You know those days where one day you're proud of who you are and you don't care what anyone has to say because what matters is the fact that you're happy? And then the next day you're wondering why you're like this in the first place.

Well, I'm having one of those days where I'm wondering why do I have to be one of those "weird" people that love YouTube, Pokémon, etc. I'm wondering why I couldn't have just turned out "normal"? My life would be a lot easier that way.

Sorry guys. It's just that I kinda think that I'm on the verge of losing a friend after four years of being friends and one day my mom told me that she's going to stop hanging out with me because I'm embarrassing to hang out with it.

And I really don't blame her.

I mean, I'm loud and obnoxious while I claim that I'm shy. I spend my spare time writing fanfiction and I might actually not become an author one day so it might be pointless for me to do this in the first place.

Again, I'm am SO sorry for this. I'm not trying to get attention or anything like that. I've always wanted to be real on here and that's just what I'm doing. Being real.

Being real is all I've ever wanted to be after all.

But I can't be real because people already think I'm weird. Hence why I'm not popular or why I don't have an Instagram or anything like that.

And plus, the whole Cyndago situation is really dragging me down. Plus, I still don't really know what's going on with my parents and if my step-dad is really leaving or not. And now, I think I might be losing a friend....again.

Now, if you'll excuse me, I've got YouTube to watch. And yes, it's "weird", I know okay? I'm sorry that I'm "weird"! I'm sorry that I'm not good at sports! I'm sorry that I'm not popular IRL! I'm sorry that I spend pretty much all my free time writing stories!

Okay. I'm leaving now before people think that this is all really just for attention. Which is not, I don't care if you think it is or not.

-Sky