and Lili laughed again.

"I've been here all my life", she then started, "And I'm six now", she sighed. "I want to get out of here-"

"Oh come on, you are adorable, I bet a lot of people want to take you in", Taehyung blurted out, "I wouldn't even hesitate-"

"A lot of people do, that's right", Lili nodded, "But they're all boring and weird. I want to find a fun Dad-"
"Just a Dad?", Taehyung wiggled his brows, pointing onto himself, "I can be your Dad~"

"You're cool." Lili stated and crossed her arms, "If I can have pancakes for breakfast every day I will let you adopt me."

"Six years old but already argumentation skills like a business woman", Taehyung commented and then hold his hand out, "Okay, it's a deal. But if you get pancakes for breakfast every day then we get pizza at least two days a week for dinner. There's no way I will cook every day."

"Irresponsible"

"I survived too and my Mom didn't cook either", Taehyung laughed and Lili joined in, "Fine I like pizza anyway."

And with that the two of them got up and headed over to the office.
No one had expected it to work so fast, especially not with Lili. That little girl had always been a brat to everyone and scared everyone off 2 minutes into the conversation. But next to Taehyung she was nice and calm, maybe a little cocky but in a polite way.
They matched well.

And even the nurses saw that, so there was absolutely no discussion and the papers were signed quick.

"I'm excited", Lili said with big eyes when they walked out of the building, "I'll finally see the world!"

"Oh you will", Taehyung smiled brighter than he ever had before.
The kid grabbed Taehyung's hand and started jumping up and down in excitement when they headed over to the car that was parked outside, right next to the exit.

"Can I call you Dad already-", the girl asked happily. "I never had a Dad, that'd be so cool!"

"I am your Dad", Taehyung winked, "I have papers that can prove that~"

"Cool." Lili giggled.

"Nice." Taehyung agreed.

"Dad", the girl said the word out a little weirdly, looking confused at first as she realized how nice it felt to speak it out loud and actually have someone to call them that.
She had waited all her life for this very moment.

Taehyung however couldn't feel happier right now, for the first time in his life he didn't feel alone.

And he wouldn't feel alone ever again.

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as if i would write a book with taejeon as one of the main characters without bringing lili in
(only back in his arms readers will understand)