Warning: this chapter consists of the author's anger towards fake friends and how he think of himself this past few months procceed if you wish but if not procceed to the next chapter

well this is a song for every traitor that be friended you or anyone

G
Bebe I got ya

Friends come and go, friends come and go
Go like the seasons
I never know, I never know what to believe in
And it's getting old, it's getting old
But no hard feelings
'Cause friends come and go, friends come and go without a reason
And I, I've been in L.A. for way too long
Can't get this air inside my lungs
It feels like I'm suffocatin' from all the lack of the realness here

Is there anybody real out here?
Got my middle, middle up while I'm singing

Fuck fake friends, we don't need 'em
Only thing they're good for is leaving
Fuck fake friends, we don't need 'em
I've had it up to the ceiling
Fuck fake friends, we don't need 'em
Only thing they're good for is leaving
And I ain't got the time, money on my mind
I'll say it to your face, fuck fake friends

And lately I've been dealin' with mad stress
Comes with the territory of a Hollywood address
Is anybody real here? I need some fact checks
I need more realness, need you to act less
'Cause they deserve Oscars, so many imposters
What's up with guest lists?
Can I come to your concerts?
We all got demons, I'm dealin' with monsters
I've taken every picture, signed titties and signed shirts
But at the same time I know I'm blessed to be here
So let's just be clear, how many kids wish they had this spot
I got success, it's not a sandy beach chair
Be careful with the people you meet here, I'm sayin'
Uh, yeah

Is there anybody real out here? (G)
Got my middle, middle up while I'm singing (Uh)

Fuck fake friends, we don't need 'em
Only thing they're good for is leaving
Fuck fake friends, we don't need 'em
I've had it up to the ceiling
Fuck fake friends, we don't need 'em
Only thing they're good for is leaving
And I ain't got the time, money on my mind
I'll say it to your face, fuck fake friends
(Yeah) 
We don't need 'em
(Bebe, you know I feel you)

And I ain't got the time, money on my mind
Say it to my face, don't pretend
And I ain't got the time, money on my mind
I'll say it to your face, fuck fake friends
And I ain't got the time, money on my mind
Say it to my face, don't pretend
And I ain't got the time, money on my mind
I'll say it to your face, fuck fake friends

Is there anybody real out here?
Got my middle, middle up while I'm singing

Fuck fake friends, we don't need 'em
Only thing they're good for is leaving
Fuck fake friends, we don't need 'em
I've had it up to the ceiling
Fuck fake friends, we don't need 'em
Only thing they're good for is leaving
And I ain't got the time, money on my mind
I'll say it to your face, fuck fake friends

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Well..... Its true we never needed fake friends we need the real friends. If you want a real friend I can be just pm and I will be your friend I may have online friends but I never met them yet well if you are gonna ask about things if I have friends in my home well apparently.......

No all they do is bully bully and bully which im not happy about. Dito sa amin mga plastic ang mga pota nan jan lang pag may kailangan well may magandang pangalan para sa kanila no offense sa mga may ganitong pangalan Jan Micheal meaning Jan lang pag may kailangan..... nvm about that  hmmm want another song? Yes? Well ok this song is about a back stabbing friend
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"Knife in my back"

I'm slowly learning
That the things you promised me
Are burning like the embers
Of a thousand willow trees, and

Every single secret
Has been broadcast like TV
Now all the threads are severed
That were tying you to me

[Chorus x2]
I thought we
Were friends, but now we're
Enemies

Pull your knife out of my back
Your blood runs black
I was just surprised at how you turned on me so fast

I let you in
I held you close
My blood flows like a river 'cause I trusted you the most

And now I know it's over (woo-oooo)
And now I know it's over (woo-oooo)
And now I know it's over (woo-oooo)
And now I know it's over (woo-oooo)

I was so naive I even let you in my home
Took you out for dinner and let you wear my clothes
I can't even breathe; I have your scent still in my nose
It's like I almost miss you; I should have known

[Chorus x2]
I thought we
Were friends, but now we're
Enemies

Pull your knife out of my back
Your blood runs black
I was just surprised at how you turned on me so fast

I let you in
I held you close
My blood flows like a river 'cause I trusted you the most

And now I know it's over (woo-oooo)
And now I know it's over (woo-oooo)
And now I know it's over (woo-oooo)
And now I know it's over (woo-oooo)

[Chorus x2]
I thought we
Were friends, but now we're
Enemies

Pull your knife out of my back
Your blood runs black
I was just surprised at how you turned on me so fast

I let you in
I held you close
My blood flows like a river 'cause I trusted you the most

And now I know it's over (woo-oooo)
And now I know it's over (woo-oooo)
And now I know it's over (woo-oooo)
And now I know it's over (woo-oooo)

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I may be good to you in personal but dont push me to my limit. If you want to be my close friend understand me first and then there will be a hint to let you know you are my close friend........I myself will tell you my deepest secrets to to no avail none were close to reach the requirements to be my close friend. Once I had a close friend of mine but then betrayed me like this song above....

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"Happier"

Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier

When the morning comes
When we see what we've become
In the cold light of day we're a flame in the wind
Not the fire that we've begun
Every argument, every word we can't take back
'Cause with the all that has happened
I think that we both know the way that the story ends

Then only for a minute
I want to change my mind
'Cause this just don't feel right to me
I want to raise your spirits
I want to see you smile but
Know that means I'll have to leave

Know that means I'll have to leave
Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier

When the evening falls
And I'm left there with my thoughts
And the image of you being with someone else
Well, that's eating me up inside
But we run our course, we pretend that we're okay
Now if we jump together at least we can swim
Far away from the wreck we made

Then only for a minute
I want to change my mind
'Cause this just don't feel right to me
I want to raise your spirits
I want to see you smile but
Know that means I'll have to leave

Know that means I'll have to leave
Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier

So I'll go, I'll go
I will go, go, go
So I'll go, I'll go
I will go, go, go

Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier
Even though I might not like this
I think that you'll be happier, I want you to be happier

Then only for a minute (only for a minute)
I want to change my mind
'Cause this just don't feel right to me
I want to raise your spirits
I want to see you smile but
Know that means I'll have to leave

Know that means I'll have to leave
Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier

So I'll go, I'll go
I will go, go, go

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So there was one situation that happened a few weeks ago that let me post that cringey     a/n of letting you know im depressed atm. Well to answer the question that someone pm me...... well yes im still depressed. So let me explain what happened. It all starts at elementary when I was grade four. There were to new students in our class which makes us 7 classmates in total. So we intoduced ourselves to each other I was their first friend as far as I know I boosted their confidence which ending me up to a bad situation until now months passed they become comfortable in the class. They were happy go lucky students thats what our teachers called them. Days after when they shown their colors they bullied me I dont know what Ive done to them. They even frame me up for something I didnt do. Then 2 years passed they still do that to me until now I had enough of it im breaked down they broke me. They even gossip things about me which are not true. I may be at my home place but Im not happy Ive ended all my connections with them. When I left this song "happier" was the only thing that didnt let me regret for what Ive did. The thing I was not happy about is one of them is a Christian, he was the leader of them bulling me calling me names such as hyprocrite etc. But if one of you that i called "friends" (well my classmates to be exact) tell me after what you all did who is the real hyprocrite now. It made me regret everything I did to live but now Im like vulnerable atm and I have only 2 source of happiness left with me the main one is far away from me so Idk when she will come back the second one is my phone so when these two sources are gone im gone as well.......... if I am not updating anything

consider.

me.

dead. And im not joking

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The only song describing my pain rn

Im not worthy to be called a good friend if I cant pull myself back together thats what they all said to me.