Complicated Love (Part 5)
Complicated Love (Part 5)
One Shot #24 (Cont.)
Moana's POV
A part of me really wanted to hear Maui out and understand what happened between Peke and him. I know most of it was her doing, but he still chose to participate in the act, which puts him in the wrong. I saw Maui fly off to who knows where. I don't if or when he's coming back. The truth is I didn't have the strength to stop him from leaving. Though, it's taking all of my strength not to go after Peke and strangle her. If I ended up doing that, I know that I'd be no better than her. I don't want to stop to her pathetic level. I'll just let karma bite her in the ass instead. It will sooner or later.
I'm still sitting in the cave, the events of a little while ago still replaying on a loop. It doesn't even bother me that Peke threw herself at Maui. I knew that was going to happen. What bothers me is that Maui didn't get her off of him and even worse, made out with her. Does he really think that little of me? I feel stupid. I thought he was in love with me. I put my heart out on the line just to get it broken in only a week and a half. In addition, I got cheated on only a week and half into our relationship. That's pathetic. I know this happens to other people, but not so soon.
What if Maui never really changed? What if he said he was in love with me as a joke? What if he actually does want a girl like Peke? What if I'm not good enough? Honestly, if the guy I'm in love with cheated on me, that goes to show there's something repulsive about me. I'm not that pretty, I'm too skinny, I'm awkward, I get anxiety easily, I'm an emotional wreck, I spend way too much time talking to my pets and dead grandmother, and I could be a hell of a lot better chief. No wonder why Maui did what he did...
Maui's POV
I'm far enough away from Montonui where it's no longer in my plane of view, but I'm close enough to fly back when I'm ready. Right now, I'm sitting in the depths of the forest on a small island crying like a baby. I fucked up my shot at a relationship with Moana immediately after we started dating. That's why I was reluctant to tell her how I feel. I knew I was going to break her heart. I'm Maui. I'm a toxic person. Everywhere I go, I bring trouble with me. Moana's better off without me. She's too good of a girl to be with someone like me. Someone who's... do I dare even say it... a monster. That's probably why I attracted Peke. She's just as cold and heartless as I seem to be.
Tears fall down my face and I don't even bother to wipe them away. I deserve to feel the same pain I put Moana through. Hell, I deserve even more. I hide my head in my hands and cry myself to sleep, losing my voice in the process. The dark side of me hopes that I never get it back.
Hope that you guys liked this part of this one shot! :) -Mary
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