uh 3k words of smut im so sorry quarantine is getting to my head lmaoo

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Taehyung turned around slowly after locking the door when Jungkook told him to.
"Kook, look I'm so sorr-"
He got cut off by Jungkook slapping his cheek.

The older bit his lips, trying to ignore the burning pain all across his cheek. He reassured his posture and looked into Jungkook's eyes. The boy stood in front of him, eyes sparkling in tears. It made Taehyung's heart physically ache in pain to see the boy like this. "I trusted you."
That's the only thing the younger said before he turned away and walked over to the bed.

"I promise I won't ever-"
He got cut off again by Jungkook who now yelled out, "Shut up, it's not your time to speak right now!"

The older nodded and went silent, anxiously looking at Jungkook who got tears falling off his lashes by now. All he wanted was to wipe those big tears away, then kiss his plump lips to make sure Jungkook would know he'd never get hurt again by him.
But instead he stood there, not daring to step one foot closer before Jungkook allowed him to.

"I felt safe with you!"
Jungkook said in a small voice, now looking to his feet. "I thought maybe you and me could be something, y'know. Yes, you think you're holding me hostage and it's stupid of me to fall for someone who kidnapped me, but you can't see how I see you. I think you are great with my kid, you really do me well in bed and your goddamn smile makes me happy."

Taehyung felt soft hearing this, smiling a little.

"But you ruined it!"

"Jungkook, I-", Tae tried again but Jungkook cut him off again. "Shut up!!"
And Taehyung went silent, nodding slowly.

"You can't touch me without asking, Taehyung. My father did this to my Mom all my life, I can not handle that happening to me as well. My kid was in the room next door!"
Taehyung gulped dryly, "Jungkook I was drunk.."

"Yeah, exactly", Jungkook cried out, "My Dad was too. Every time he did this to my Mom!"
"I'm so sorry, Kookie", Taehyung said weakly, feeling so so bad for what he did.

"Come here", Jungkook sobbed, wiping his tears away when he pointed on the bed. Taehyung didn't think twice and walked over, face towards the ground because he felt so embarrassed of himself. He was such a horrible person. "Now sit down", Jungkook whispered and waited till Taehyung sat down.

The younger stood in front of Taehyung, looking down at him while he cried even harder, "I like you, Taehyung", he said, voice cracking by his sobs. "I like you a lot."

Taehyung nodded, biting his lips. "I'm so sorry, Kookie-"
"Sorry doesn't make it okay", the younger let out weakly when he got on Taehyung's lap. But as soon as Taehyung was about to wrap his arm around the younger to pull him into a hug, Kook pushed his hands off roughly. "You can't touch me without asking!", he repeated his words from before and Taehyung put his hands behind his back, nodding ashamed. "S-sorry."

Jungkook got a little closer, shutting his eyes when he pressed a shy kiss to Taehyung's lips. He just needed to feel his lips again, it always gave Kook a feeling he never felt before. A feeling of safety, as if everything would be just fine as long as he could stay in Taehyung's arms and kiss him. There were no demons that haunted him at night, no worries that occupied his head throughout the day. Nothing but the older's sweet scent and his warm hug. That's what made Jungkook so angry over what Taehyung did, he almost ruined Jungkook's newly found safe space. For the time being, Jungkook wanted Taehyung to stay the place that felt like home to him. Maybe even for the first time in twenty years, Jungkook had found home in a person.

Tears still fell down his puffy cheeks, mixing within their loving kiss. Taehyung kissed him back, slowly but carefully. Not daring to lead the kiss, he just let Jungkook kiss him until he felt better. The boy slowly put his hands around Taehyung's wrists and pulled his arms from behind his back, around himself. When Taehyung noticed that Jungkook now wanted him to hug him, he softly wrapped his arms around Jungkook's small waist, pulling him a little closer.
Even Taehyung felt tears rushing down his face, knowing that he truly had hurt Jungkook's precious heart. Right this very moment, Taehyung promised himself to never hurt this boy again.

Jungkook pulled away after a while, opening his eyes to look Taehyung in the eyes. "You hurt me", he hummed, "But somehow even when you hurt me, it still feels good."

Taehyung smiled sadly, he hated to hear this. It shouldn't feel good to be hurt, Jungkook should not be feeling this way.
Not at all, he should not liking to be held by his kidnapper. Jungkook shouldn't want kisses from the person who held him and his kid hostage.

But he did.

"Koo-"
"No", Jungkook shook his head and then slowly took his shirt off, throwing it to the ground shyly.
Taehyung gulped, glancing down Jungkook's muscular body once before he looked back up to his eyes. "What are you doing?"

"I don't want to remember the last time as it was", Jungkook said in a small voice, "I want-"
He got up from Taehyung's lap and then undressed himself fully, pushing his boxers down until he stood there with his dick softly showing off.
Taehyung's throat went dry and his pants a little tight. "D-do you want me to undress too?", he asked nervously but Kook shook his head.

"Not yet", Jungkook smiled a little devilish. He then glanced to the rope he had put down on the bed. "I want you to tie your hands", Jungkook ordered.
Taehyung laughed out quietly, "Koo-, I'm the top I'm not gonna tie myself up."

Jungkook didn't say a word, "If you won't do it you can never touch me again."
"I swear if you even try to put your dick anywhere near my ass then I-", Taehyung let out when he took the rope and put it around his wrists, trying to tie it by himself which obviously didn't work.

The younger giggled, "Ew, why would I put my dick into anything", he sighed, "Last time I did that, I got a child from it."
Well, that was a statement. The boy helped Taehyung to tie his hands behind his back and then made him sit back on the bed, back pressed against the wall.

Jungkook, still naked, now got back on his lap and looked at Taehyung shyly. All this attention he got right now, god he loved it.
While he was biting his lip, he started touching himself right in front of the older, sitting in his lap. Jungkook circled his tip, making his own dick harden pretty quick. He knew that did things to Taehyung already because he anxiously pressed his dick against Jungkook's ass because the younger sat down exactly on Taehyung's cock. Just that Taehyung was fully dressed and Jungkook completely naked.

"I think I'm pretty when I don't wear clothes", Jungkook stated, tilting his head as he moved his hands up and down his length, slowly because he knew it drove Taehyung crazy to watch Jungkook doing things to himself. "You are", Taehyung said quietly, mouth slightly falling open as his eyes were focused on Jungkook's hands.

"It sucks when you can't do anything, right?", Jungkook asked now, voice a little harsher. "When you can't freely choose your actions."

Taehyung nodded, shame coming back over him. "Y-yes."

"That's how you made me feel when you didn't give me a choice", Jungkook said, "Just with the difference that I didn't get horny over it, I got fucking scared."
Taehyung nodded again, "I swear, I was out of my mind, I could never do that to you."

"The thing is", Jungkook said quietly, looking up. "You would have done exactly that if Taejeon wouldn't have shown up."
Taehyung gulped, "N-no, I would have stopped, I-"

"You don't know that!"
"But neither do you", Taehyung still tried to explain but Jungkook wasn't even listening.

"Do you trust me?", Jungkook now suddenly switched the topic, eyes full of curiosity. Taehyung stilled for a bit before he slowly nodded, "I think so."
"Then from now, things will change around here", he said sternly.

"What do you mean?"
"You expect me to trust you in things like this again, right? You don't want me to stay afraid of your touch, or?", Jungkook asked and Taehyung agreed, "Yeah, I'd like that but I can't force it."

"Well and I want you to trust me that I'll stay", Jungkook said in a small voice. "I know you didn't kill us back at my house because you're a good person. You're keeping us safe here, I know that. So you shouldn't be afraid of me running away, Tae."
"What are you trying to say?", Taehyung asked quietly.

"Unlock the doors from now on", Jungkook whispered, "If you want me to trust you again, you need to trust me too."

"Jungkook it's not safe out there-"
"Which is why I won't leave this apartment", Jungkook promised.

Taehyung didn't respond, he just stilled and looked towards the door. Things rushed back to his head, knowing that Lyza was the mother of Jungkook's child, searching for him everywhere. But also Jimin thinking they were dead-, Taehyung couldn't risk it. He just couldn't. What if he'd run away? Jungkook and the kid would end up dead.

The younger saw how Taehyung was hesitating and pressed their lips together again, trying to distract the boy from whatever doubts he was having. Of course he gave in immediately, his frozen expressions softening at the younger's touch, tension leaving his body.
Fuck, kissing Jungkook felt so good. It was something Taehyung had never felt before. To share a kiss with a girl was nice, yeah, but kissing Jungkook was exciting. There was adrenaline rushing through Taehyung's veins, his tummy filling up with butterflies as he felt Jungkook pushing his body against his, his cock now pressed between both their tummies.
He had to risk it, he fucking had to.

"O-okay", Taehyung gasped, lips only an inch apart when he said so. He could feel the boy's breath all over his skin, the hot air giving him shivers down his spine. "I'll trust you", he let out weakly and then shut his eyes again, he needed another kiss. Jungkook smiled and kissed him again. He knew the power he had over the older, Taehyung was weak for Jungkook's kisses, they made him feel alright again. Something he hadn't felt in a very long time.

Both boys kissed for another while before Jungkook finally untied Taehyung's hands and put his arms around his waist again. "Then I'll trust you too", he promised and bit his lips shyly.

They looked at each other for a while. Taehyung still didn't dare to make a first move so he just waited till Jungkook was ready.

"Now that this is out of the way—", Kook hummed, eyes going big and dolly. "You should really fuck me right now."

Taehyung coughed in surprise, his dick moving a little at the sudden change of mood. "Oh, was that a yes?", Jungkook giggled after feeling Taehyung's boner pressing against his ass.
The older nodded, cheeks blushing a lot.

"I feel like you should still get a little tortured for being a bitch", Jungkook chuckled and then started moving on top of Taehyung, he was circling his ass on top of Taehyung's pants, making him wet his boxers completely thanks to the precum that got out. It didn't take long till the older was painfully hard, but he still kept his hands off Jungkook and let him be a brat.
He seemed to need this right now.
Jungkook moaned out while he was touching himself again, still riding Taehyung's lap with the older fully dressed.

"Kookie, please-", Taehyung begged but Jungkook only bit his lips which made his whole appearance even hotter. "Fuck", the older groaned out, "I'll never make you mad again, I swear", he whined and then pressed his head against Jungkook's chest while he tried to hold the tears back that came up. He just really really wanted to have sex with Kookie right now but all the boy did was being a brat, moving and riding him as if they were naked, just that Taehyung wasn't.

When Jungkook finally was done playing his game he just laid down on the bed and spread his legs without even bothering to help Taehyung undress.
"You could at least be a good boy now after all that", Taehyung grumbled, unzipping his pants while he could see Jungkook already lifting his ass a little, fingering himself so he would be all ready for the older once he was undressed.
"Hurry up, I'm horny", Jungkook only said, moaning out Taehyung's name afterwards when he arched his back a little after finally feeling something up his ass-, even though it were only fingers right now.

"You must say", Taehyung rolled his eyes, struggling with getting his pants off because his dick was too hard and too big. He groaned out and then pushed it down forcefully, whimpering a little when he finally could feel the air kissing his hot skin on his lower body.
Kook pulled his fingers out and then looked at Taehyung who was already getting into position.

"I want you to go slow", Jungkook smiled, knowing that this was the most torture he could give the older right now who had nothing else in mind but to fuck Jungkook until there was no brattiness left in him. But he knew he could not do that right now, so he nodded weakly and then slowly and carefully pushed his dick in. Kook moaned out, legs shaking a little when Taehyung hit the right spot immediately.

"Slow", Jungkook reminded him and then let his head fall back, eyes shut.

Taehyung did what Jungkook said, crying a few tears while he just pushed in deep but slow, making both of them lose their minds way too fast. He felt Jungkook's hole clenching around his length, fuck he was so tight like this.
Kook had the softest moans, sounding like sweet heaven.

Taehyung wrapped his arms around Jungkook and then kissed him, he just felt like kissing and hugging the boy while fucking him, that's how soft he was for him this very moment. Kook kissed him back for a bit but then pulled away, "Do your thing with your dick", he said with his cocky attitude showing off completely, "I don't want your kisses right now!"
Taehyung scoffed but then just started kissing Jungkook's neck instead, going a little rougher because the moment he sucked on Jungkook's neck, the boy lost it anyway. He was so weak for that spot, Taehyung knew exactly how to get him quiet.

Not much later they got really into it, moans going louder as Tae's thrusts got deeper.
They nearly got off at the same time, gasping for air when Tae pulled out and fell onto the mattress next to Jungkook. They laid there for a bit, resting while their hearts tried to calm down from what they just experienced.
Kook's ass was still dripping with Taehyung's cum while Kook had ruined their bed sheets completely.

Silence set it for a while until they had fully calmed down. Then Jungkook turned to Taehyung and smiled shyly, "I like having sex with you", he hummed and Taehyung could only laugh out weakly, "Well..."

They stared at each other for a bit, then Koo snuggled himself closer to the older, wrapping his arms around Taehyung while he laid down his head on the boy's chest, "Well?", he asked curiously, waiting for the older to finish his sentence.

"Same", Taehyung chuckled, "But I also like you, not just sex with you."

Well that lead to another kiss, and another one and at least ten more until Taejeon screamed from outside the door, "I want to go to legoland!!"

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