-2 months later
Erin

A few days at Melanie's turned into two months. I decided to take a break with Chris and he was a gentleman about it. I love him so much, but I think we need some time apart, so while we wait for the baby to be born so they can take a DNA test, I've been keeping my distance from him.

On the bright side, I finally own my photography studio, my parents helped out a little, but my name is on every legal document pertaining to the building.
I was also able to quit my job at the dentist office since the income from my studio is triple the amount I started at. These past two months have been pretty good to me.
Besides the fact that I really miss my man. I miss us talking about our life goals, joking and laughing with him, or sometimes just laying there and being alone together.

"You gonna' help or just daydream about dick?" Melanie asked, carrying a small box to her car

Did I mention she's moving in with Mario and leaving me her place? Her lease isn't up until 6 months from now, but I'll just take over the rent and put my name on the lease next year.
I'm only considering it, but if these DNA results say Chris is the dad then I'm definitely making her old place my new one.

"Shut up. I was thinking 'bout how you finna' look like the penguin from Batman in a few months." I stuck my tongue at her, grabbing a big box

"Just for that, you not ever babysitting."

"Bitch, that's my baby. Hi TiTi babyyy." I said in my best Tabina voice

"You annoy me." She chuckled

"Oop. If I annoy you just enough the baby gone be my twin."

"Knox is your twin."

"Ouuue you lucky you pregnant." I plucked her ear

She laughed and stuck her tongue out "Speaking of Knox, how's Chris been?"

"Ughhh. Here we go." I groaned

She looks for any and every reason to bring up Chris, even when the conversation isn't pertaining to him at all.

"Girl I was just gonna' ask if y'all split custody of the dog. Like how does that work?" She grinned, knowing that's not what she was going to ask

"You real funny." I pursed my lips

"Ok, seriously." She chuckled "But have you at least talked to him since the break up?"

"No. We have nothing to talk about." I shrugged

"I just don't understand how you let Derrick fuck up a thousand times, but Chris fucked up once and you completely cut him off."

"Not that it's for you to understand but, I wasted years with the wrong person, I'm not tryna' waste another second with nobody else."

"I still don't even know what he did to make you break up with him."

"He knows what he did, that's all that matters"

"I still think it's wrong."

"Good thing you don't get paid to think." I pat her head

"Oop, attitude. You must be having dick withdrawals. The first sign is anger."

"Goodbye Mel."

She is a little right about the withdrawals part, I mean when we first broke up I was fine, but it's been two months and now my rose doesn't even satisfy me like Chris used to.

My body doesn't react to my own touch like it did to his.
The way he used to kiss it before he'd eat me like his last meal, his tongue curving and licking me just right, those lips latched around my clit, sucking me like a pacifier which always left me breathless. Oh and don't get me started on the dick, I miss how he could reach places I didn't even know could be reached, how he seemed to have energy for hours while inside me.
Ughh.

"Now you definitely daydreaming about dick." Mel said

I snapped back into reality realizing I was practically drooling. I swallowed a mouthful of spit, chewing on my bottom lip.

"Just sad, you dick junkie."

"Stop." I laughed "When do the movers come so I can know when to be here?"

"Oop, are you kicking me out? You know this is technically still my place."

"I'm not kicking you out, big Ma." I smiled

I'm sitting here lying so hard. Thinking about Chris has me hot and bothered and I really wanted to be alone with my rose right now.

"Mhm. They'll be here tomorrow at 2." She grabbed her purse and headed for the door "I gotta go anyway, I gotta' go defend your recent ex against your old ex"

"Whew. Good luck."

"Shit gone be battle of the ex's." She chuckled, before walking to her car

I laughed "Love you!" I called out to her

"Love you too, freak ho." She said before getting in her car

After closing and locking the door, I immediately ran upstairs and put my rose to WORK.

Chris

"Fuuuck" I threw my head back as I nutted

Once I was finished, I opened my eyes and looked down at the mess I'd made all over my hand and some had splashed onto my stomach.

"Shit is sad." I sucked my teeth, getting up to go clean off.

This nut should be going in Erin. Yet here I am beating my dick for the third time this week.

After I got done cleaning myself off, I changed into a suit for court. Today I got to go stand in front of a judge and explain how I "accidentally" broke Derrick's arm.

*

"On August 19th my client, Christopher Brown, was playing a game of basketball with his friends when Derrick Gathers approached him full of hostility. He pulled out a blade, slicing my client's right cheek, so my client grabbed his arm in defense and accidentally snapped it." Melanie explained

This nigga Derrick is really wasting his time. He had no witnesses, his lawyer never showed, and overall he just a lame bitch.

"Is this true Mr. Brown?" The judge asked

I stood up "Yes, your honor. He asked us to move off the court, I told him we were still using it and that's when he became violent." I put on the most innocent act I could

"And what is your argument Mr. Gathers?" He turned his attention to Derrick

"Well that is what happened but he was talking shi- Saying unkind words to me and uh-"

"And you sliced him in his face?" The judge questioned with a confused expression "Seems like Mr. Brown should've been the one pressing charges."

"Your honor he-"

"I've heard all I need to." He interrupted "I'm ruling in favor of the defendant, and just for wasting my time, I'm putting you in 6 months of anger management Mr. Gathers. You will also have to pay Mr. Brown-"

"But your honor-"

"Interrupt me again and I will hold you in contempt." He glared "You will have to pay Mr. Brown 2,500 for the assault and battery which you inflicted on him within the next 90 days."

"I don't have that kind of money right now."

"Look, you can either serve 30 days in jail or pay him the money."

"I-I can't go to jail."

"Then stop prolonging my verdict." He banged the gavel "Next case."

I smiled at Melanie, standing up. "Thanks Mel."

"No problem, it's what I do." She boasted, picking up her paperwork

"This ain't over Brown." Derrick walked pass me

"Shut up, you better have my money bitch boy." 

I could tell he wanted to argue back but he couldn't so he just kept walking, considering the fact the balif was watching.

"Hey, how's Erin?" I turned my attention back to Melanie

"If you want me to lie and say she spends her days crying and eating ice cream I can't do that."

"Nah." I chuckled "I genuinely wanna' know."

"She's doing good. She was able to quit that damn dentist job, her photography studio is doing great, I think she's happy."

"Oh ok. That's good." I nodded "Can you tell her I asked about her?"

I'm truly happy for baby girl. Even though we're not together, I wish her the best at everything in life.

"Only if you tell me why y'all broke up." She picked up her briefcase

"Mel, if she ain't tell you she obviously don't want you to know." I chuckled as we walked out the courtroom

"Damn. Thought I was finna' get some tea. I'll tell her you asked about her though."

"Preciate it."

After Mel and I went out separate ways, I headed home to change into some comfortable clothes and went to the shop.
All my days consist of now are going to work and straight home. I don't really have the desire to go out and hang with the guys or have bitches in my face.
My goal right now is to stack my bread and wait for the baby to be born so I can take this test and work on getting back right with Erin.

Aw they miss each other.

Well

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-Carlisha ❤️