I'm going to miss this class when first semester ends. :(

To be fair, it's kinda been a while since I've posted a "I'm in second period" parts. 

I'm almost to 150 parts of this book. What on earth is my life anymore?

I might call the next book "Fangirling Kitten" but I'm not sure yet. Any suggestions??

I'm working on so many stories right now, like it's not even funny.

I wonder how many parts of this and my other books are just ramblings. Probably at least 50 or so. Who knows?

I think that I'm YouTube trash to be honest. 

Especially Markiplier and Dan and Phil trash.

SPEAKING OF DAN AND PHIL,

MY COPY OF "THE AMAZING BOOK IS NOT ON FIRE" SHIPPED TODAY OH MY FUCKING GOD I AM SO EXCITED!

Everyone's literally talking and sitting on their phones and I'm here typing this so people that I don't even know can read it. 

Haha I love you <3 You guys know that. 

The original compute that I was using is messed up so now I have to use another computer and I picked a different Dan and Phil collage for the background. Someone's either going to fangirl really hard or be really confused. 

OH. MY. GOD.

I JUST GOT AN IDEA FOR THE TITLE OF MY NEXT INTERNET DIARY!

IT SHALL BE CALLED "THE PROBLEMS OF A FANGIRL"!!

I KNOW I SAID THAT I WOULD HAVE SOMETHING INVOLVING A KITTEN IN EVERY TITLE BUT LET'S BE HONEST, I WAS GOING TO GIVE THAT UP AT SOME POINT!

There will probably be another part of rambling when I'm on the bus so look out for that. Also, I'll post the final part to "As The Blood Moon Weeps" and I don't know where updates are going to go because I still have school, work, and I'm starting to work on my Yearbook assignments and I'm trying to figure out how to handle all of this because when I first started, it was easy to manage because I didn't have anything else going on.

I forgot my earbuds yesterday and I was so pissed off. I couldn't listen to music on the bus.

This morning I got a little bit of "No Remorse" done so go me. And a little bit of the next chapter of "Survive The Light" is just sitting there and collecting dust but I studied the next night so I have an idea of what I want to do. It's just that life is getting in the way and being a bitch so I haven't really had any time to write and that really makes me sad. I love writing so much and I always feel bad when I don't post something in a while for you guys. I always feel like I'm letting you down.

Wow. This got sad but whatever. I'm just trying to get all of my thoughts out honestly. 

Speaking of getting all of my thoughts, my OC's have better love lives than me.

I mean, in "No Remorse", Nate has a crush on her (Not a spoiler because it's said pretty early on) and in the YouTuber roleplay, Paige and Nate are in an awkward place but I can see them ending up together at some point in the roleplay. 

Man, what is it with my OC's with Nate? Like jeez. I actually ship Norgan a lot. Like, a lot. They're so cute together. 

Also, in the roleplay, there's the whole love triangle with Dan's twin sister Emma, Dan, and Phil. She's dating Phil but he likes Dan who is gay and he likes him too. I mean, it's a love triangle but it's still more exciting than my love life. 

I laughed when I typed love life because it doesn't exist.

I could've gotten a decent amount of writing done in this time but whatever. I think I like my decision to let all my thoughts out because I don't really have any other place for them to go because I have no one to really talk to them about other than you guys. I don't see my IRL friends that much and I don't have time to talk to them after school because of life in general so yep. 

This is getting way too long but I don't care. No one has probably even read this far anyway. 

It's kinda amazing how I went from talking about fangirl stuff to talking about my "love life". Well, that's what happens when my mind wanders I guess. 

I'm currently listening to "Jump" by Laura Shigihara and I'm pretty sure it's about a double suicide. And that just makes me love the song more than I do right now.

The period is almost over so bear with me for just a little bit longer, okay?

Man, I wish I could complete an IRL diary like I can with an online diary. So many discarded IRL diaries. 

It makes me wonder what kind of weird shit is buried back there written in probably the shittiest handwriting ever?

Okay. I think I'm done because the period is almost over. I'll be on after school to publish the epilogue of "As The Blood Moon Weeps" and I'll probably ramble again so just a warning.

Thanks for reading to the end if you did. If you didn't, I understand. I've been having a lot of these rambling chapters recently and I still don't know why.

Okay. I'm really going to go now. Bye guys! Stay awesome!

-Sky