After the wedding ceremony, you and Joohyuk are both in the limousine, quickly you remove the veil as you're silently suffocating under the covers for hours,

"AIIIRR~"

You let go a sigh of relief, Joohyuk laughed alittle and help to wipe your sweat on your forehead with a tissue,

"You did well right there."

"Only god knows how I felt under that veil, So damn hot!"

Joohyuk just smile as he stares at the lady whom had just hold the title as his 'wife' a few moments ago,

"Well, starting from now on, you'll be living with me."

"Obviously, I'm your wife, of course I will live under the same roof as you..."

"And sleep on the same bed as me."

You went silent as you had never expected or even thought about sleeping on one bed with a guy whose not even blood related with you,

"I hope you're okay with it..."

You snap from your deep thoughts then flash a smile towards Joohyuk,

"Well, take baby steps, I will try to make myself comfortable."

"Thanks."

Joohyuk smile, you look at him with one eyebrow rised,

"Thanks for what?"

"For not being so damn awkward with me eventhough now the status between us are no longer childhood friends but as husband and wife."

"It will be tense at first but like I said, lets take baby steps, spend our time together to get to know each other more and make things less awkward, that's why every introduction of a certain event got the ice breaking session and as we got to your house, It's time for a husband and wife ice breaking session."

Joohyuk ruffles your hair and pinch your lips,

"You got a smart mouth."

"Well, you don't need to be smart just to say something wise."

Joohyuk smiles wider and pulls you into his arm as he's so exhausted,

"Lets took a nap while waiting for our arrival at the destination, my house is not that near, it's like an hour drive."

"Finally, Sleep!!"

You cheered and laid against his body while sitting in between his legs, your gown is quite disturbing and you can't wait to take it off and slip into your pyjamas.

Jimin knocks on the bedroom door of the bachelor in distress,

"Jungkook-ah..."

"Go away..."

Being ignorant as he is Jimin kicks open the door,

"BITCH! THE DOOR--"

"I'll buy you a new door," Jimin cuts off, "what's more important now is why the fuck are you torturing yourself?!"

Jungkook let go a sigh and just stares down,

"Come on Jungkook, Don't tell me this is because of (Y/N)..."

"Don't say that name, hyung."

Jungkook took a sip of the cigarette and exhale a puff of smoke, Jimin snatch the harmful stick away and distinguish it in his hand with a calm expression on his face,

"Stop tormenting your life by abusing your lungs with this sucker right here."

Jimin show the squashed cigarette in his hand before throwing it into the dustbin, he took a seat on the bed while his eyes are fixed on Jungkook,

"I wish I could turn back time and brought her away from the wedding."

"No matter how many times you spin back time, If this is called Destiny, you cannot do anything at all."

Jungkook bit his lower lip then sigh,

"Come on Jungkook," Jimin tap Jungkook's shoulder,"you will get over this with no problem at all."

"How?"

"First, have your meal, I will tell you how to get over this heart break without adding more pain."

You slowly open your eyes and saw Joohyuk with a towel wrapped around his waist, some water droplets are still latching onto his built body. A moment of silence. You snapped out of your thoughts and quickly cover your face with the comforter,

"I DIDN'T SEE ANYTHING!"

"You did..."

"JUST WEAR SOME CLOTHES ON!"

"Alright alright," He sighed while grabbing his white shirt from inside the cabinet,"you should calm down or else, you might hyperventilate from staring at my luscious body for too long."

"Luscious? Eeewww, Stop with your Narcissism."

Joohyuk snickered then pulls the cover off of you after he wore his shirt,

"My wife, I've prepared the bath for you and your stuffs are still inside your luggage, why I don't take it out? It's your property so I got no rights on opening it without your consent."

You roll your eyes as you rise up from the bed and took the towel from his hand,

"Seriously, whose the husband, whose the wife here?"

"It's the year 2018, male and female are now having equal rights."

"Fine fine, you win!" You raise both hands up in defeat while making your way to the bathroom,"I'm gonna have some NICE SHOWAAAAHHHH!"

You cheered then shut the door behind you and you can hear Joohyuk giggling from inside the bedroom.

You went out from the bathroom after a nice refreshing shower, Just then you stop and started to scan around the room, Where's Joohyuk? There are no cameras right? you carefully walk to your luggage and started to rummage everything to find your pyjamas hiding deep under the pile of clothes,

You put it on and wore your silky night robe before you started to take out all of your clothes to be arranged inside the closet.

You and Joohyuk were in the dining room, both eating dinner silently,

"When do you want to start working at the company?"

You stop eating and look at him with a confused look,

"You don't want to work?"

"No it's not that but... I actually plan on working as a Veterinarian."

Joohyuk have a big smile curved on his face,

"Great then!" He exclaim so suddenly which causes you to nearly choke your food," the pet clinic I'm running needs a Veterinarian since the old one is about to retire."

"Jinjja?! (Really?!)"

Joohyuk nods his head,

"Well then, can I start working tomorrow?"

"Sure! I'll bring you there tomorrow."

You flash him your big smile and blows a flying kiss towards him,

"Thank you husband!"

"Your very welcome wife."

He catch the imaginary flying kiss and smack it against his lips then he flash a cute smile. After dinner, you and Joohyuk are in the bathroom brushing your teeth infront of the mirror while making stupid faces which lead to Joohyuk choking on the colgate, after that, you both went into the bedroom and stood at the side of the bed, he let his body fall on the bed then waited for you to lay besides him,

"Why are you standing there? Lay here."

He tap the empty space besides him, you shook your head then blush,

"We're just going to sleep, I won't do anything that will cause harm to you."

With that, you decide to just follow his words, you took off your robe and place it on the chair besides the bed before sliding under the comforter, Joohyuk turn his body to face you,

He reaches his hand to stroke your soft hair,

"I can't ever imagine, Someone I saw as a sister, the girl that I never expect to be my wife, Is now my wife."

"Why you never expect it? Am I not good enough to be your wife?"

Joohyuk shook his head,

"You're too good for me, It's just that like I said, I only see you like a little sister that tends to annoy me with her obnoxious personality but then brightens my life with her contagious laugh."

You cup his cheeks and stroke it with your thumb,

"What if I want you to see me as a wife? Will you do it?"

"You are my wife and I will always see you as my wife, I will try loving you as a wife so bear with me okay?"

He held your hand then pulls you into his embrace,

'He's the right man, take care of him (Y/N)-ah...'

His warmth gives you comfort and it craddles you to sleep.

Meanwhile, Jungkook is getting wasted at the club. He was about to drink again but V snatch the glass away from him,

"Stop it," He warned, Jungkook looks at V with squinted eyes,"she's better off with someone else now, drinking won't make her comeback."

Jungkook sighed and knock his forehead on the counter,"I swear to god," he said then tears just started to build up again, his head hung low and he didn't want to rise his chin at all,"I am a coward... I should've brought her away!"

"Don't be stupid--" "I AM STUPID ALREADY!" Jungkook yelled, the music blasting in the background is quite a life saviour from getting people's attention,

Jungkook started to cry his eyes out even harder,

"I'm stupid enough to let her go... I'm stupid enough to say that I'm not in pain when I actually am feeling this excruciating pain of losing her. Screaming. Feeling this agony. It's like a knife stabbing deep down my body... and yet I'm stupid enough to say I will be doing just fine seeing her with other guys and being owned by other guys eternally." He said in between his sobs, V strokes his back and try to calm the youngest from hurting himself. It's hard for him to watch the young man whose always tough, to break down in tears infront of him. He understand the pain and he tries to erase those pain away from Jungkook's heart,

"I'll ask Ara to entertain you, relax those tense shoulder and have fun." V said and wave his hand at Ara who is one of Jungkook's favourite toy,"But! No more alcohol for you, I don't want you to get intoxicated."

Ara went up to both gents and V instructed Ara to make sure Jungkook gets all he needs, Ara nod with a smile then sat on Jungkook's lap. She wrap her arms around Jungkook's shoulder,

"Oppa, you seem stressed out." Ara pouts, Jungkook chuckles then wrap his arms around Ara's petite waist,"Maybe once you entertain me, I won't be stressed anymore?"

"Let's go to my room then."

Ara smirks and went off of Jungkook then brought him to the rooms where prostitutes always handle VIP clients.

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Several weeks had passed, You liked your job and you can't deny, as soon as you started working at the pet clinic, lots of people make appointments, It's quite busy eventhough you just need to handle pets rather than humans but you love being with animals and help them, they are still living things and they do have feelings as well. You were looking at the pet scan and medical records then a knock on the door halt you,

"Doctor, Ddeola and it's owner is ready."

"Tell them to come in."

You shut the file then place it on your table, a puppy runs into the room while barking,

"Hey there buddy!"

You make the cute sound and tap your lap, the puppy hopped then sits on your lap,

"You must be Ddeola! Look at you, so adorable!" You talked to the cute puppy infront of you, her fur is white and soft, a well groomed pet? Just then,"(Y/N)?"

You tilt your head up to see a familiar face staring down at you looking shocked himself but slowly his expression shows he is still feeling the heart break,

You don't want to be awkward with him so you curve a smile on your face,

"Hey Jungkook, how have you been doing?" You started the convo cause it seems like he didn't prepare any words to talk to you,

"Actually, I'm doing great as always..." he forced a smile,"That's great to hear."

"How was life as a newly wed?" He ask, you smile,"So far it's great, Thanks for asking. Please have a seat."

You gesture your hand for him to sit on the chair opposite to you, he took a seat,

"So, according to her medical records, last time she had her appointment with Dr. Kim, right?"

Jungkook nodded,

"Is she getting any better now?"

He shook his head,

"Infact she got even worst, When I threw something she won't react fast unless I told her to do so, she bump onto walls more frequently and at night time it's more worst, she refuse to go out and started to throw tantrums around the house if it's dark."

You make a thinking face before you flip open the file again, only one possible thing is in your head but you cannot jump to conclusions yet so you decided to check her, you grab your torch light and flash it on her face, then you move your hand left to right. No reaction. You turn off the flashlight then use your hand. You show a finger and move it left to right. No reaction as well. Lastly, you move your hand further away then snap your finger. Ddeola reacts immediately. She jumps to the source of sound,

"I knew it..." You said as you come up to a conclusion,"What is it?"

"Progressive Retinal Atrophy, Also known as PRA, this inherited disorder causes the retinal to deteriorate which then slowly lead to blindness."

Jungkook was stunned,

"S-so... are you saying that Ddeola is..." He paused, he really don't want to say the word, you nod,"Completely blind."

You stare down at the puppy on your lap, it's biting your hand thinking that it's a toy. Such innocent living have to experience this hardship forever. It's upsetting.

You arrived home and is taking off your shoes by the entrance,

"I'm home!" You exclaim,"Welcome home, dear!"

"Are you cooking dinner?"

"Yep and It's delicious!"

You rise one eyebrow,

"But then why do I smell something burning?" You ask, Joohyuk press both his lips and make an awkward smile.

"Aigoo, next time don't forget to put oil into the pan before frying the egg, and make sure it's low heat if you're scared on burning the egg." You lecture him while eating dinner, Joohyuk pouts like a sulking chid,"But then, I love your effort, It still taste good."

A smile curve on his lips and he started to eat his dinner with more appetite. After dinner, You both were in your bedroom and you're infront of the mirror while combing your hair. Joohyuk enters the room while drying his hair, you look at him in the reflection then stop combing your hair as soon as you saw him took out his luggage from the closet,

"Where you going?" You ask then turns around, Joohyuk looks up at you,"I will be going away for a business trip--"

"Where you going? When are you coming back? Are you going alone?"

Joohyuk sigh then went up to you, he's now infront of you with his height dominating you, you had your head hung low to show that you're sulking, he cups both of your cheeks,

"Don't worry okay, I'll be going alone and I will be back home in 2 days, It's just a business contract with the company in China." He said, it still disatisfy you, he held your hand then kiss your crown,"Come on, dear, don't be like this, you made me feel guilty for leaving you."

"Alright alright."

You smile but Joohyuk can still feel that you're not fine,

"Did something happened at work just now that upset you?" He asked,"Well, Jungkook is there but then it's not because of him I'm upset."

"Then what?"

You hesitated but his eyes looking down at you is like a needle piercing through your soul,

"Eommonim (Mother) called me just now." You said, Joohyuk understand where this is going,"Then?"

"She ask whether I'm pregnant or not."

Joohyuk let go a sigh then brought you to sit on the bed with him,

"Why? Is it bothering you?" He ask, you turn silent,"be honest with me, please."

You shook your head,

"Then?" He ask,"It just made me confused..."

"Confused?"

"Yeah... we've been husband and wife for almost a month now but we haven't done it yet. Which made me question, do you still see me as a sister or... you don't love me--"

"Don't say such thing." He cuts your words off,"I truly love you (Y/N)-ah."

"Then why don't you take your rights as the husband."

His hand then gently strokes your cheeks,

"My dear, I won't ask for my rights as your husband, I know I'm actually not the man you sincerely wanted to marry that's why, I won't take your privilege for granted."

"But that is before, now I wanna fulfill my duty as your wife, to give you everything."

Joohyuk kiss your forehead,

"You did great as my wife already, you took care of me and love me, That's more than enough."

You pouts,"But mother kept on asking about having a grandchild... I don't want to let her down."

"Ignore her, she's not even my real mother."

"But she's my mother-in-law, so I need to respect her."

A moment of silence. Joohyuk then let go a sigh then stares deeply into your eyes,

"You sure you're ready for this?" He ask, you reply with a nod,"Yes."

"Tell me to stop if you change your mind okay?"

Your heart started to beat so fast, he plants a soft kiss on your forehead down to your nose bridge then to your lips. You know you can't stop him and you won't stop him. You wanna show him how much you actually love him by doing the things a wife would eventually do.

(A/N: STARTING FROM HERE IT WOULD BE SMUT PART, Sooooo if you guys are not ready to lose your innocence, you can just skip it. Keep scrolling down.)

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He carefully lay you down on the bed and pulls down your lingerie strap, you swear to god your heart is going to jump out of your chest anytime, he give butterfly kisses on your chest and you whimper from the foreign sensation,

"Are you scared?" He looks at your blushing face, you shook your head,"J-just nervous."

Joohyuk rise up then took off his shirt, you quickly cover your eyes as you don't want to start your fangirl mode. Joohyuk pulls you up to make you sit infront of him, he place your hand on his shoulder,

"Calm yourself down first." He said, you slowly open your eyes and stares into Joohyuk's eyes.

You touch his face then he slowly guide your hand to touch his shoulder then down to his chest, you look up at him with wide eyes,

"Your heart is beating so fast." You gasp, he giggled at your reaction then pulls your hand up and kiss your palm,"I'm nervous too and the only way for us to calm down is to know how both of us actually feel."

You nod your head as you understand why he's wants you to touch him, cause he want you to suit yourself, he want you to remember the person you're doing it with is your husband and he also want you to know that he's actually nervous as well. You push him down the bed and Joohyuk was shocked with your action, you have to ignore this nervous feelings and in order to do that. You need to take control. Suddenly, Joohyuk groaned and you feel something poking your clothed womanhood which causes a moan to slip your lips. You kiss Joohyuk on the lips then poke your tongue into his mouth, Joohyuk did the same thing as well, he wrap his arm around your hips and with his other hand he place it behind your head and deepens the kiss. Moans filled the room as you both loses the shyness and now you both want each other. Joohyuk flips both of you and now you're at the bottom while he's on top, he pinch your lingerie fabric and rise one eyebrow,

"May I?" He ask for permission, you nods.

With that he rip your lingerie and threw it across the room,

"That thing had been sinning me the whole time, I feel like punishing the person who wears it." He chuckled, you blush and he peck your lips,"But she's too precious to be punished."

He began kissing you again, but this time it's more intense, he grope your breast and you let go a loud moan, you can't stand this, you want him now but you're an amature so you let him took control of you. Joohyuk went down and suck your nipple, you moan in pleasure and it turns on Joohyuk even more, he slide down his pants along with his boxers and slide down your panties as well, he stares at your face,

"You can scratch me, bite me, hit me cause this shit will be painful for a while." He said, "Wha-- HOLY MOTHER OF JESUS!"

Joohyuk slide his manhood into your entrance without even warning you and made you scream your lungs out due to the striking pain, you hug Joohyuk and scratch his back leaving red marks. Tears stream down your cheeks. You're not used to this pain. Joohyuk wipe your tears with his thumb and plant soft kisses on your cheeks to distract you from the pain,

"P-please... it hurts!" You whined,"It's okay, it will fade soon."

You nod to his reply, Joohyuk waited for you to feel comfortable and for the pain to go away before he slowly thrust in and out of your womanhood. You're moaning in pleasure when his length rub against your walls, it's intense but you want more,

"Please-- Ah! oppa, faster~"

You moaned, Joohyuk nod and you can feel him picking up his phase, he thrust hard and fast into you,

"Fuck."

He groaned as soon as he was about to reach his climax, he leans down to kiss your lips and you moan in between the kiss. Skin slapping, groans and moans is getting louder. You started to feel a knot in your stomach. You're reaching your climax as well. Joohyuk place your right leg over his shoulder then grabs onto your shoulder as he pushes you down to deepen his thrust,

"I-I gotta cum."

He groans as he can no longer hold in his climax, you just pull him into a kiss as a sign. Your walls tighten around his manhood and your moans got even louder. A couple more thrust you both came together and Joohyuk thrust a couple of times before he pulls out then flopped right next to you, you both are sweaty and exhausted but Joohyuk quickly look at you and cups your cheeks,

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"Are you okay?!" He ask, you nods as an answer,"Thank god, I am so sorry that I can't control myself."

You giggle at how adorable he can be, just to assure him you peck his lips,

"I'm actually worried about your back tho." You said, Joohyuk wrap his strong arms around your waist,"You experience more pain than I do."

"But it's not that bad. Atleast I get to know how sex felt like."

"How was it?"

"Shockingly amazing."

Joohyuk burst to laughter then pinch your cheeks,

"You're so adorable." He said while studying your facial features.

It comforts him, how he wish he could bring you along but then he did not want you to be exposed around him in the public eye. It's for your safety. he pulls you into his embrace,

"I will be back as soon as possible." He said, you look up at him then shove your pinky finger infront of him,"Promise?"

"Promise..."

He tangle his pinky with yours then kiss your forehead before you both went into a deep sleep.

Preview

"I love you."

"Seo Joon..."

"GOD PLEASE, I CAN'T STAND THIS PAIN!"