-A week later
Erin

"Turn your head a little to the right." I instructed the client

I was doing my last photo shoot for the night which was for a lipgloss line. This is my first time doing commercial photography and I actually like it. There's multiple people running around trying different looks, it's a little hectic, but thrilling at the same time.

"Ok, now chin up for me." I angled my camera differently

"These are so good." A girl said as the pictures popped up on the computer screen behind me

"Right and she ain't even edited them yet."

"Thank you." I smiled "Next girl." I announced

*

After the photo shoot, the clients treated me to dinner and drinks. It was really a vibe, I love being able to vibe with my clients. I got a little tipsy, but I was still able to drive.

"Home sweet home." I sat my bag down, turning the lights on

I'm getting used to being on my own since Mel is officially living with Mario now.

I showered, moisturized, and changed into some loungewear, then laid in bed watching Insecure. It's my third time watching it from the beginning and I'm on the part where Lawrence came to pick his mail up from their old apartment and they were about to have sex.
I laid on my stomach, watching intently. My mind started thinking all the wrong things as I watched Issa get dicked down.

Boy I wish that'd happen to me.

I should call him

Nooo, that's toxic.

Shiiid. What's toxic is how you haven't had a good orgasm since y'all broke up.

Now it's like my cooch is arguing with my brain. I rolled my eyes at myself and continued watching the show.
I decided to post a picture on my Instagram story of me laying in the position I was in.

After a while the tv became background noise as I scrolled on Instagram
I saw a picture of Chris on my timeline, it was from a few days ago.

chrisbrownofficial: @lidothebarber on the cut. y'all hit him up

Damn he looks so good. I miss sitting on that handsome face and wetting
up his beard. I sat my phone down, feeling myself get aroused.

Text him

There goes my thoughts finna make me do toxic shit again.

Girl you know you want to. You wet right now just looking at him.

I can use the rose

The rose ain't gone hit the spots he can hit.

"Ughh." Soon as I picked up my phone to DM him, I saw I had a message from him.
He had swiped up on my picture.

@chrisbrownofficial: 🏀...damn my ball rolled in yo yard. Can I come get it?

I laughed at his corniness before typing my reply.

@edaniels: Come get it

I anxiously bit my lip as I waited on his reply. If pussy had a face mine would have the biggest smile right now.

*

Soon as I opened the door we were on each other like white on rice. Kissing, touching, and stripping each other's top half. Some of our clothes made a trail to the bedroom.
Once we reached the room, we wasted no time laying on the bed, his body pressed against mine, making  me feel his stiff bulge through his sweats. I tugged at the band of them while we kissed and he broke away, standing up to briefly undress his bottom half. I watched him remove his underwear and I removed mine.
Fuck the four play, I'm ready right now!
I watched him as he kissed his way back up my body

"I missed you baby." He kissed my inner thigh, teasing me

He spread my legs and parted my lips. "Look at that." He said before placing a soft kiss on my clit "Already soaked." I felt his tongue slither against me

I moaned, feeling like I was already about to cum. But I didn't want to, not yet.
I guess he could sense that because he came up, resting his body between my legs.

"I missed you too." My breathing pattern changed as I felt him tease my clit with his tip. It felt so good my body shivered "Mmm wait, wait." I put my hand to his chest, stopping him

I reached over into the nightstand and grabbed a condom. I faced him, handing him the magnum.

"Who dis fa'?" He raised an eyebrow in confusion

"You." I responded in an obvious tone

"You know we don't use those." He kissed my shoulder

I felt him poking at my entrance and I was so tempted, but I don't know if he's been with somebody since we broke up so I'm not taking any
risk.

"Chris it's been two months." I stated

"And I ain't fucked nothing but my damn hand." He moved off of me, sitting up "Wait why you even got condoms?" He stared at me

"They were Mel's."

"You still ain't say why you got them." He furrowed his brows "You fuckin' somebody else?" By now he had stood up and was putting his briefs back on

"Wha- No." I wrapped the sheet around my naked body "She just gave them to me because she didn't know what else to do with them." I shrugged

He stood up "So you basically got them just in case you plan to fuck other niggas?"

I sucked my teeth "Chris, no I just- you know what, I don't have to explain myself to you. We aren't together."

"Then why the hell you tell me come over?" He slipped his pants back on, then his shoes

"Because your ball rolled in my yard." I said sarcastically, getting up and slipping my robe on "This was obviously a mistake."

"You absolutely fuckin' right." He put his shoes back on before going to the front

I followed him, not saying a word.
It was quiet while I watched him grab his shirt off the couch and put it on. He slipped on his jacket, mumbling something inaudible. I didn't even care to address whatever he'd said.
I knew I hadn't been fucking or planned on fucking anybody else. But he neglected to tell me his ex could be expecting his baby while we were together, so I definitely don't have to tell him what I'm doing now that we're broken up.
I rolled my eyes as he grabbed his keys and stormed out the door, making sure to slam it.

I sucked my teeth while locking the door and going to my bedroom.

"Well that didn't go as planned, huh?" I asked aloud to my vagina "In my hand I have one rose." I joked as I pulled the vibrator from my drawer.

I stripped myself, laid on the bed, closed my eyes, and pretended that vibrator was Chris. All the while thinking in the back of my mind.

At least Lawrence gave Issa the D before he dipped.

Why you gotta' be so insecureeee 🎶

Poor babies 😂 they just can't get right.

Anyway, who's buying Bussin'?
And are you buying Berry Happy or Moonwalker?

-Carlisha ❤️